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why do i became this fvcking unappreciative??

#feelings #confused #life is strange #critical role #insensitive #life lessons #disappoinment #motivation #messy #mess #emotions #numb #i feel numb

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“I stopped explaining myself when I realized people only understand from their level of perception.”

— Unknown

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hmm... letting people think whatever they think of me... i'm used to it... but why am I overthinking like i care about them in some situations? like it's fine that i'm hurting, but it isn't if they're the ones that are hurting, when actually i'm the one who's hurt.

(i got my point, but i just can't explain it right and exact. sorry my words are messy as my mind...)

#hurts #feelings #confused #life is strange #critical role #insensitive #life lessons #disappoinment #motivation #messy headers #mess #messy

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...take me to the place where the weekends are the weekdays and the weekdays are the weekends...

#feelings #confused #life is strange #critical role #insensitive #life lessons #disappoinment #motivation

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#feelings #confused #life is strange #critical role #insensitive #alchemy #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchimist brotherhood

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“People do not lack strength, they lack will.”

— Victor Hugo

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(credits to the owner)

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mayhem of thoughts

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“Be messy and complicated and afraid and show up anyways.”

— Glennon Doyle Melton

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to my friends: i know, none of you really appreciates me, but its okay... cuz u guys can make me happy and i am thankful for that...

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is there anymore chance for me to feel special? i mean, i have friends, family... but i've never feel special...

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"... the urge to shatter the chair beside me,

the urge to brutally throw away the empty coffee cup in front of me,

and the strong urge of slitting the shit out of my left wrist...

fvck u self for always getting pissed with such things that are nothing like a big deal..."

#feelings #confused #life is strange #critical role #insensitive #life lessons #disappoinment #motivation #failure

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I thought I became stronger the last past months.

What a joke.

Here I am still wanting to kill myself.

-V. J.