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The Demons Come Out! Send My Muse Anons, taunt them, exploit their fears and weaknesses, tell them lies. Push them past their breaking point and make their Inner Demons come out, or make them break down completely!

#the demons come out! does amamiya ren is gay?

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Remember the P25th Anniversary concert that had Shuake dancing to "Throw Away Your Mask?" sung by Lyn?

Well here is the full Shuake dance to that song! I think they really used MMD in this and I LOVE IT! ☕🥞💞

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"Ah, I hope Makoto likes the birthday present I got her..." Ren said, holding a Limited Edition Buchimaru Squashmallow.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #open

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"It's nice to meet you, Hanekoma-san." It was pretty neat, the fact that 'neko' was right in the middle of his name, considering how the man gave off such a laid-back, cat-like vibe. "I hope I can do just that. Maybe I could even make something better than the Boss' one day."

Ren had to pause and think for a second. What kind of hobbies did he have these days? A lot of his time was dedicated to either his Phantom Thief work, or regular old part-time work. Even things he did for fun often had the secondary purpose of improving his skills in the Metaverse. There wasn't a lot he did consistently enough to really consider a proper hobby. Except...

"Well, I guess I do a lot of people-watching. I'm from a really small town originally. So I never really got the chance to do it much before. But Tokyo is so full of people; even smaller neighborhoods like this get a lot of traffic. So sometimes it's fun to just sit for a bit and watch everyone around you go about their lives."

"Hanekoma Sanae, at your service," the other replied. "And I actually think it's great when someone shows interest in stuff like this, so I'll be happy to support ya while you're figuring it out. There's nothing like playin' around with stuff to get your bearings on something. And who knows, you might find a damn good blend while you're at it."

Well, that certainly went better than expected. Hanekoma finished the drink but just sunk down against the counter, lazy eyes focused on what would surely be a new friend. He didn't have a lot of reason to come outside of Shibuya most of the time, but this was close enough where he felt like he could stop by from time to time. If his help was accepted and even wanted, then he could do this guilt-free. And it certainly wouldn't hurt to have a connection around this way if he ever needed to know what the state of things here were. Sometimes tragedies happened in the wards around his own and he went entirely oblivious to the details. While someone existing in the RG probably wouldn't know much about the UG here, he could probably at least come to him for general information, and that would be good enough to get some insight.

"So what kinda things do ya do when you're not working? You got any hobbies or anything like that?"

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #strawberry barista

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sentences . // can we try again?

           sentences for those who would like to try again , the lovers that went wrong & the hearts that cannot seem to let go .

“ Can’t we try again? ”

“ I love you, I always loved you and I never really stopped. ”

“ I know we didn’t work out then, but… ”

“ I would like to try again. ”

“ I can do better this time! I promise! ”

“ Just give me another chance — ”

“ We were so happy together, don’t you remember? ”

“ Tell me that I’m not the only one who regrets. ”

“ I regret letting you go, okay? ”

“ It was a dumb, douchebag move — but let me make it up to you. ”

“ I’m here now — I’m ready to try again. ”

“ I had to, I had to do it — I had my reasons. ”

“ If you’re over me, how come you’re not letting go? ”

“ I’m not over you yet. ”

“ Maybe I want to try again, maybe I just need closure, I don’t know. ”

“ I want you, isn’t that what counts? ”

“ But if you want me, and I want you, what’s stopping us? ”

“ I don’t think I can go through this with you again. ”

“ I never stopped thinking about you, you know. ”

“ No one ever made me feel the way you did. ”

“ I know where I belong, it’s with you. ”

“ Look at how he’s/she’s treating you — are you really okay with that? ”

“ Listen here. You don’t get to come around NOW and try to change things — ”

“ My heart breaks every time I hear your name. ”

“ I was young and dumb, it didn’t mean anything. ”

“ After all this time, tell me you never thought about us ONCE. ”

“ You left me! ”

“ What makes you think I want you back? ”

“ Oh please. I only used you. It was nothing serious. ”

“ Can’t you at least give me a chance!? ”

“ We are over! We were over from the second you left! ” 

“ What happened between us? ”

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📓 [Gogo :3c ]

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November 2th

I don't know what I'm going to do. Akechi is planning to kill me. I know that for sure now. How long was this planned? From the beginning? How much of the time we spent together was a lie? I'm holding her glove right now. Was she not actually planning to give me a rematch? Or is this what she always meant?

And why am I still spending time with her? I took her to play darts tonight. She always does her best to one-up my shots. And it still makes me smile. What am I even doing? Why am I still hanging out with my would-be murderer?

Maybe she won't go through with it? Maybe she'll have second thoughts and decide to help me instead? It sounds like something out of an anime, but so does everything else that's happened this year. She wouldn't just ambush me without giving me a chance to fight back, right?

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #the flower karasu

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📓 (akechi!)

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June 26th,

I hung out with Akechi today. He showed me a little jazz club in Kichijoji. It's got a really good atmosphere. I have no clue how he found the place, but I'm glad he decided to take me.

The rest of the page appears to have been erased an rewritten multiple times, traces of unfinished thoughts sitting behind new ones.

I don't know what his deal is. He seems nice and all, but I swear he's hiding something. I guess that's probably a given, being a celebrity and all, but it feels like more than that. Maybe it's got something to do with him being able to hear Morgana? I don't know, and it makes me feel so weird. I don't even know how to act around him. It feels like I've been poisoned or something every time I talk to him, like my whole body's being burned from the inside-out, like my heart's pumping acid through my veins. He smiles at me and I feel like I want to rip his throat out with my teeth. And the weirdest part is that I like it! I like spending time with him, even though I know I shouldn't. Why does he do this to me? And why do I keep going back? Even now I really want to hear his voice again, just to hear it. What is wrong with me?

That sounds so stupid. This is all probably just because we're rivals. He's trying to catch me, after all. Of course I'd feel weird about him. I really need to just shut up.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #justiceburst #was gonna do the day they first met but then I realized ren wouldn't have anything interesting to say yet

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📓 - Kaneki

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XX XXth

A cute boy came into Leblanc today. His hair was totally white, and he seemed really nice, kind of shy. He ordered a coffee, no food though, which was weird since I swear I could hear his stomach rumbling.

I don't know, I guess it's not super interesting. But he just stood out to me. Maybe he's just my type. Maybe he's some kind of anime protagonist. Whatever it is, I hope he comes back again. Maybe I'll get his number next time.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #historias multorum

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📓 (for Makoto) - @epitomees

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June 8th,

I have no idea why, but the Student Council President has been following me around school. Niijima, I think her name was. She's really bad at it too. Like she thinks I won't notice her standing just a few feet away from me if she sticks her face in this week's copy of Shonen Jump. I swear I even saw her holding it upside down once.

I wonder what she's hoping to achieve. Does she think I'm a thief? Or does she just think I might suddenly snap and try to kill someone in the middle of school? Though I guess that's what everyone already thinks. Whatever, I'm not going to let her catch me in anything. All she'll see is just how good I am at doing nothing of note.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #epitomees

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July 31th

Still working on this new Palace. The further we get, the more I feel for Futaba. She's been through a lot. Really, I'm less worried about this whole Medjed drama than I am that she might do something before we can help. She seems like she's really hanging by a thread here. I remember how I felt just before I tried to kill myself, and it's like I'm looking in a mirror with her. She's probably already got a plan ready to go. Honestly, it makes me feel sick to my stomach to think she was just down the street this whole time. She was there when I knocked on the door when I first arrived, and I had absolutely no idea.

We need to find her treasure, fast. I can't just let her keep drowning like that. Sojiro would never forgive me, and I wouldn't be able to forgive myself.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #oraclememehacker #suicide tw

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XXX XXth

I ran into one of my senpai from my hometown today, Teddie. I don't know exactly what brings him to Tokyo, but I'm happy to see him again. He's probably the only person I'd really call a friend back in Inaba. So it's really nice to see him again. Maybe if I get a chance I'll introduce him to the others. I bet he'd get along really well with Haru.

Actually, now that I think about it, I should really ask him about the Junes up here in Tokyo. It's so weird that they don't have any mascot. Maybe he'll know something about it, and if he doesn't then maybe he could ask Hanamura-san or their dad. I wonder if the Tokyo store is special in some way. That sounds more plausible than the Junes in Inaba being the only one with a special mascot, right?

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #tvstarkuma

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thoughts on the big bang burger challenge Amamiya?

"Good for my stats, bad for my stomach. I swear I was gonna throw up a couple of times doing it. Though honestly? I should probably take Yusuke along and let him try it. That's probably more food than he's ever had at once."

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April 11th,

Okay, a lot of weird stuff happened today. There was some kind of weird castle, and a talking cat thing, and I got some kind of stand? I don't know what's going on. And all that stuff ended up making me late for my first day of school, with sucks pretty hard. Not a great start to my probation.

It wasn't all bad, though. I met someone new. Sakamoto Ryuji, I think he said his name was. He ended up in that weird castle with me, but before that he actually talked to me. He seems really nice too, a bit rough around the edges, but in a good way. I'm sure we'll end up talking more tomorrow, with all that happened today. I'm definitely looking forward to getting to know him better. Maybe we can actually be friends? I hope so. I wasn't really expecting to make any friends here, but maybe something good can come from this whole situation.

At the bottom of the page, there's an indent where Ren had erased something. He's kind of cute too.

#Getting Out There (amamiya ren) #electricea

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#please please please please

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whats that one weird food combination that everyone else thinks is gross but they think is delicious? ( for joker! )

THE TINIEST DETAILS: CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS

His go-to weirdo food combo is hot sauce and sponge cake. He likes the sweet and the spice together, and he doesn't find the texture to be off-putting like some other weird food combos.

Of course, he's very unlikely to partake of it when other people are around. He doesn't want anyone calling him disgusting for it.

#Headcanon corner (Ren)

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THE TINIEST DETAILS: CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS

do they drive? if so, do they enjoy driving or do they hate it? or somewhere in between?

if they drive, where is their favorite location to drive to?

if they drive, do they own a vehicle? if so, what make and model?

what bumper stickers do they have on their car?

what paintings and/or posters are on their walls?

what is a song they listen to with the windows rolled down, turned all the way up, on the highway?

is there an artform they've always wanted to try (glassblowing, woodworking, painting, ect) but never have? if so, what about that artform speaks to them?

what time of day do they usually start getting sleepy?

do they catch a second wind? if so, what is their method for catching it (napping, drinking coffee, exercising, ect)?

are they a nap person? if so, how long are their naps? do they set a 20 minute timer and wake up before it? or set no timer and wake up in the middle of the night?

what is the most obscure book they've read?

what is a book that interested them so much they took it with them to the bathroom?

what did the air smell like during their childhood?

what is a core memory from their childhood that they look back on fondly and for comfort?

when was the last time they were held, and truly held, for several minutes? who was it with?

do they meditate? if not, have they ever tried? how did it go?

how many pennies and quarters do they have in their couch?

how dusty is their home? spotless, lived-in, dust bunny haven?

what is their favorite chocolate bar?

do they like their brownies fudgy or cakey? or not at all, and only want the crusts?

whats that one weird food combination that everyone else thinks is gross but they think is delicious?

where do they put their shoes when they come home from a long day?

after a vacation, do they immediately unpack or slowly retrieve items from their suitcase until its empty?

how often do they do self-reflection?

are they more afraid of being alone with themselves or with others?

have they ever had a near death experience? if so, what was it?

out of all the subjects in school, which was their favorite? which one did they excel at?

how many alarms do they have set on their phone? what is their alarm ringtone?

do they fart in front of other people? or do they hide their farts?

do they have to see any specialist doctors? if so, do they have a strong bond with their doctor or do they dislike them?

what is their favorite seasoning?

what is their favorite sauce?

how spicy is spicy for them? (pepper, jalepeno, ghost pepper, ect)

how long do they let the dishes go unwashed?

how much laundry do they accumulate before doing it?

what shampoo, conditioner, cologne/perfume and deodorant do they use?

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April 9th,

Alright, if I'm gonna have to do this whole journaling thing, I might as well do it right. Let's start from the beginning, today's my 17th birthday. All things considered, it's certainly in the running for the worst one so far. Mom forced me to get up way earlier than necessary. We ended up having to wait for my train for like an hour. And of course, Dad said he's come to see me off, but he never showed up. Didn't even send me a text. No surprise there.

I mostly just slept through the train ride to Tokyo. It was a little difficult to figure out where to go next, but I managed. Though I saw something weird in Shibuya, some kind of fire thing. I wonder if I was still half asleep. (Next time I should write with something I can erase)

I thought I'd be staying with Sakura-san in his house, but apparently not. He stuck me in the attic of his cafe. I guess I shouldn't expect much more. He is still giving me a place to stay, and so far he's been treating me like a boy. He can put me where ever he likes if he keeps that up.

Tomorrow he's going to take me to my new school to do some administrative stuff. I wonder what it'll be like. It's probably nothing like Yasogami, or at least I hope it isn't. But I guess I'll find out tomorrow.

#getting out there (amamiya ren) #drabble