[ DRINK ] to steal my muse’s drink and take a sip / from Diavolo!
PLATONIC TOUCHING || STILL ACCEPTING.
✣ ——— Either the other man was bold to take his drink knowing it wasn’t his or too drunk to notice it, but Polnareff sat there, chin resting upon his palm. Clearing his throat loudly, attempting to gain the attention of the man, ❝ Do you go around stealing other man’s drinks? You never know what could be in there.❞
all of these are taken from the songs that gilanares has released (so far) in 2022 on her ‘unreleased demos’ soundcloud playlist. feel free to change pronouns/etc.
rag doll
i’m good at doing what i’m told.
tell me what you wanna hear and I’ll repeat it back to you.
I’ve learned i’m easily controlled.
i’m moldable and malleable and that’s what makes me valuable.
i give the people what they want.
i’m not really worth that much at all.
if it comes down to it hell ill even bleed for you until i run right out of blood.
i just wanna be your favorite.
i’ll do whatever you want.
i’m just a rag doll.
the truth is ugly
the truth is ugly.
it’s like being back in high school.
as i get a little older i can see things clearer.
i know that i don’t have to apologize to you.
i know that i don’t have to apologize to you but i kinda want to.
i know that when you knew me i wasn’t my best.
i just wanna put my past life to rest.
i always wanted more out of you and i’m sorry about that.
i put a lot of pressure on us
i want to get better, honest.
i wanted to get better, honest, but i didn’t know how to.
i know i had issues plenty
i hope you don’t resent me but it’s okay if you do
i never really meant to let you go.
i’m glad you’ve taken this time to grow.
i’m glad you’ve taken this time to grow cause I’ve done the same thing too.
the antagonist
you met me when i was the hero and stuck around long enough to watch it go up in flames.
you couldn’t handle it, watching me become the antagonist.
was it entertaining for you?
i’m just a scary story that got a bit too gory for your liking.
am i psyching you out?
call me the villain, call me a beast.
i’m the best of them though.
guess i put on a good show.
call me the villain, call me a beast, all that i can say is at least i’m the best of them.
i had you on the edge of your seat.
frostbite
the cold won’t kill me.
i’ve played your game and it’s a lost fight.
you love me with your fingers crossed, right?
you’re the reason i play dirty now.
you’re why i worry now.
you’re why i’ll be fucked up til i’m, like, thirty.
well at least no one can hurt me now.
you’ve put on quite a show.
you say you’re sorry, i don’t know if you mean it.
you killed me cause it was convenient, didn’t you?
maybe it’s my fault.
i don’t even remember what happened.
you killed me cause it was comedic, didn’t you?
it was funny and we were both laughing for a minute or two.
baby i’ve been going thru a lot
i’ve been going through a lot.
i’ve been going through a lot and thought that i shouldn’t share.
i’m tired of having to tear myself apart.
hurting feels like home.
I don’t what you to worry.
you know this shit’s therapeutic.
it may not be pretty but won’t you talk it all out with me?
out of all my fixations you are my favorite.
you are my favorite, even though sometimes I forget to say it.
i’ve been trying to teach myself to keep myself in check.
[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention
[ sleep ] for your muse to wake mine
[ cover ] for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket
[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.
[ kiss ] for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning
[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair
[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair
[ embrace ] for your muse to hold mine
[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room
[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer
[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger
[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s
[ weep ] for your muse to catch mine crying
[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food
[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine
[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance
[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine
[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap
[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring
[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually
[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support
[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm
[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand
[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did
[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine
[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap
[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down
[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away
[ dream ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare
[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation
[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury
[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine
[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger
[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine
[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine