Ok it turns out changing my lunch to "pre cooked balanced-ish meal" when it has been "bag of chips ahoy" for too long has some short term ramifications
Back at it with online dating and can i just say upon reflection that it is so much easier to go on a first date with men not bc i like them more but because i care less what they think of me
I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself
that james baldwin quote where he says, “it took many years of vomiting up all the filth i’d been taught about myself, and half-believed, before i was able to walk on the earth as though i had a right to be here.”