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This reminds me how much I love non-fatal Hanahaki fics cuz the idea of secret love being so powerful that you suffer and are forced to LIVE through that suffering is just *chefs kiss*

A concept in my head that been rolling around a lot:

Hanahaki, but instead of it being triggered by unrequited love, it's triggered because all the love you have for a person turns inwards because you're too afraid to show it.

So it kills you, not because someone doesn't love you back, but because you don't let it out and all that love you have stored, that could grow into something beautiful, turns on you and turns your insides beautiful.

Love is growth, and without any place for it to grow outside, it grows in. If you confess, reciprocated or not, the disease goes away because it's no longer trapped. It gives self-destruction a new meaning.

#oh my god I love this #tbh I am not a fan of Hanahaki immediately means love or death #like to me you love so many people in life that will never feel the same kind of love towards you #and that’s not a bad thing cuz love comes in all shapes and sizes #so the only way Hanahaki would manifest is if you let your love feel shameful #I’m not even a big fan of Hanahaki being fatal tbh #yeah it’s tragic and dramatic for someone to die within a few days/weeks/months of developing it #in a very Shakespearen sort of way #but Chronic Hanahaki??? #that shit hurts man #cuz living someone enough to die is bad #but living someone so much that it hurts for the rest of your life is just sooooo much more #like ask anyone with a chronic illness #like yeah they are not dying and are grateful for that #but life will never be the same again

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I mean, come ON.

#grantaire #kyle adams #les miserables #I never picture Grantaire as being blonde but Kyle Adam’s always throws that out the window #he is just so Grantaire

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This is a skill I wish I had. Like I wish I was good enough at this that I could put it on a resume

A master at his craft...

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Wishing I could draw a combination of Call of Duty and also The Mandalorian and also One Piece and also Les Miserables and god knows what else

But not having the motivation to draw anything so I’m just sitting here vibrating with Thoughts™️ that cannot escape

#call of duty #the mandalorian #one piece #les miserables

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quick cobb bc i miss him

#i miss him every day #cobb vanth

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will make the flowers grow….

#oh my god #op oh my god #like holy shit #environmental storytelling at its finest #i’m crying #also don’t think I don’t see the splatter where Grantaire was shot and died slumped against the wall #les miserables #les mis

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"you will look for themes and motifs in media that isn't worth the effort" i will look for themes and motifs in the dirt. on the ground.

#this is some Star Wars fans about the prequels and sequels #like trust me I love them all #but guys #some of it really ain’t that deep #you don’t have to justify your enjoyment of something by shoving in this pseudo intellectual talk that isn’t even there #sometimes you can just like a bad movie #that’s okay

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People have been leaving kudos on my fics again and he’s back in my head . I would like to draw him more soon

#him #cobb vanth #i miss him everyday

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Thank you so much @lousysharkbutt for drawing these two! I love them so much <3

#LOUSYSHARK DREW ENJOLTAIRE?!??? #my night is complete #les mis #grantaire #enjolras #enjoltaire

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Mentally I am here:

#this will ALWAYS be on my mind #George blagden was out in the trenches for us #george blagden #grantaire #enjoltaire #les mis

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I know this is a niche one but I can’t get it out of my head.

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ITS MARCH YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

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Thinking about posting my Bilbo Baggins POV OCxFili Canon Era snippet fic to AO3 just to see if any of the Hobbit/Tolkien girlies would actually read it

#the hobbit #bilbo baggins #fili #canon x oc #i just love my boy Umbrig so much #and he loves Fili #which sucks for him cuz #you know

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january sketch request #4: cobb vanth's fagswag, to quote a friend.

if you'd like your own sketch request or to see my art sooner, consider becoming a patron! 🍂

#god i miss him #cobb vanth #bird you always deliver

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THANK YOU SO MUCH I THINK ABOUT THIS POST ALL THE TIME

Where’s that one post that talking about snorting cocaine off of Dio Brandi’s fat tits in reference to the moral implications of liking a villain character???

I’ve been thinking about it all day but I can’t find it

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Where’s that one post that’s talking about snorting cocaine off of Dio Brando’s fat tits in reference to the moral implications of liking a villain character???

I’ve been thinking about it all day but I can’t find it

#jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #dio brando #jjba dio #jojo no kimyou na bouken #please i need it

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#gay ass cowboy aka Cobb Vanth #cobb vanth