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My mom is making fucking Singaporean rice which if you don't know what that is its carbs^2 which obviously is terrible but on top of that my mom is currently PISSED that I haven't been eating and so 🥲

#ed #tw ed #ed tw #tw #ana #ana tw #tw ana #anorexik #weightloss #eating disoder things #weight #calorie #calories #skinny #thin #thinspo #meanspo

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rant tw ed tw su!c!de

okay full disclosure I kinda wanna kms but Im so afraid but I wanna die so bad

no one cares, right? like I have fvcking scars on my hands and my mother just doesn’t see them, my friends don’t see them, I’m always talking abt how Im gonna k!ll myself and no-one seems to notice? or maybe they notice but don’t care idk.

And then there's the ed part like Im just so sick of this bullshit. but I don’t wanna die fat so ig that's the only reason im alive?

I feel so lonely; I know so many ppl but no one ever wants to talk to me and tbh even if they did idk what I'd say.

#tw #tw ed #ed tw #tw suicide #suicide tw #selfharmtw #tw self harm #rant

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hi babes

ive been gone for a while bc I’m just busy now T^T

Anyways, I was doing p well, however I gained apparently 2 lbs in one night?

Like I thought I was able to burn almost everything from last night off when I ran but uhhhh I guess not.

#ed #tw ed #tw #ed tw #tw ana #ana tw #anorexik #anoreciaaa #thin #thinspo #skinny #meanspo #weight #weightloss #not pro just using tags

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frfr we need to talk abt this more

🌸TMI🌸:

Why the FUCK has no one spoken about ana shits? Like how can you go from being constipated for days to needing to yeet to the toilet so fast before touch down?!?!?

How?!?!

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Idk what eating disordered bitch out there needs to hear this but

Allow yourself to eat when you are sick. (If you have a uterus) Allow yourself to eat when you are on your period. Allow yourself to eat when you are grieving.

Your body NEEDS calories to heal itself and recover and if you don't allow yourself to eat when you're unwell you will get a lot more unwell. I know part of this disorder is wanting to be sick, but thats not the kind of sick you want to be. Please please, if you do nothing else, eat when you're sick. Try not to count calories when you're sick. You can go back to restricting when you're well! Your body will not hold it against you and you will not get fat. You need food to heal from sickness, traumatic events, fatigue.

You have to stay alive to get skinny, so please allow yourself to eat when you're sick.

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the way not eating is actually a lot of work. I have to plan according to what im gonna eat when, who’s gonna be there, coming up with lies, its a whole full time job frfr

#ed #tw #tw ed #ed tw #tw ana #ana #ana tw #anorexik #anoreciaaa #eating desorders #thin #thinspo #skinny #meanspo #weight #weightloss #not pro just using hastags

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stay safe out there guys!

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Courtesy of edtwt2

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I really don’t understand what the frick frack is happening with my body rn, like I ate 800 calories yesterday as a metabolism day and I gained 1.5 lbs?? and the night before I had like 500 calories and I gained then as well? I did a 2 day fast before that I’m so fucking pissed rn like I had a breakdown yesterday cuz whenever I eat I gain weight. I’m not even gonna eat til dinner today since apparently OMAD is the only thing that works but My Mom is so obsessed with me eating. and then when I ate at 5pm yesterday she got mad? I can’t even man I'm so done with this shit.

#ed #tw #tw ed #tw ana #ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #eating desorders #eating disoder things #thin #thinspo #skinny #meanspo #weightloss #weight #not pro just using tags

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i binged except i stayed within 800 calories but im so nauseous and i wanna kms and i dont even know how it happened, i set an 800 kcal limit this morning as a metabolism day but im so mad at myself i spent 2 hrs crying and i was planning on having like 600 kcals tomorrow but I think im gonna move it down to 400 im just so afraid of a binge or fucking my metabolism up even more aaaaa im just so fucking pissed

#ed #tw #tw ed #tw ana #ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #weight #weightloss #eating desorders #eating disoder things #skinny #thin #thinspo #meanspo #not pro just using tags

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am I cold because I haven’t eaten in like 2 days or because its winter and I didn’t wear a jacket.

#ed #tw #tw ed #tw ana #ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #eating desorders #eating disoder things #weight #weightloss #skinny #thin #thinspo #meanspo #not pro just using tags

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I’m 5 lbs lighter today than I was last week, but when I came downstairs my mother told me I was getting fat so ig im not eating td

#ed #tw #tw ed #tw ana #ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #weight #weightloss #thin #skinny #thinspo #meanspo #not pro just using tags

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Ive seen a lot these lately so here’s my bingo card

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#ed #tw #tw ed #ana #tw ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #thin #eating desorders #eating disoder things #skinny #thinspo #meanspo #weight #weightloss #not pro just using tags

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im craving fries and chips so badly rn but I need to lose this weight bc now that restrictions are easing up im gonna see my friends every Friday and also im gonna see my aunt for the first time in 5 years so yeah

#ed #tw #tw ed #tw ana #ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #eating desorders #eating disoder things #skinny #thin #thinspo #meanspo #weight #weighloss #not pro just using tags

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I feel like I ate too much even though I lost weight?

gonna kms :,(

#ed #tw ed #tw #ana #tw ana #anorexik #anoreciaaa #eating desorders #eating disoder things #skinny #thin #thinspo #meanspo #not pro just using tags #weight #weightloss

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good point! I’m reading off the box rn, it says 230 mg sodium, 225 mg potassium, 50 mg calcium, 0.1 mg iron, and 25 mg magnesium 

Okay so for electrolytes I found this drink, The flavour I have is only 10 calories, no sugar, tastes great, and volume wise is also good. It’s called bio steel. I can’t get over how good this is!

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ana movie/show recs

movies

to the bone

very basic i know, pretty realistic, 8/10

perfect body

love it, not the most realistic but it‘s on youtube and does the job, 7/10

things heard & seen

not your typical ed movie, doesn‘t center around mc‘s ed but still interesting to watch, i don‘t really get the storyline tho 6/10

starving in suburbia/thinspiration

literally my fave movie, on vimeo, somewhat realistic, 10/10

sharing the secret

great movie, always breaks my heart, mia representation 8.5/10

Shows

red band society

love the show, you can really get into the storyline, realism is ok, acting is fckin perfect 9.5/10

club der roten bänder (german!)

great show, if you speak german, consider buying it, it‘s amazing 10/10

if you have more recs, share in the comments pls