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thanks for the motivation ed😍😍😍😩

cr:@toothisgoingmental @toothsheeran

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That feeling when you weigh yourself and all you can feel is anger that it isn’t lower

#anathoughts #anamia #anorecya #anorekcia #disordered eating tw #i wanna be thin #tw ed content #low cal ana #tw eating stuff #tw calories #anarecix #notproforanyonejustforme #calories #thinnn #anor3xia #caloric restriction #tw weight #anablr #restrictive ed #thinsppi

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They’re a 10 but worry about the calories in toothpaste

#anathoughts #anamia #anorecya #anorekcia #disordered eating tw #i wanna be thin #tw ed content #low cal ana #tw eating stuff #tw calories #anarecix #notproforanyonejustforme #calories #thinnn #anor3xia #caloric restriction #tw weight #anablr #restrictive ed #thinsppi #ana

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Watching someone saying “I finally deserve this biscuit” after working out then saying to an anorexic they always deserve to eat like 💀💀

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Wishing I was as thin as the super skinny’s and anorexics on ss vs ss 😩

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trying to look like emily from corpse bride

she’s lowkey thinspo

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Some tips 🥰

#anathoughts #anamia #tw calories #calories #thinnn #caloric restriction #tw weight #anablr #restrictive ed #4na tips #weight loss tips

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Does anyone else weigh themselves before and after they poo for the reassurance you weigh less?

#anathoughts #anamia #tw calories #calories #thinnn #caloric restriction #tw weight #anablr #restrictive ed

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I need to re commit to this. I need to make myself the smallest version of myself, it’s my destiny I need to do it.

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I watch my thighs jiggle

To see what needs to change

I stare at my stomach in the mirror

To see what needs to be flat

I look in at my reflection

I punch every imperfection

I starve

I cry

I get closer

To the perfect version of me.

#anathoughts #anamia #thinnn #rexiia #notproforanyonejustforme

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*Makes spell jar for weightloss*

*Loses 2 kgs in 4 days*

Success 😌

#anathoughts #anamia #tw calories #calories #thinnn #caloric restriction #rexiia #tw weight

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me: *binges*

me: *gains weight*

ed:

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I feel so disgusting when I feel hunger- I like being empty and knowing my bodies instincts are to eat more fatty foods feels so embarrassing.

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Crying trying on things I didn’t have to even unzip three weeks ago and now I do.

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Crying because my boobs are back, and they make me look even bigger.

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Crying because my treatment team are going to make me gain even more and I can’t handle it.

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Getting tubed was one of the most traumatic experiences, I feel like I can still feel the tube scratching down my throat when I look back on the memory. I never want to go through that again but I also don’t want to keep weighing more than I was at my lowest three damned weeks ago.