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𝗣𝗔𝗜𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚!⭒haechan x reader 𖦹 𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗥𝗘!⭒fluff, smut/suggestive, comfort, angst 𖦹 𝗪𝗖!⭒0.778k 𖦹 𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦!⭒ suggestive content, mentions of throwing up, angst (fighting, bad relationships), sorry if i missed any!

𝗉𝗂𝗇𝗄 ♡ the quiet glances that were meant to have gone unseen. the meeting of eyes. looking away quickly. the soft pink hue coating your cheeks, the shy smile itching to appear on his face. mellow giggles that were music to his ears, warm laughs that lifted your heart. the innocent grazing of hands, fingers barely even brushing each other. hesitant, timid confessions that brought every known butterfly to each of your stomachs. the first joining of lips, so gentle and pure, holding no ill intentions, instead just genuine love.

𝗒𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐 ♡ bright giggles and intertwined hands, running through a supermarket at 3 a.m. spontaneous car rides to the top of a hill, watching the starlit sky and falling asleep in each other's arms. coffee dates, spending hour upon hour just talking to each other and holding hands across the table. trying to bake together, finding flour everywhere except the bowl and him chasing you around the house with yellow batter on his fingers, trying to get it on you, nothing but grins and loud giggles. trips to the amusement park, him forcing you to join him on the roller coaster and various other rides which always end with your head near the toilet and his loving hand on your back, stroking it tenderly as he holds back your hair while you throw up.

𝗋𝖾𝖽 ♡ bated breath and rising tensions as his gaze flicks down to your parted lips. the feeling of your lips molding languidly with his. his hands exploring your body, travelling south. your quiet gasps against his full mouth, fingers tugging at the hair at the nape of his neck. soft whispers of praise in the middle of the night. heated gazes filled with desire and yearning. the searing torridity of his tongue on your warm flesh, tainting, marking, painting it read and purple like you would a blank canvas. your body hungry for his pristine, velvety lips that explored every cavern and crevice of you. the music that was your love playing in the form of passionate moans and the sounds of skin on skin. hands finding each other and connecting as his thrusts became more and more erratic. worshipping every inch of each other.

𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗐𝗇 ♡ sweet mumbles of nothing in the serene afternoon, nothing mattering more in the world than each other. warm hands cupping your cheeks, soft fingers running through his hair as you lay your head upon his shoulder while cuddling, wrapped up in your brown comforter. small smiles and twinkling eyes as you peer up at him, him booping your nose affectionately. rubbing your back and caging you in his hold after a bad nightmare, soft hushes and utterances of "i'm here" along with kisses pressed to the crown of your head and temple. reassurance after he does badly on a test, letting him know that he tried his best, ending with a tickle fight and promises of food to cheer him up, peals of laughter and squeals erupting from the two of you.

𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄 ♡ pain. the raising of voices. the gritting of teeth and tightening of jaws. rolling eyes and frustrated sighs. shouting. glossy eyes. insincere words. snappy comments. jealousy turned bitterness. a new side to the both of you. scoffs and mocking laughs coming from both parties, clenched fists and tight-lipped expressions. his eyes full of hate and yours full of hurt. spewing hatred neither of you meant. tears cascading like rivulets down the sides of both your faces. screaming, exaggerated hand gestures, slamming doors. your words and actions are walking contradictions as you scream at him, saying you can't stand to be around him and yet you let him tug you back, back into the black, gloom and angst.

𝖻𝗅𝗎𝖾 ♡ distancing. more time on his phone, less time texting you back. awkward, almost forced conversation, slow head nods and tight smiles. going out with his friends, going out with your friends. rushed, even reluctant kisses to your cheek before leaving the house. almost never free at the same time. going to sleep alone and blue, only feeling a dip in the bed in the late hours of the night. staying on the campus later and later, indulging in extra curriculars you didn't even enjoy. pda is a laughable thought, not even showing affection behind closed doors. concerned companions, asking so many questions about your relationship that you yourself didn't have the answers to. when did it start? when will it end? shrugging. tired. one last, epic, nonsensical, final fight that brings everything to a conclusion. empty. and just like that, he is gone.

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exile; l.dh

Pairing: Lee Donghyuck x reader

Themes: established relationship! but not really, musician/vocal coach!haechan, heavy angst, fluff, some kissing eventually, fiance! haechan, one mention of a greek mythology character, hurt/comfort but not really, slowburn. loosely based of the movie ‘The Vow.’

a part of the lakes collab, hosted by @minthoodie 

Warnings: heavy angst, profanity, non explicit mentions of drinking, food, kissing, heartbreak and i mean heartbreak, female reader, a hospital scene, brief mention of needles, mention of crutches, a car accident.

Wc: 16k

Playlist: Exile by Taylor Swift, Coney Island by Taylor Swift, Have We Met Before by Sarah Barrios and Eric Nam, Astronomy by Conan Gray, Moral of the Story by Ashe

Summary:  All it took was a split second for your life to change forever. Once upon a time, you were the one defending him, as he defended you, your relationship had been beautiful, but now you were a stranger, so far away from him in exile, sitting on a bench in Coney Island wondering where it all went.

Taglist: @danishmiilk  @radiorenjun @channoticedmeuwu @chicksung @jenosslut @kisshim @mrkcore @intokook @kkakkdugi  @rouiyan @kiri-ah @kariskwn @armysantiny @subhyuck @aprilpari @nuoyi-city @sellingdreamsandmagazines @0429a @flower-lise​ @luvdhl​

Authors Note: its finally here!! i haven’t posted a fic in a while so i hope you enjoy this! take it as a thank you for 1k and for my one year present to you all<3 This is the final part (or so i say) to the ‘almost series’ and i hope it delivers JKDFJKGJHDF i just hope yall like it lmao<3 oH and feedback would be very much appreciated thank you huhu

—!: Memories are in italics

‘I think I’ve seen this film before, but I didn’t like the ending.’

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Lee Donghyuck was someone you couldn’t miss, he was the type of person who caught everyone’s attention as soon as he stepped into the room. People gravitated towards him subconsciously, they all wanted his attention and friendship. He shone brighter than anyone else, and above everybody else.

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— [2:22 pm] “I hate you,” you breathe out. “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you lee donghyuck!”

haechan chuckles, shaking his head slightly. “you don’t hate me babe,” he says smoothly. “you just hate that you want me.” the boy in front of you wasn’t entirely wrong. from the day you met, lee donghyuck, better known as haechan to the rest of the student body has been on your nerves constantly.

now, he wasn’t mean to you despite being a so called bad boy. he was just straight up annoying with the way he constantly flirted with you, twirling your hair around his finger whenever he got the chance and sending a wink your way. not to mention his cocky attitude when he reminding you that he was in fact, the one for you, the vice to your class president. at first, it bugged you because it just seemed that he was trying to get a rise out of you since he called you a goody goody. you took his playful flirting as him talking down on you, but now it was different.

while you pretended to be annoyed with him, deep down you were starting to look forward to his daily remarks. they made your stressful days a little easier. you would never admit it, though because the class president and the school bad boy? it’ll never work. despite his handsomeness and the moles on his face that ran down to his neck that you desperately wanted to draw constellations with, you held yourself back.

“so what do you say, class president?” he asks, leaning forward so he’s now inches away from your face. you could feel his breath fanning your lips and you had to lock your wobbling knees just so you don’t pass away right then and there. “one date with me and if you don’t like it, I’ll promise to leave you alone for good. even if it’ll make little ol’ me sad.”

you take half a step forward, any more and the two of you would make full on kissing contact. “one date, lee donghyuck” you say softly. “but I swear—“ you’re cut off when the boy excitedly grabs your hand, leading you out of the school gates. his elated giggle reaches your ears. this didn���t seem so bad.

from mani’s writing game! taglist: @deputyjuyeon​​​​​​ @wonjaems​​​​​​ @changminurheart​​​​​ @exfolitae​​​​​ @lilacdreams-00​​​​​ @nycol-ie​​​

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Love To Hate Me

part six – bestie vibes only 💯

guess who's back 🤡 me ahaha did y'all missed me 🥰 /j anyway im not back for too long.. I'll be gone until like.. next two weeks?? my exams just started and i need to focus otherwise my mom would beat the shit out of me 💀

taglist: @daegalfangirl @marklexleaf @purpleheejin @ikyk-leeknow @bbnana @skrtbeepbeep @nanamericano @renjunvibes @soobinbakery couldn't tag 💔: @ne0yong @btssf9nct (dm/ask me if you wanna be added in the taglist)

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IN THE MIRROR  — lee donghyuck.

it’s all a sick twisted fairytale in his head, that’s what they all say. but haechan knows you really loved him, and he knows you’ll always be his.

➙ ❝just for this night, let’s not worry about disappointing others. let’s make our hearts happy, just for now, let’s give our pitiful souls a break.❞

➙ PAIRING. man in the mirror!lee donghyuck x reader

➙ GENRE. parallel universe au, angst, heartfelt with plot twist, a little historical au, drama, kinda has yandere themes

➙ WARNING.  cursing, mentions of hallucinations and mental issues, hospitals, aggressive behaviors, dark heavy angst, a little unhealthy obsession, mentions of arranged/forced marriage, rebellion, slowburn

➙ WORD COUNT. 9.50k

➙ PLAYLIST. The Day You Said Goodnight (Hale), Run to You (Lea Michele), Let Her Go (Passenger), The Scientist (Coldplay), Supermarket Flowers (Ed Sheeran), If the World Was Ending (JP Saxe ft. Julia Michaels), Don’t Give Up On Me (Andy Grammer), Hold Me While You Wait (Lewis Capaldi), Hold On (Chord Overstreet), Demons (Imagine Dragons) 

➙ TAGLIST. @ft-zainab29, @dimplehyunn, @jenoxygen, @chenrapika, @algory, @cakinnn, @jaeminsespresso, @taeyongrose, @zozojella, @yeonberrys, @alicialarenia-blog, @renjunvibes, @legbouk, @borasayasmitaa, @jenjenono, @subhyuck, @jswluv, @ryunshyuckies, @hirouiii, @hyunacals, @ukiyoneo, @hemlockbeauty, @bllueorchid

➙ author’s note. this fic really contains really dark and sensitive themes. so, if very uncomfortable, please just IGNORE. also, everything here is just pure fiction so please don’t come after me. there might be mistakes but please just also ignore them :D. feedbacks are highly appreciated! manifesting i finish all the fics in my drafts 🤞🤞🤞

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Hide and seek | J. Jh

Pairing: Jaehyun x Reader

Genre: Smut, Angst

Warning(s): Dubcon, yandere themes, possessiveness, knife play, reader endures all forms of physical abuse, heavy use of the words princess and doll, implied kidnapping/drug usage/pregnancy, lmk if i missed any

type; drabble : 1.01k

A/n: this drabble is a pure work of fiction and does not reflect on the characters' real life personalities. I do not condone to any of the behaviour portrayed in this story neither do i think it's something to lust over in real life. These sort of themes are hot just to read in fictions so they should be kept as fiction itself and never implemented in real life.

You suppress another set of sobs threatening to erupt from your throat as your 'lover' rammed into you for the nth time that night. 

As pleasurable as it might have seemed in another scenario, here all you could feel was pain. 

Open wounds painted your skin. Brown, purple, red scars adorned the tissue as though to colour the artwork made by him. Your insides hurt from the constant tossing and throwing you went through. 

Your abdomen begged to get some sort of soft touch from all the rough whips, kicks, slashes and hits it endured. Your bottom hurts even worse. Having more open wounds than you'd like to think you had. Your body had turned into this pitiful canvas that craved for some sort of rest, love, and alas, some human touch. 

"you know i hate hurting you, doll. You just look so ethereal with my marks on you, I can't help myself" Jaehyun mused. You knew better than to speak up. At the same time you knew better than to stay completely quiet; you let a whimper escape you, earning a groan from the lad behind you. 

"you're enjoying this, right babe? You love this as much as i do, correct? Tell me our feeling's mutual" He growled, his hands finding home atop your ass, fingers applying pressure into the open words that decorated the skin, opening them enough for the crimson liquid to surge out, enough for your cries to finally let loose. 

That seemed to add onto Jaehyun's pleasure all the more, him applying even more pressure due to your ignorance posed to his question. 

"Don't you love this, princess?" he asked, a little more craze added to his tone to make it evident that he wants an answer.

"Y-ye-.. Yes, Jae.." you breathe out nimbly, not having it in you to form a sentence, let alone a word due to exhaustion and the weakness that came with whatever drink he'd offered you that morning. Or the drink he'd offered after breakfast. No, maybe it was the one before lunch. You don't remember. 

All you remember was finally building up the courage to run away from Jaehyun for the first time since he'd brought you to this unknown location. Only for that courage to falter the moment Jaehyun's sing-song voice called out to you from one corner of the house, summoning you and inevitably, getting you into the situation you're in right now. 

It's unknown how Jaehyun found out about your motives. Maybe it was the fact that you'd avoided drinking the liquid he'd usually force down your throat. Maybe it was because you were acting normal. Maybe it's because you failed to showcase that you were lethargic from the drinks. Or it could be the fact that he somehow managed to hear the lowest of rattle produced by the chains on the door that kept the two of you shut, secluded from the monstrous world out there as he'd coin. 

"Atta girl.. I know you love this," His voice dropped ridiculously low, picking up pace once again only moments before he'd reached his high, forcibly pulling you into yours too. 

Nothing about the high had you feeling the slightest of bliss. If anything, you felt destroyed. Weak. Broken, which; you were sure you were after all the hits you've endured. All the cuffs that's pulled on your wrists. All the bats that've made contact with your body. Worst of all, all the kicks and punches Jaehyun had given you. 

Disgusted, knowing how his essence had coated your inside, mixing with yours which you were sure would produce an innocent being which you'd inevitably grow to hate because that thing came from the monster behind you, who'd pulled up his pants and was buckling his belt. 

His fingers found suite inside of you once he was half dressed, earning a blood curdling scream from you and the intense burn the south of your body produced, 

"Just like that baby, scream for me. Scream while I secure myself in you."

"Think of it, our child would look absolutely stunning, don't you think?" he groans at the idea as you thrash around, wanting to be as far as you can from him. This only upset him. Why didn't you want his child? 

And just like that, it all comes to a stop. 

"It's no fun if you just stay quiet and weep around.." he mumbled out loud enough for you to hear, bile collecting itself at your throat as you wonder what other sick idea he'd want to act out in this small span of time. Your muscles cried, cried and cried for all it could. Wanting nothing more than to rest, rest forever even. 

"I know!" 

You jump as Jaehyun suddenly gets up and stands at the foot of the bed, pulling you harshly by the arms before discarding your being onto the floor, "Hide and Seek! Yes, we'll play hide and seek!" he exclaims excitedly.

"If I find you, then well, I fill you up until I'm sure you bear my child. If you manage to hide from me, then I'll let you go, " That made your ears perk, he'll let you go? 

"Y-you will..?" you ask softly, not wanting to pull at any of his strings, failing to look him in the eyes. Jaehyun crouches down to be eye level with you, his hands pursue you to look at him, "If you win, well yes." his grip tightens, 

"Now let's start the game, shall we?-" he gets up, brushing away invisible lint from his pants that hung loosely around his waist, 

"-you have 5 seconds to hide" Jaehyun's face contorts into a psychotic smirk as he watches your eyes widen, scrambling to get onto your feet only to fail and fall back due to the immense muscle pain, you cry out trying once again, knowing he was playing dirty. You watch as his eyebrows twitch with amusement, lips drawn into a wide smile as he leans down to look at you cower away from him, 

"Run."

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Bad boys bring Heaven to you | Mark Lee

▸ Mark Lee x reader ▸ Smut, Smut, Smut, Fluff, Angst, demon au ▸ HALLOWEEN SERIES: 127 HOUSE ▸ 4/5 for NEOHALLOWEEN writing festival hosted by @nct-writers​

Summary: He was your guardian angel and your dark desires changed him for the creature that he is now. He gave you a baby so he can make sure that you’re going to be together forever,  but you don’t want to keep it.

Word count: 9k

Warnings: Rough sex, vanilla sex, a lot of sex will happen I’m telling you, overstimulation, pregnancy, filthy, minor/major(?) character killings, major character death, possessive behaviour, swearing, mentions of other idols, unprotected sex hence the pregnancy, mention of abortion, hospital scenes,  

A/N: FILTH. But I lessen the smut scenes (just a bit hehe)  Words in Italics are Mark’s thoughts.

Taglist: (if I happen to forgot you, I’m sorry! But these names are on my list. Thank you!) @huangxx @floweringtheflowers @minejungwoo @swimmingkpopblog @luvlyjaemin @capablemork8299 @jaehyunoos @neospirited @shanghai-lu @jenotation @strawberrytyong @lilminyoongles @cottonmyeonbby @neosaniuniverse @simp4mk @jaejaenim @junglewoos​ @sunshineleedonghyuck​ 

I used to be your guardian angel, but being a demon is the only way that I can be with you.

Guard and protect. Those are the only things that I should be doing as I stay by your side until your dying breath. Guard your heart so you could make the right decisions in life and help you with your choices. Protect you from all kinds of harm so you can live a long happy life until your time finally comes.

You just turned ten years old when you were assigned to me, I just turned thirteen at that time. I even sang you a happy birthday together with the others during your celebration. I was beside you when you blew the candle and listened to your wish. From there on it’s always been you and me, we pretty much grew up together.

I guide you with your decisions every day, protect you inside and outside your home, and listen to your prayers. Oh, I love to listen to your voice whenever you pray. It calms me and your prayers are good proof that I’m doing a great job as your guardian angel.

But as we grow up, you started making impulsive decisions that I don’t have control with. You changed during your teenage years, you no longer pray and let me hear the sound of your prayers anymore. I’m afraid you will no longer need me and that they will assign me to a new human after a few years.

When you were seventeen, you almost lost your virginity to someone who’s not worthy. I’m sorry but I have to meddle with that so I stopped it and gave the guy a piercing headache. I feel sorry for what I’ve done, truly. But he doesn’t deserve you.

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𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘 | 이동혁

Every relationship comes with a story. This is ours.

𝐒𝟎𝟏 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐃𝐄 𝟎𝟕; in which you & Haechan tell your respective sides of your love story.

viewers, thank you so much for the love and support you have given this series! i can’t believe that we’ve already reached the final episode of season one! if you’d like to be added to the taglist for this series, please let me know! see you in season two :) ㅡ soojin, the p.d.

# 𝑫𝑼𝑹𝑨𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 :: 17 minutes (~3.3k words)

# 𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 :: dark thoughts, insecurities.

『 The video opens with a shot of Haechan walking into the studio and holding the door open for Y/N. As she walks into the studio, Haechan takes her hand and leads her to the set. The set is white, with two white chairs seated across from each other, a white table, a set of white earbuds, and a set of white noise-cancelling headphones. Haechan takes a seat in the chair to the right, while Y/N sits in the chair across from him. 』

“Can you introduce yourselves?”

Y/N: “Hi, my name is Y/N, I’m 21 years old, and I am a fourth year university student majoring in human development.”

Haechan: “I’m Haechan, also 21 years old, and I make music.”

“How long have you been together?”

Y/N: “For almost 6 years now.”

Haechan: “And we’ve been engaged for 1.” (smiles)

“How did the two of you meet?”

Y/N: “We met our first year of high school, right?”

Haechan: (nods) “In the storage room on the 3rd floor.” (smiles) “Y/N was the class president, and I was the crazy delinquent that always caused her trouble.”

Y/N: (smiles, then shakes her head) “Stop telling everyone you were a delinquent. Someone’s gonna make up a weird rumor or something. The most you did was show up late to class.” 

『 Haechan shrugs. 』

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#it’s so cute #now i’m sad

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member » ex-boyfriend!mark x reader

prompt(s) » g11 “Take me back.” + g48 “I did it again, didn’t I?”

genre » angst <3

word count » 0.7k

warnings » —

a/n » idk where i was going with this but im not proud of the plot 😭

request here! 

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─

the sky were tinted a beautiful pink and purple ombre colour. the sound of waves and the smell of the ocean made you relax. you had your eyes gazed at the sky, a smile playing along your lips as you embraced nature.

"the sky is so pretty," you sigh in awe.

ex-boyfriend!mark had his eyes stuck on you. he couldn't take his gaze off of you. you were so pretty, the setting sun illuminating your face, showing off your golden skin. you had your hair tied up into a loose bun since it was summer, and you were sweating everywhere. you weren't wearing any make up, but to mark, you looked beautiful as ever.

"you're pretty," mark claims without even realising. you whip your head to the boy who was seated next to you. mark chuckles nervously, "i did it again, didn't i?"

you nod, looking away to watch the sky get invaded by a dark blue colour.

"i'm sorry," mark continues, "i didn't even realise i had said it out loud."

he wasn't sorry.

"mark," you sigh, letting your legs stretch out against the off-white mat. "i don't know why we are still seeing each other."

the both of you had a mutual break up over a month ago. you had broken up with him because mark was getting extremely busy and the both of you barely had time for each other. mark agreed with the break up and it ended cleanly.

but somehow, you continue seeing him. mark was the one who suggested the idea of being friends after the break up. and at first, you thought it would be nice to continue being friends with your ex-boyfriend. but now, you're starting to think that it's getting kind of weird.

you had moved on from him a long time ago, but every time you would meet mark, he would end up saying things that would make you feel uncomfortable.

today, mark had suggested to go to the beach. when you arrived, he had a white cotton mat laid out on the sand, that was not all. he had a few candles and your favourite snacks in each corner. you know this was not what friends do.

"it's because we're friends," mark says, probably to convince you.

you shake your head, "we're exes," you corrected him, you watch as his face fall. "mark, this is getting weird. i don't think this is good for either of us."

mark was quiet for a moment. you noticed how his hands were clenched into a fist, he had his head between his shoulders as he thought of what to say.

mark cranes his neck to look into your eyes, "take me back," he begs. you wanted to roll your eyes at that. "look, i know.. i know we broke up and stuff, but the past month, i couldn't forget about you—"

"because you weren't even trying!" you cut him off, annoyed.

he shakes his head, "i'm not even sure why i agreed on breaking up when i had never lost feelings for you," he confess. you notice how his lips were trembling— that only happens when he's nervous.

"mark—"

"tell me honestly, did you even love me?" he croaks out, his voice was raw.

you sigh, "mark, that doesn't matter, we broke up!"

"no," he shakes his head, his eyebrows furrowed, "did you love me? because y/n, i loved you and i would cross the ocean just to be with you."

mark's eyes was glossy as he stares at you. you look away, you couldn't look at the boy.

with a heavy heart, you pulled yourself together before speaking, "no, i did not."

you heard a choked sob coming from the boy, but you still couldn't look at him.

"okay," he sniffs, you finally face him. your heart broke into pieces watching him cry in front of you. through out the relationship, mark wasn't big on crying, if he happens to let a tear slip, he would make sure no one would see it.

"thank you for your honesty," he continues, wiping the stray tear that was rolling down his cheek. "but y/n, just know that i have loved you with all my heart, and i will continue to do so. even if you won't return my feelings."

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it’s so…beautifully written <3

Take Me To Outer Space

Synopsis: It was easy to get lost in a boy’s eyes when they reminded you of your favorite song.

Word Count: 29.7k (a monster, and I’m sorry but also not sorry because I enjoyed writing this)

Genre: roadtrip!au, pest-to-lovers!au

Warnings: Language, slow burnish, and probably some typos until further notice…

Member: Donghyuck, ft. Renjun and other mentions of Dreamies

Author’s Note: The songs that are referenced in the car game they play are not owned by me, but if you want to know what they are, shoot me an ask! Any semblance to non-fictional names and titles were purely coincidental, meaning that MAD was created from my mind, as well as their songs I named and the band members too. Now I hope you enjoy this long ass ride.

Taste Of His Universe, a work about Donghyuck’s POV, can be read here

It was always strange to think about the concept of willing yourself to have a good day. There are people that claim that when one wakes up, they need to begin with a positive mindset. Positive mindsets pave the way for a good day, those people claim. However, there are a separate group of people who feel like those optimists… are a little bit twisted in their logic, because there are obviously other deciding factors. What about inevitable events, events that one can’t control and that can ultimately influence how a day unravels itself? Positive mindsets are not the key to having a good day. Well, that was you relatively believed in your experiences. Until there came a day where you did, in fact, have hope that perhaps luck was on your side.

It was a Thursday, a gloomy one at that. But like any other rain lover, you were ecstatic to feel the electric air once you stepped out the front door, your smile beaming in contrast to the gray day. You quickly spun on your heels and returned back inside, retrieving your umbrella and heading out on your merry way. You continued the walk to your class, a slight bound in your step as you glanced up at the sky once in a while. Your favorite day was Thursdays, and your favorite weather was rain, so perhaps that was a good sign the day may turn out good. It was the first time in a while that you had a good feeling. After all, the weather and the day itself was on your side. Not only that, but the day had bigger meaning to it than it usually did.

Because your best friend may or may not have been playing hooky for the better half of the morning to attempt to snag some tickets for both of your favorite band. You could name a few things that Huang Renjun was, and passionate was one of those terms. With his passion, came a resilience like no other. You knew the lengths he has went to in the past for something he wanted, ranging from working a full summer to buy himself a gaming computer set, to standing outside of a video game store all night for its grand opening. He was a guy that liked to work for whatever he wanted.

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Genre: angst, fluff

Words: 2,5K

“Really, Jaehyun? Again?”

“I’m sorry, okay? I totally forgot I had to go today. If I could I would try rescheduling but you know I can’t.”

You stood by the front door with your arms over your chest as you watched your husband putting on his coat and shoes. You were very unhappy with him leaving. He was supposed to have the day off and finally spend time with you but of course he had to go to work.

“The artist is very busy. I need to take every opportunity that I can to meet with them. I’ll try to come home as soon as I can, okay?”

You didn’t respond. You just turned your head away from him, a pout appearing on your lips.

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Kiss her you fool! teaser

pairing: ice hockey player! hyuck x reader

genre: fluff, angst (like a bit ig), best friends to lovers! AU

warnings: (in teaser) none, (in fic) hyuck whacks someone in the face with a hockey stick oop

word count: (teaser) 446, (in fic) estimated 9k or more AAA

a/n: OH MY GOD MY FIRST REAL FIC AJWIURAODH this is for @lucas-wongs 's (previously hosted by leesmrk but deactivated) nct sports collab !! i actually was planning this for a long time but had no motivation so i joined a collab and here i am a week (or so) later :)

this teaser has one of the 4 times hyuck wants to kiss you :00 please do wait for the fic to come out and look forward to it!! estimated next 2 weeks? next week? idk if i'll have the motivation to fucking read through all 9k+ words to finds typos or any refinement UODHFA

networks: @neoturtles @knet-bakery @kokonomi @twozeronet (wow look yet another network DHIWUSK)

sinopsis: 4 times your best friend has wanted to punch you. Your lips. With his.

taglist: @rrnhyuck (THE TAG DONT WORK????? DUMBLR WTF) @junglewoos @dreamyyang @jaeminallover @taeyonggalaxy @eggbutnotyolk @sakusakei-omi @m1ss-foodi3 @btssf9nct

You walk into the cold ice rink with painted cheeks and the bucket hat you made with Sungchan before he even got into the team. He was a big fan and looked up to Donghyuck, now here he is, gearing up with the people who he admired. You are so proud of that kid.

Taking a seat at the promised area Donghyuck told you to sit in, you shove your cold hands into your coat pockets, trying to warm up with the slight cold nipping at your skin. You’re glad the stadium is starting to fill, then you would feel warmer with people around you.

You glance at your phone seeing the funny texts your friends leave. They’re all screaming about being late because Ryujin told them the game was at 5:30, not 4:30.

You snicker at all the chaos that they update you on, unaware of your best friend poking his head out of the changing room, head whipping around to try and find you.

His whole body lights up when he finally sees you, in your gators bucket hat and decorations on your cheeks, it gives him so much energy just looking at it. He couldn’t clearly make the writings out with your head bowed down as you texted your friends, but now with it up, he sees his number on your face, feeling giddy.

Yangyang sticks his head out as well, gasping at the many people, and the lots of people wearing green for the gators. “Woaahh! We have so many supporters!!”

Soon, the whole team is glancing outside, gaping at all the people rooting for them, but Donghyuck can only focus on you, your smile when someone points out your small decorations, the decorations itself, especially the bright red ‘66’ painted in your right cheek.

There it is again. The urge to kiss you. He wants to drop all his shit, skate up to you even only half geared up, and kiss you senseless. Maybe be witty and use the ‘warming up, it’s cold’ excuse.

He doesn’t care about the people watching, heck, even the game. All he wants to do is show you his gratitude, his love for doing so special for him and his team, he wants to pepper kisses all over your beautifully painted cheeks.

A sudden, painful slap is surging and pulsing throughout Donghyuck’s shoulder, and he turns around to see Sicheng, a playful smirk on his face. “No time to simp, Haechan! Get ready and stretch, we’re out in a few.”

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— dandelions 

header made by the talented: @neoct-zen 💖

when you’re looking at me, I’ve never felt so alive and free.”[song inspiration: “dandelions” by ruth b.

⇢ pairings: donghyuck x female!reader

⇢ word count: 11.7k

⇢ genre: childhood friends to lovers, neighbors, summer au?, non idol au, mutual pining, not really unrequited love, realized feelings, slow burn, lots of fluff and angst, soft smut

⇢ warnings: explicit language, sexual content, first time, fingering/oral and unprotected penetrative sex (f!receiving), soft dom!donghyuck, hyuck is a sweetheart, sweet sex

⇢ summary: lee donghyuck. your childhood best friend. the love of your life. you both had no idea of the infatuation you had for one another

⇢ a/n: I want to thank everyone who has given support on this, it means so so much to me as this is my first published fic on here. I’m happy yet also nervous for the turn out, I hope it met everyone’s expectations? The details in these weren’t the best or the grammar, but I’m content with what was completed. Thank you and I hope you enjoy!

smut warning added with two breaks! please skip minors

At the age of 8, you discovered an empty grass field located down the street from your home. It’s grass that created an itchy discomfort against your skin, it’s surrounding flowers that were yet to be bloomed and swarms of mosquitoes that attacked your arms and legs - provided a sense of comfort in your life. Daydreaming from hours on end and watching the clouds drift by until the sun finally set, was how you spent most of that summer.

It wasn’t until two summers later that dandelions had begun to bloom on that very field.

When you brought home one of them, your mother told you that dandelions were a symbol of love. It’s said that by blowing off all the seeds in one breath, it meant that the person you loved - loved you back. But, if any seeds remained, the person you have feelings towards may reserve their affections for you.

There was only one person you loved, Lee Donghyuck. 

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this fic makes me feels like i’m going through every emotion that exists like it feels so real :( it was indeed a rollercoaster of emotions :( poor jeno tho :(

what if we stay — l.dh, l.jn

description. one summer, two boys and a rollercoaster of emotions later.

pairings. lee donghyuck x female reader x lee jeno

genre. fluff, angst, slice of life, brief university!au, summer!au, friendship!au, band!au (drummer!hyuck, guitarist/bassist!jeno)

warnings. swearing, mentions of a strained relationship with parents, alcohol consumption, really mixed emotions lol

notes. this is my entry for ficscafe’s fic exchange event written for @luvholicz​, i’m so sorry it’s a few days off the deadline! i finished this on sept 1st. if i only knew about your birthday, i could’ve posted it sooner! belated happy birthday bub, i hope you had a good one. also a huge shout out to husna @masterninjacow​ for beta-reading, the comments you left kept me going ilysm x

playlist. #0505

word count. 21.7k

When you finally received a response from the only university you applied for—in the middle of a scorching hot day, one month into summer vacation—you braced yourself for the worst. Which was ironic considering that its arrival was by far the best thing that happened to you since graduation. 

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member » boyfriend!haechan x reader prompt(s) » f47. “Is it that hard to believe that I love you?” + a5 “You’re in-love with somebody else.” genre » angst because i love making everyone (including me) suffer word count » 0.8k warnings » idk you'll cry probably. also haechan is a dick. request here!  ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

you were seated before him, watching him get distracted from his food. you were in a 5 star italian restaurant— the most fancy restaurant in town.

you had gifted him a rolex watch as his anniversary present. despite your busy schedule, you had woken up early in the morning to bake him a cake before you left for class. you even had put on his favourite dress on you, so what's wrong?

boyfriend!haechan had his eyes glued onto his phone for the past 15 minutes.

you watched as his fingers typed quickly on his mobile. with a sigh, you dropped your fork on the plate, staring at him. haechan didn't seem to notice, though.

you decided to take matters into your hands, "look, if you're that busy, then we can just go home, right now."

haechan snaps his head and looks at you, his mouth parts in surprise. he shakes his head, turning off his phone, placing it next to the plate on the table.

"no, sorry, it was just my friends," he reason, picking up his fork to eat his penne tomato pasta.

you roll your eyes, picking up your fork once more, taking another bite out of the aglio oglio.

haechan brought you here exactly a year ago. he had asked you to be his girlfriend right here. the waiter had overheard haechan, and gave you two a complimentary brownie that day.

it was a special place for you. you liked everything about the restaurant. the ambiance, the location, the decoration, the food.

but today, it just didn't taste as good as before.

you cringe at the taste of the pasta. it didn't go unnoticed by your boyfriend, though.

"you don't like it?" he asks you, eyeing your face as you wipe your mouth with a napkin. you shake your head, no. he chuckles, "i told you to get the chicken alfredo. it's your favourite."

oh.

you frown, somehow tears had welled up your eyes, blurring your vision.

you had never liked alfredo. or anything that had cheese in it because it always made you sick. and you knew that haechan knew that. he used to remember.

it used to be one of the things he used to remember all the time. how did he forget? or, why did he forget?

"i never liked alfredo," you choked out, staring at the boy who's smile dropped the moment he saw your teary eyes. you gulped. you don't think you can take it anymore. he has been so distant lately, you barely see him anymore.

you literally had to beg him just to see you for your anniversary.

"haechan, what's going on with us?" you stifle, a tear had dropped down your cheeks, but you quickly wiped it away before anyone could see it. haechan saw it though, you knew, because his eyes dart from your eyes to your cheeks.

"what do you mean? nothing is wrong with us," he lies, it was barely convincing.

you rolled your eyes, looking away from the boy. "did you even realise that i had brought you out to the place you brought me a year ago?"

you watch as his eyes soften, looking down at his food, "i'm sorry."

you knew who it was. you knew who was causing this whole mess between you two.

"it's her, isn't it?" you grit out, watching as his face contort into annoyance.

haechan's jaw clenches, "why are you always mentioning her? Is it that hard to believe that I love you?"

you scoffed at his words. you gulped, convincing yourself that you shouldn't lose control in public.

it took you long enough to realise that haechan was dating you only to get back to his ex, hyeji. the both had dated for only a few months, they were the popular couple in school, so when they broke up, everyone were stunned. a few weeks after the break up, haechan started talking to you. soon enough, you fell for him.

you refused to believe that he was only dating you for the sake of his ex, because you liked him. no, scratch that, you loved him. and you still do. but you're tired of hurting yourself everyday, watching him text hyeji whenever you were with him, watch him leave halfway through movie nights just to see hyeji. you deserved better and you know it.

“You’re in-love with somebody else," you tell him, leaning back against your chair, "haechan, i'm tired of letting myself get hurt because of you," you start, "you broke my heart countless of times, pretending that everything is okay when it's not!" you look away when you realise that you had caught attention from a few people. "i know my worth now," you snarl, "and i know i deserve better than someone like you."

you get up, grabbing your gucci handbag that haechan had bought for you and left the restaurant. you bit your lip, holding back the tears until you stepped out of the room. you couldn't hold it anymore. you let the tears run down your face as you walk back home all alone.

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“...i’m not the only one”

SUMMARY | jaehyun has made a lot of mistakes in his life, but he knew this time, he really fucked up.  PAIRING/CHARACTERS | jaehyun x fem reader  GENRE/CATEGORY | angst, smut, marriage!au, cheating!au, non-idol!au, song fic  WORD COUNT | 6.8k [~25 mins]  CONTENT WARNING | 18+, fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it b4 u tap it!), shower sex, cheating, profanity, mentions alcohol, mentions miscarriage, y/n is unaware that she’s pregnant, mentions divorce, mentions medical procedure, mentions blood, mentions pregnancy.  GELA SAYS | reminder, before proceeding to this story, please do not read if you’re uncomfortable with the topic or heavy theme (read the warnings!). you have been warned. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. this is by far my longest fic, i worked on this for months and to the anon who requested this, i hope u like this ! this also has a part 2, but the publish date is still indefinite as i’m still working on it. if there are any offensive or wrong parts, please let me know! i’ll immediately edit them or delete the part. thank you and enjoy!

TAGLIST | @chitaphrrrr​ @ukiyoneo​ @yunodaze​ @silent-potato​ @hwangful​ @httpjeongjaes​ @lune1897​ @paolandotcom​ @yasmini24​ @frickyratz​ @ahsshilee-me​ @trustmahluv​

song used as inspiration: i’m not the only one by sam smith.

jung jaehyun is his name.

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