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"A flower is only a flower because it falls"
-Shogun
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When it’s that time of year again, to reflect on life, you remember the good and the bad memories, but in the end you realize that is exactly life. Life can be beautiful if you choose to see it that way. You might not know it, but you may meet people that will change you. You have so much to live for, there is so many things to discover, and you lived a good life because you took a chance for yourself and you felt something that moved you. And regardless of how things have gone, you are now wiser than before. You’ve had a change of heart, which turned you into a lover and a fighter.
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When you focus on yourself and the bigger picture, you grow so much.
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Ive been having weird dreams lately. Some good, some just uncanny in its own way. Idk. Dreams are weird in general, right?
I should remember the good dreams as much as the bad ones. Like one dream, I was taking care of a pug puppy. My grandma was at my apartment too helping me. The puppy was brought by my bf. This dog was the most well behaved sleepiest pup you could ever imagine. Just adorable, cute and innocent.
You have something like that in real life you just have the urge to protect it as much as you can just because the world is a dangerous place. But that might also hurt it as well. If I will have spent a year with that pup and watch it grow, just let it explore the backyard first before taking him into the real world.
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Dream journal:
I had a dream where I was volunteered in a life or death game. I have no memory of getting there. I just remember seeing others. Someone had volunteered me or maybe I did, for a maintenance position for the contestants for one particular level of the game. This level was bizarre because it involved cannons filled with pigs blood. The rules were to not get hit or have any splatter of blood on you by the end of the game. As for me and one other person, we were in charge of cleaning. My partner, a big masculine man, came out prepared, wearing an apron, gloves, boots and a hair net. I thought to myself, why didn’t they tell me to get ready? Or why didn’t my partner tell me where the supplies were? I asked him that I wanted to wear gear too, and he nonchalantly pointed towards the storage closet around the corner. We were under the building in the outside, but the players were out on an open field. I was hesitant to get the things I needed from that closet before anything could happen so I can see the action, and I was relieved to finally have myself put together. Hair net, boots, protective gloves, broom, mop, bucket and even a mask.
Sadly, by the time I came out, it seemed the game was over. Mess of pigs blood was everywhere like a murder scene had happened. My partner was not in sight. But the players were seen at a distance, as if they were preparing to walk themselves to the next level of the game. I thought to myself “there are only 3 people left” which meant that a good amount got hit. I decided to clean up the rest of the mess. But then I heard something loud. Eeerrkk… CHOOM! The catapult launched a boat load of pigs blood right at me. My chest was covered in blood. I was instantly disgusted and lightheaded!
Next thing I know I see my real bf. I think I was still wearing my cleaning gear when I asked him “can you smell it??” As if he knew what was on my shirt. My apron had been adjusted to cover the blood stain. My bf shrugged, “.. mm no?”
#random dream#diary#dream diary#pig#pigs blood#life or death game#game#alice in boarderland shit#weird dreams
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I am still feeling rushed. Yet I am glad this year is finally coming to an end. It was all a dream, some a nightmare, and I felt like my youth faded away more this year. Christmas should be everyday. But Christmas feels nostalgic and reminds me of a time when things where once pure and innocent. Christmas should be any day. "Never let the world change your playful heart"- Jim C.
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I use to feel like charismas is anticlimactic but now that I am older, you value different things and ... I just miss charismas like how I use to as a kid again. Family and friend at the end of the year mean everything.
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A recent dream. 6am. A man whome Ive learned to trust, in game and in mission, ends up being someone else.
He tells me, “the way you walk, you are just too young” with a hopeless look on his face. I get the feeling he has failed something, but what?
This whole time, after all the games and missions we’ve accomplished, he wasn’t trying to be my friend as I thought he was. Instead, he was sent on a mission to kill me. But he failed to. This man had fallen in love.
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In a different part of my dream, I saw my cousin. She had visited my old home. Later she invites us to go out. I see make-up, stores, inside a bigger building… So we were in a mall I guess. She tells us to put our phones out on the table, facing her. And for some reason our tables were arranged in a circle facing each other. Once we placed our phones, she suddenly received our pictures from our album on her phone. Hoping she didn’t see anything weird from mine, she was looking at picture of me and my bf. And she seemed heart-warmed by the fact that we loved each other.
…Something I remember certain dreams more than others. But dreams like these make me feel like we all have a life in a different dimension. We can be different and do different things, and it seems too surreal.
Im writing this because its my dream journal. And I just want to understand.
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I am thankful for who I am today. Ive learned so much compared to 3 years ago. And I look forward to learning more things as I get older and older. Thank you Jesus for protecting me. Thank you for the blessings that you have given me. Today I am hopeful.
The food that I will eat tonight was made, and we will see this food as reminder of sacrifices we all make in our lifetime.
Bless this food.
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Blessings are not always seen but felt with the heart.
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That empty feeling in my stomach in the morning again. Do you ever get those? Maybe I’m just dehydrated…
I had dreams last night but I forgetting details again. Ive been forgetting my dreams lately. But this is what I can remember from my previous dream:
As usual there were different parts of dreams so right now i can only remember the first part where I was only lightly asleep.
I went to someone and they showed me a box and they told me to look inside. I believe I was in at my parents front yard. I was hoping to see something pleasant if not interesting but turned to be terrifying to me. It was a head of a lizard, apparently from one that was big and white in color. I remember being afraid and trying to avoid that person, so I walked towards the house (or some building) and I was in a hurry.
When I got to the door I felt relieved but apparently there was another huge lizard (this one with black spots) that caught up to me and nearly bit my ankle. I had one foot in the door.
I woke up shortly after, likely because that lizard was just terrifying. Imagine the ugliest lizard, a bit smaller than a Komodo dragon, chasing after you.
I rarely have nightmares, but Im highly sure the other dreams I had last night were equally as scary/weird.
….Thanks for reading! 😅
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My name sleepysheep
Has given my life a different meaning
As I realize how the world works
I am waking up
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A song from childhood
Mourn of innocence
A wave of emotions wash over me
I was underwater when I listened to it
The piano plays it’s nostalgic chords
As if it knew my life
Silly, scared, shy
Yet brave, ambitious, and curious of everything
All at once
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