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tfw its been. 5 years since you started jacking off at least twice a day and you still havent cum. meanwhile your friend just masturbated for the first time and she told you she got off in the first 10 minutes

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The enraging ordeal of being misinterpreted

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Question to fellow POC who are/have sought out therapy or any other kind of mental health treatment:

Did you feel that your psychiatrist/therapist/mh professional was very reluctant to discuss prescription meds? Or like actively, if not weirdly, discouraging about it?

#a genuine question #bc in my personal experience and from what my poc peers have observed we seem less likely to be prescribed anything than white people #studies are welcome #I’ve already looked at a few #buy anything more recent than 2018 would be great #mental health #mental heath support #psychiatry #psychology #mentally ill #therapy

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unpopular opinion: mental illness can make people behave in extremely toxic and sometimes even abusive or manipulative ways. relationships and friendships with mentally ill people can be extremely difficult, unpleasant, or even harmful. though this may not be intentional and i have sympathy for those who struggle with this, other people are allowed to remove themselves from your life for their own happiness and sanity. they are not bad people for this. the idea that someone *has* to stay with you while you heal or help fix you is wrong, people are allowed to prioritise themselves. it’s on you to seek therapy and heal. being mentally ill doesn’t give you a pass to behave in toxic ways and hurt others.

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am I your sexiest psychiatric patient be honest

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me: is it possible that I’m faking it?

my therapist: no

me: but are you sure though?

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We’re at that time of night where I’m like am I really mentally ill or am I just a jerk

#the answer is YES #personal #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline

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I miss getting fucked within an inch of my life.

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“Why did you do/say/post that?”

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everything is fine I just wanna be hit by a car

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dont go….

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Not mine

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my borderline ass: hey is everything okay are you mad at me you had a slight change of tone with me at 10:34:42am 1/30/2019

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Me after having 2 good hours in a row

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Me: *has talent*

Someone: *has talent too*

Me: Oh look I have been replaced