smallgelfling

smallgelfling

A tiny Fairy

✧ :・゚*:・゚✧*:・゚✧    21yo | 158cm (5'2) | SW: 123 | CW: 105? | GW1:110✔ | (LW)GW2:105 ✔| GW3: 99 | UGW: 90? ✧ :・゚*:・゚✧*:・゚✧  Not pro anything just keeping this here for my own motivation

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smallgelfling·14 hours agoText

01.06.20 Weight check: 48.3

I don’t know how I managed to do that. It’s very little gain compared to my last weight check. I ate like a pig for the whole last week bc of my period.

I hope I can manage to go down down down again.

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smallgelfling·a month agoText

18.04.2020

My weight keeps dropping even with my current trash quarantine lifestyle wtf. Today, weight in at the middle of the day was 47.9kg. That’s like okay 100g lost that’s nothing could even be water or anything but, it’s still the lowest I’ve ever seen on a scale. And I don’t know if I should be alarmed or happy? Maybe Im both.

I also rediscovered that I used to be very lightheaded in the past when I was this weight and it’s back at it again. Lol. But I’m still in a the healthy range of bmi so that’s okay. My UGW is also still in the healthy bmi range. Just the lowest possible lol. Maybe I should try calling my psychologist but I think she’s closed because of quarantine too.

As always I’ not encouraging anything, and I hope everyone will be strong enough to not fall back into toxic behaviours while quarantined.

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smallgelfling·2 months agoPhoto

haruchonns:

にんぎょひめ
画:高橋真琴

The Little Mermaid
illustration:Macoto Takahashi

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smallgelfling·2 months agoText

Quarantine is feeding my mental ilnesses. I feel like I might fall in a new depression spiral it this goes on.

I still feel like I lost a part of myself while recovering from my last one. And even though it might have been the worst part of my life to this date, it was also the best.

Not being able to go out makes me feel like this person again. But I saw my friends way more back then. So now it’s just the bad part. Without the good part. I want to be okay again.

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smallgelfling·2 months agoText

Well i think it’s time to start rereading homestuck again! Because it is currently 4/13 and we are currently STUCK AT HOME because of quarantine. No better day.

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smallgelfling·2 months agoText

12.04.20

I FINALLY GOT THE CHANCE TO WEIGHT MYSELF! I am so relieved oh my god. Quarantine is going to drive me crazy. I was so scared of gaining weight because I just can’t motivate myself enough for sports, and I eat full meals, and sit around all day, all that while my anorexic mother watches. It’s so fucking tiring. She gets to eat salad all day everyday and if I tried to restrict my eating like she does she would totally discover my eating disorder (that she designed let’s be honest) and get mad about it.

Anyways. I managed god knows how to maintain my weight, no, LOSE WEIGHT, and am now at 48ks??? Because I was 49.5 last time I checked. Which is my lowest weight again!!!? I really am kinda shocked and I really want to make it work and finally get under 48, because I’ve been waiting for this moment for 2 years.

I am so relieved, because my room mirror was starting to distort my reflection phew.

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smallgelfling·2 months agoPhoto

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Akihiro Higuchi aka 樋口明宏 (Japanese, b. 1969, Tokyo, Japan) - 1: Mitate-Urushi (K0218), 2018  2: Hana (H0418), 2018  3: Mai-Tanzen (M0718), 2018  4: Mai (M1218), 2018  5: No Title  6: Hana (H0218), 2018  7: Collection-Dress (D0118), 2018  8: Hana (H0818), 2018  9: Mitate-Urushi (K0118), 2018, Insects, Urushi, Gold, Silver.

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smallgelfling·5 months agoText

sunnystrawb:

oh to be part of a snail friends group and eat some mushrooms with ur snail knife and ur snail fork

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smallgelfling·5 months agoText

sophie-jay:

u may not like ur arms but they can carry babies and puppies and kittens

and u may not like ur hands but they can hold flowers and other hands and help braid hair

and u may not like ur nose but it helps u smell nice candles and the earth after it rains and the nice lotion u put on

u may not like ur eyes but they help u see pretty people and cute dogs and cats and all the bright colors around you.

you may not like ur legs but they can help u walk through fields of flowers and through cities full of beautiful buildings

and you may not like ur tummy but it’s a good pillow and it helps u digest good food and u may not like ur body but it loves u so much!!! ur body is beautiful and some days may be hard but u have to take care of urself!! i’m rooting for you!!!

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smallgelfling·5 months agoText

an-emotional-machine:

  • small portions always
  • water before meals
  • water after meals
  • exercise daily
  • no eating between 7pm and 5am
  • fast once a week
  • don’t give up
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smallgelfling·5 months agoAnswer

how to feel like a fairy? you are so inspiring and i would love to hear your thoughts when you have them time! 💕✨

☆ wear shawls and cashmere cardigans, silk slips, gauzy maxi skirts with lace bralettes, dainty anklet bracelets around bare feet, drop earrings of quartz or tiny gem flowers, ballet slippers or sandals, cotton nightgowns with ditsy flower print, oversized lace up shirts…

☆ swim in rivers and waterfalls, learn the latin names for wildflowers and fungi and butterflies, spend time in abandoned and overgrown greenhouses, volunteer to help forest conservations, talk to the flowers and trees…

☆ fill your room strange, mystical objects, such as crystal vials full of perfume or dew, sticks of incense, first edition books and centuries old love letters, antique landscape paintings and other rare treasures…

☆ become comfortable with your natural body; dance naked, wear no makeup (or just a little- highlight like moonlight and lip tint as if you have been eating strawberries), take a long bath and use heady oils and shimmery lotions to treat your skin…

☆ be a little mysterious, walk as if in a daydream on light, graceful feet, take a flirtatious air if it suits you, write romantic poetry in archaic language (read keats or spenser for inspiration), find a love for old celtic fairy tales and folklore of the fae…

☆ rise at dawn and practice turning into a bird of your choice (also remember to collect the frost on the grass for a dinner date with the seelie queen later…)~

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