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Every time I try to loose weight, I do this thing where for a while I do well, loose 4-5kg and then inevitably either have a binge day or a plateau. And then my mind goes into catastrophe and I just tell myself « it’s useless trying I’ll be fat forever I’ll never loose the weight » and that has been my biggest issue up till now. The truth is: a binge day or two is alright, I can always get back on track keep loosing the weight. Like two days ago when I binged, I almost gave up again but then I calmed myself and here I am today back on track at 104kg. Even if that means a slower weight loss, as long as I’m loosing the weight that’s what’s the most important. And that the thing I’ll focus on in 2024. No matter what, keep going.

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dreaming of this ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

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Yesterday I did a pretty bad binge :((

I was 103,6kg yesterday and today I was 104,3kg when I weighed myself :(((((((

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I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

I WILL HAVE MY DREAM BODY IN 2024

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i’ve had this in my th1n$p0 folder for so long, i think it’s my favourite. does anyone know what bmi this would be?

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need to be skinny to wear outfits like this.

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These past few days I’ve been back on eating little!! I’m so happy I went from 110-107kg (I don’t remember exactly how much I was) to 103kg!!!! I currently am in my family home so somehow it’s easier to not eat. If I continue like this and if all go as well, I might weight around 90kg by the time I leave!! (At the end of January) and then I plan to really loose the weight this time in 2024. I mean if I just simply stopped eating, I could only loose weight, it’s a matter of sticking to it. And hopefully by August I will be 65-60kg. Finally skinny. And after that, all I have to do is to keep not eating until it because a habit and until just the thought of eating makes me sick.

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Why can’t I loose weight :( I’m not eating and I started exercising :( the scale is not moving why :(

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I stumbled upon pictures of me from high school, where i thought I looked like a whale (I mean I was still overweight but that was a time where I had lost a little weight) but still. Compared to now, I was skinny. I let my self go so much… and seing those pictures made me realize just how much. I really need to do something about it.

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Fasted for 25h today!! :D

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Haven’t eaten for 24h!! Super happy!!

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I can’t sleep

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I missed out on going to the gym today because I was waiting for my brother and he ended up falling asleep instead, kind of annoying :/

Tomorrow I’ll go no matter if he comes or not

My sole consolation is that I didn’t over eat so I’m the clear, i think I’m at like 1600cal roughly so it’s ok

I also went to the doctor today and I told her about my inability to loose weight. She gave me some blood work to do for thyroid, we’ll see

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Also I just realized I have an hourglass figure. Like if lost weight, I might look good

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I ended up going to the gym today!! For the first time I like 4 years I think!!! I’m proud of myself!!! I did like 25 min of walking at a small inclinaison and then I did a bunch of workouts targeting my back/arms, core, and legs/ass!!

I’m happy about it!!! I’m also seing the doctor tomorrow so I’ll tell her about the fact that I just can’t loose weight no matter how little I eat. But hopefully with the gym now it’ll work out.

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I haven’t weighted myself in a while because Im pretty sure that despite not eating a lot I’m not loosing weight.

I think it’s because I don’t move.

Despite the fact I eat 1200-1700kcal a day, I spend most days in my bed doing nothing but! I recently got a gym membership and I’m planning on using it! Tomorrow I’m gonna go for the first time!! Kind of nervous because I’ve never use a mixed gym before (only a women’s gym before briefly in the past) so wish me luck!