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biting someone's muzzle is a love language

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I've been watching spn since high school but for some reason it took me this long to make actual art for it.

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do you ever hear people talking about something and you’re like. fuck. let me be real for a second. i’m too much of a commie to have this conversation

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okay maybe i am the last person to understand that but to Dean, Cas had always been this perfect, in-check and allmighty being until he betrayed him in Season 6. But then, when Cas took power of the souls in purgatory, Dean was scared of Cas. He was scared that someone as powerful and as just as Cas would loose all that morality that made Dean like him so much after finding out he lied to him.

When Cas opened Purgatory and became God, Dean was hopeless. He told Sam that he had no idea how they could possibly stop him until they figured out his vessle was falling apart. And then Cas walked into the river and was gone. When he came back he needed Penance and that's why he took Sam's pain. As an act of self-destruction and I think thats why Dean treats Cas so poorly when they meet at the mental asylum. He's furious that Cas did this to himself, that all of that could have been avoided if Cas had trusted him like Dean had trusted Cas after Season 5.

#destiel #spn #deancas #dean winchester #spn rant #castiel

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hes a little shy ok?

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look at me being physically rotting about destiel in 2024

spn scripts make me sick bc wdym dean was supposed to say "i love you" in the crypt scene??? wdym cas was supposed to go to his own personal heaven that was full of pictures of dean?? wdym dean spread cas' ashes in a field by a windmill bc he thought cas would have liked it?? wdym dean was supposed to tell cas "i wanted you to stay" in his purgatory prayer?? wdym that while dean was worrying about them dying cas was thinking about how beautiful dean was??? wdym sam was supposed to mention cas while dean was dying???? i am physically unwell.

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Suptober Day 3 - Inspired

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So…how was ur day ?

The ring might’ve switched owners :D

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i am back in the spn trenches

Just wanted to draw a very holy-looking Castiel :)

Prints available here!

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late nights in baby zzz

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if a character means enough to me i will truly never stop thinking about them. i just retire them into a little back room in my brain and periodically bring them out to stare at them under a little light

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Im alive

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women :)

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how i think the dragon and luffy reunion is gonna go:

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i am absolutely going insane for this. I will think and yearn for this at night when only my innermost thoughts can haunt me.

Part 1 of #MeetingWithThePastAU

Part 2 of #MeetingWithThePastAU

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sanji, my dude, you learned this love language from him, of course he knows

(og scene from 'Parks and Rec' and i may also mention i got the idea while reading the fic Sweet Child O' Mine - it's a good one!)