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#musings

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Idk if anyone has read Sanderson's stormlight archive but jasnah kholin is the gayest woman I've ever met thank you for coming to my ted talk

#''it doesnt bother you at all? the idea of being beholden to another... particularly a man?'' #i cannot believe

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The hero shows up at the villain’s doorstep one night. They’re shivering, bleeding, scared. There’s also a slightly dazed look in their eyes– they were drugged. They look like they were assaulted. Looking up at the villain, swaying slightly as they’re close to passing out, they mumble “…didn’t know where else to go…” then collapse into the villain’s arms.

#okay but aside from the fact that anyone turning to nyph in a time of absolute vulnerability for protection and support #will bring life into my cold dead heart #where are all my good-aligned ''villains''? #my rebels and anti heroes and vigilantes and good people in bad situations #feed them directly to m e #tw sexual assault mention #tw drug mention #queued

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Send “Caught sleepwalking” for my muse to find yours sleepwalking.

#queued #meme

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rolcplaycr replied to your post “”

// i let out an ugly noise

so did he

#rfEAJFGWERJFKS

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#plotting nyph entering a bar only to discover its a goth bar and #help

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“Second most awesome. First is me since I’m the one actually carrying the child,” Megan points out as she puts something in the fridge. The green skinned harpy stands up only to have her head spin. An affect that twists her stomach. Okay maybe she is pushing this ‘feeling better’ thing a bit too far right now. Their kid apparently doesn’t like her moving around too much. The kid isn’t even born yet and it is running her life. She hears Nyph speak up. “Alright. Don’t worry, I’ll… or I guess I should say we’ll be fine. And if coffee is not okay, a breakfast smoothie would be okay. The kid seems to like fruit after all,” Megan says before wincing at her twisting stomach. She needs to sit down. Now. “I’ll see you tomorrow Nyph,” she adds before starting to make her way to the living room. Another twist in her stomach has her going to the bathroom instead. It wasn’t exactly the good bye she wanted to do but she didn’t have another choice. Not unless he wanted to see her gag.

His expression softened when that wince came across her features. Surely the kid wasn’t developed enough yet to kick her, but her body would be preparing for everything to come. Moving organs to make room for a yolk and egg shell. 

“Alright... Goodnight,” he called after her as she shuffled on down the hall. He let himself out, flicking the lock on the door before it closed behind him. 

That night, sleep didn’t come easy. There were too many thoughts in his head. A child. With Megan. He was going to be a father with someone... someone that he barely knew. Really, they didn’t know each other well at all. But here they were, about to be parents. That was the next twenty or so years together! 

Come late morning, he came around her house with a coffee in one hand and a berry smoothie in the other. His talon came forward and rapped on the bottom of the door. 

“Megan? You up?”

The fated call

#toadlingscentral

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Hafi could feel Nyph going tense. He knew he must hate him now, knowing what he had done. The thought only made him grab his shirt in desperate hope that he wouldn’t pull away just yet. No no if he did that now he wouldn’t be able to take it. He felt his hands lowering from his chin, he knew it was coming, but just a second longer, that was all he needed! 

“I’m sorry, please, please I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to he-” He stopped when hearing Nyph’s voice. The body? Wait he just… he wasn’t leaving? 

“D-dumpster… I-In an alley I… I didn’t know what to do he.. .he just came out of nowhere I had to do something.” he whimpered. He didn’t want to think about what happened, he didn’t want to think about what that man almost did or what he did, but Nyph needed an explanation. “I put him in a dumpster.” 

Nyph started slightly when Hafi grabbed his shirt, felt the fear double down on him when he heard those frightened pleas. His hands came up to squeeze Hafi’s where they were gripping his clothes as he listened. “Okay, okay, okay, it’s alright, I-- I... shit.”

It was a lot to take in. Murder. He let one hand release Hafi’s in order to come up and rest on his jaw, covering his mouth. What would they do? He had to get rid of the body properly, the smell would be sure to attract someone’s attention? He had to get it away, get it far away, into a river or something so that nobody would ever know. “We have to... I gotta...”

But one look at Hafi and he hesitated. He was a mess. He was scared. He... he’d killed someone. Really killed someone. And Nyph didn’t know why or how, but he did know that his Hafi wasn’t a killer. 

“Okay... Okay.” His voice grew a bit more steady. A few deep breaths and he dropped his hand for his face in favor of touching his knuckles softly to Hafi’s cheek. “Come on, let’s just... let’s just dry off, get dressed and... and we’ll go to bed.” Yeah. That’s what needed to happen right now. He just needed to be clean and dry and to lay under the covers and hold Hafi until things felt manageable again. Until Hafi could feel safe again. And, in the morning, they could sort everything out. Nyph would make sure of it.  So he rose, clothes dripping with the water and flecks of blood that Hafi had sprayed all over him, and gently tugged Hafi’s hand in his own, an offer to help him out of the bath. 

#frilledgay #tw murder #tw death #tw blood

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icelandicandamess replied to your post: me, young, naive: nyph is a switch!!  me, now,...

Character Development

#just places this here because i have nothing more to add u are so correct

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me, young, naive: nyph is a switch!! 

me, now, wiser: nyph is a service top at heart and if the service is bottoming he’ll do it

#the difference is subtle but there #but in some situations... if he's bottoming and the top is the real dominant type he's gonna be a Brat to make it more playful #nsfw #just in case

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its valentine’s day and my rpthreadtracker has asked to be my valentine so

#this is weird ass code for #im going to try to do replies here and try to be more active #maybe approach some more people too bc im v aware i tend to just spam The Usual Nerds bc Approaching People Is Terrifying #but the LAST thing i want is to become clique-y

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what did we do,, as a planet,, to deserve japanese vines

#yknow the guy with the lobsters #yeah #that one

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cool apocalyptic plots that I want to do;

muse is babysitting when shit hits the fan and they get stuck caring for a baby/toddler and desperately trying to find the parents.

oldies but goodies - 

traveling across the country to find their family

traveling across the country to find their wife/husband

traveling across the country to find their best friend

traveling across the country to get to their home

their parents spent their whole life preparing for end-of-the-world scenarios and now they’re dead and muse is stuck at the ‘safe house’ alone AND OH HEY YOU’RE ALIVE PLEASE COME IN LETS BE FRIENDS I’M SO LONELY

our muses are living in a mall and trying to keep it safe - could’ve been together before the shitstorm / could have ben friends / could have met right after it started

muse has braces and just ARE YOU A DENTIST AND CAN YOU TAKE THESE SHITS OFF

muse is pregnant and basically hunting for prenatal vitamins and maternity clothes 

will add more as I come up with it.

#OH? #OH #PELASE #PLEASE GIVE M E

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i want,, my spider kid

#hgfnejwmdk i love him and i miss writing him #even if i only did a little bit #but there's So Many tom holland spiders around and YA BITCH CANT COMPETE

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confession

i kinda like the new bg

#its new and different and i get that #but its also?? more professional ig? #not as musky as the old one

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He felt ever so slightly more at ease as the door closed behind them. He felt a lot less vulnerable in here and though that feeling would probably be short lived, considering that he would have to explain himself soon, he appreciated it now.

Hafi bit his bottom lip when Nyph spoke. He could just hear the guilt dripping from his words, guilt that was perfectly unnecessary considering that Nyph didn’t know. He never told him, there was no way to prevent what happened. He said he didn’t want to hurt him and he didn’t! It was all his own fault for not wanting to admit how messed up and twisted his mind got.

“I-I know. I know I can I just… I’m sorry. I-I thought that if you knew that I- that I was still so…” he couldn’t think of a word so he shrugged. “I was just… scared, I guess. And I’m sorry, it wasn’t your fault, I should have told you before. I’m sorry.” He took a deep breath, wanting to steady his voice. He had apologized enough, now he should be explaining. Right.

“Can we uh- can we sit down? Please? On the bed or something?”

“Yeah... ‘course.” 

Nyph walked Hafi to the bed and sat down on its side at an angle that he could be facing Hafi while they spoke. Wings had to extend back to accommodate the new space. A soft tug on Hafi’s hand encouraged him to sit with him.

All these apologies were worrying him. Sure, he’d be apologizing too, he couldn’t really blame him, but... it didn’t seem right, to have guilt piled atop the mess that was Hafi’s situation already. But something else was weighing on him. I thought that if you knew that I was so... What was he going to say? How did he think Nyph would react? He needed to put that to rest, before Hafi said anything more. 

“Listen.” The word was soft, but in the quiet he hoped it would call for Hafi’s attention. “It’s okay. It’s alright... I’m not going anywhere. Doesn’t matter what you need to tell me or whatever happens... I love you. We’ve got this. So don’t be scared of whatever you have to say, Hafi, I want to be safe for you.” 

Love Wins

#frilledgay #tw abuse mention #tw ptsd #this just in #bird is the corniest thing to walk planet fuckin earth

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#travel #queued