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2021 blog update

Hello! I’m writing this to give an update on this blog because whenever I pop into this account I have a lot of asks about these things

This blog is on a SEMI HAITUS : im not going to delete it, and I might come back, but at the moment, I’m working on other projects and accounts :)

My Patreon was discontinued in September, but thank you to everyone who supported me, I’m sorry to those who want to read those fics and can’t. 

I hope everyone is doing well, I love you guys, this blog was a huge part of my life for so long and I got so any life long friends out of it. 

Please continue to enjoy my writing even though I’m not super active here anymore. It makes me very happy to know that people still get enjoyment out of my work here  which is why I’m not deleting this blog entirely :) 

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oh my gosh just expose me it’s fine

nova whenever something even slightly difficult to understand happens: i’m a blonde i don’t get it

#but i AM BLONDE THO

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oh my gosh thank you! OOOF, I SHOULD BE STUDYING TOO HAHAHA

Floral : Tattooist!Cal

Summary: Renowned tattoo artist Calum Hood doesn’t take apprentices often, but when he does, he tackles the challenge like everything else in his life: with the utmost professionalism. Until he meets Lily, a learning artist, and Calum falls head over heels before he can help himself. 

Warnings: there’s smut. but its super slow burn.

Cal Mood Board: Lily

Word Count: 13.3k

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     The young, heavily tattooed man sat at the receptionist desk in his parlour. His head was bowed, chiseled jaw set, eyebrows furrowed as he studied the papers scattered in front of him.

     Art littered the sheets and after a good, long look, the man would either add the paper to a pile on his left or on his right.

     The stack to his left was large and separated in two with a combined paper count of well over three hundred.

     The stack to his right was substantially smaller, containing only five or six hand picked sheets.

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OKay, where do i even START with this ANXIOUS BOY. I’m not usually into men who aren’t hella dom, cuz im a hoe, but holy FUCK. I wanna take care of anxiety H, but I also want Miriam to take care of ME cuz Miriam is the sweetest honey- 

legit me any time Sarah feeds me ANYTHING. if you’re not reading her stuff, then... like... why bother... being alive uh being on tumblr? 

Walkin’ in a Winter Wonderland*

hello! welcome to the final fic of 2020. hope we’re all buckled in and ready for this emotional rollercoaster. got your tissues nearby? good. 

thank you to @goldenbluesuit​ for hosting the Christmas Challenge. this is only my second challenge and i’m working on staying close to the theme, so while most parts aren’t directly related to christmas, christmas is a big part in the fic. it’s miriam’s favorite holiday after all. this is 20k words and it includes smut, so if that makes you uncomfy…sorry! i have listened to Winter Wonderland like 47 times while writing this and it’s all i sing now. 

this fic is about harry, who has moderate to severe social anxiety, and miriam, the happiest, most extroverted girl you’ll ever meet. this fic runs through 2 years of their relationship. each month starts off with a new header. 

since its the holidays, i was hoping you, the person reading this, could spread some holiday love and donate to my ko-fi. i’ve written a lot this year and it would be a very very warm gesture. i don’t know how to say this more gracefully: pls give me like $2 (or more!) in exchange for this 20k word fic. thank you so very much.

LETS GET ON WITH IT!!

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New Year’s Day 2019

“Stop fuckin’ staring,” Niall groans, flicking Harry’s forehead. “You need to seriously stop before she notices and calls the police because you’re such a creep.”

Harry blinks out of his trance, glancing down at his friend who is already drunk. It’s only 2 hours after midnight, and his friends show no sign of stopping their partying. Well, they’re not his friends. They’re Niall and his girlfriend’s friends. Her name is Alisha. She’s lovely.

“I’m not staring,” he mutters, but the music in the bar masks his voice. This music is awful, and he’s really annoyed at the tension headache forming.

“Why don’t you go and say hi?”

Harry’s face grows hot at the ridiculous suggestion. “I can’t do that. She’s… she’s with all her friends.” As if he’d approach her if she were alone.

Niall’s girlfriend comes closer and hears the last bit. “Who is?”

“The girl over there dancing with the blonde girl. The one with the loose curls.” She must be Middle Eastern. Most likely North African. Possibly even West Asian, but he doesn’t want to assume.

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#My blog is legit just a blog dedicated to sarah now #but im okay with it #this is my wife and yall gotta appreciate her #rec #harry rec

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hi ive been wondering where can we find ur patreon content? ive been dying to read fashion designer malum

thank you so much for this message, I really appreciate it. Honestly, I stopped Patreon back in September for my mental health, and I also am not writing 5sos content anymore, sorry about all of that :/ 

I was considering legit just like, deleting this blog, but there’s always a chance I’ll be back because I'm a manic mess :) 

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I. am. obSSESED. Like. I know every time Sarah makes a fic, i rave about it, but for real, everything this lady puts out- This was so beautiful. The chemistry, the uwu moments, it’s absolutely delightful. Sarah’s fics always take me away from the turbulent world we live in, and this was a wonderful escape for me :) 

Look At You With Your Mouth Watering (II)

or the fic where Nisha manages a farm, Harry’s a law student, and Raina just really wants to set her daughter up with someone good. 10k word. 

this part is dedicated to anyone who has had their appendix removed.

read part one here

here is the link to my ko-fi in case you’d like to support me. it is very much appreciated. thank you <3

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#my wife #rec #wow #amazing #nisha should step on my throat

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Thank you! ooof, Lily is such a mood, this little anxious boo, im glad you enjoyed it! thank you so much for your comment and your tags! they really made me feel a lot better today :) 

Floral : Tattooist!Cal

Summary: Renowned tattoo artist Calum Hood doesn’t take apprentices often, but when he does, he tackles the challenge like everything else in his life: with the utmost professionalism. Until he meets Lily, a learning artist, and Calum falls head over heels before he can help himself. 

Warnings: there’s smut. but its super slow burn.

Cal Mood Board: Lily

Word Count: 13.3k

——————–

     The young, heavily tattooed man sat at the receptionist desk in his parlour. His head was bowed, chiseled jaw set, eyebrows furrowed as he studied the papers scattered in front of him.

     Art littered the sheets and after a good, long look, the man would either add the paper to a pile on his left or on his right.

     The stack to his left was large and separated in two with a combined paper count of well over three hundred.

     The stack to his right was substantially smaller, containing only five or six hand picked sheets.

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thank you! oh my gosh, you’re too sweet :) 

Band Baby : Dad!Cal

Summary: When Luke’s roommate gets out of an abusive relationship and is newly pregnant, all the guys, especially Calum are there for her and as Calum takes her to ultrasounds and hangs out with her and grabs 2am junk food cravings, he falls more and more in love with her.

Word Count: 13.7k

Warnings: so this does future an abusive ex, mentions of the abusive relationship, but it does have the OC as a strong abuse survivor. pregnancy, smut, mentions of breeding kinks

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Calum looked up when he heard Luke’s front door open. Luke’s eyes remained on the tv screen, used to hearing his room mate coming and going. Claire didn’t even acknowledge the two boys, darting up the stairs, a few moments later the sound of a door closing made Calum look back at the TV.

“What’s up with your roommate?” he asked.

“Who knows.” Luke said, too focused on the new season of Stranger Things to care much about his roommate, who probably didn’t need his help anyways. Between Luke and Claire, Luke was the one who needed help. Claire had her shit together as far as Luke was concerned, which is why he’d invited her to move in, so she could help out with Petunia and other things when he was a mess.

Something about the way she’d entered, not even saying hi to the boys, made Calum sit on the edge of his seat. He knew Claire a little from seeing her around, or brief interactions at Luke’s place, but she always said hi. She always attempted to make small talk for a few minutes before ditching.

Calum tried to focus on the TV, but he just couldn’t. Finally he sighed, “I’m going to go check on her.”

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excuse me miss Sarah, but you are my wife, so i think YOU have to come deal with me ;) 

someone come get ur woman @softforcal

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I was today years old when i found out apparently i’ve been simping for Cake when Michael is my legit soulmate. 

#how did this happen #how did this- #i swear to god #scorpios #yall always come for my heart #big mood tho #he and i would just be lazy and game all day and cuddle #soft boy #needs head scratches and snuggles #i miss michael #i've been so busy with school #and covid stuff and life and everything #learning korean so i can move from Canada to Korea #like #life is wack yo #but michael #he my lil boo thang

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YOU HEARD IT HERE FIRST FOLKS. DEMONSLAYER!HARRY IS A HIMBO SKSNKEMSKRNSJRBS @softforcal

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Sarah. My sweet, smart, talented baby. This was amazing. You know how i felt about it because i’ve been messaging you all day. This made me feel so much better even though i’ve been in and out of Emergency and sick, and having mental break downs and I just want to say, i love you more than words will ever be able to express.

This fic, was EVERYTHING.

Serena is a BOSS ASS BITCH and she inspired me in the emergency room to stop crying in front of all my nurses lol

The dynamic between Harry and Serena was so natural and non forced. They vibed so well. The big fight scene was so good i could SEE it as i read and i was SHOOOOOK.

Can’t believe every time you write a new fic, i fall more and more in love with the beautiful worlds and your beautiful mind. 

Thank you for taking the time to write this. It’s beautiful and dark and has twists and turns and cute moments and the end? I am READY FOR MORE!

Terror in New York

A story in which two expert demonslayers, Serena and Harry, attempt to take down a demon that’s been haunting their dreams.

This story is a submission for @harrystylesgotmefuckedup​ ‘s Horror Fic Challenge. Thanks for hosting this!

Warning: a lot of violence, demons, nightmares, repeated use of weapons (daggers and guns), blood (!!!), strong language, injuries, possession, and a brief mention of previous deaths not depicted in the story. Please read with caution, I cannot stress that enough. Thank you!

since the fic is pretty long (15k words), i’ve broken it down into four sections, so you can take a break and come back if you feel like it.

please consider supporting me by buying me a coffee here. it would mean the world to me. 

thank you and happy reading! 

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#my wife #harry styles #rec #harry rec #wow #i swear to god this fic #serena is. GODDESSS

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im going to cry, you gotta stop being sweet to me when i dont go on this account for days at a time,

Sara! HIIIIIIIII. This is gonna sound like a weird question but do u have a best friend? If so what is there name and what r they like? :)

hey! my best friend? uhhhh well i have my cat, but aside from that i have like internet friends? its @softforcal but she’s super far in a different country. i have like friends i talk to on the internet but nobody i hang out with.

shit you making me seem so sad fjshdjk OK I DONT HAVE FRIENDS IN PERSON :(

#my wife #love of my life for real #making friends is so hard #i was blessed to start talking to sarah! #i messaged her about her mia and h fic and it just happened! #im crying shes so special to me ooof

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okay hi! soooo i just found out that you are also obscure-imagines... and i'm 👁️👄👁️like... i loved all the posts there and i love the posts here... yeah thats it im chocked

HAHAH THANK YOU! wow, that was SO LONG ago, it’s crazy to hear that url again, i am @obscure-imagines and i hope my writing has gotten much better since then HAHAHAH 

love that we have a lot of similar fandoms!

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among us code: GGGTLQ

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are you still playing🥺🥺

haha we just finished : (

#Anonymous #but maybe again tonight? #yeah like 2 am new york time

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playing among us with @harryforvogue

join with code URKGNF if ur bored ;)