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softprincegray · 4 years

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Update!!: My mom woke up from the coma and is doing better, the doctors are saying it’s a miracle that she’s able to talk after the damage done by the overdose, let alone walk! We got lucky this time but her suicidal ideations are off the deep end and because she’s deep in previous medical/miscellaneous debt, I’m keeping this post open to try to ease her back into normal life.

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I know that everyone is going through a lot right now but I seriously don’t know what to do at this point and my world feels like it’s crumbling around me,, My mom is in a coma because she overdosed, it’s not looking good (she’s in a vegetative state) and I’m currently left with all her bills ($1,000+ overdue rent, $700+ overdue power bills, $600+ internet/tv bills, plus a LOT of extra credit card debt..) My plan was to stay with her when I got back but I’m looking at an eviction notice and the power is being shut off along with the internet. I’m a freelance artist sooo basically I’m an unemployed trans man and I got stuck in florida last year thinking I was going to be in a safe situation but I very much was not and I’ve been suffering from SEVERE depression and anxiety without any medication. Since the pandemic started, I have had no way to get back across the country until this weekend. I’m going into a very uncomfortable situation without any financial help, as the only family that can help is my sister who has two very young children and she can’t afford to help at all. I’ve been tearing myself apart every day since I heard she went into a coma wishing I had been there for my mom so she didn’t think she needed to kill herself. If anyone thinks I’m lying about the amount of money or the situation itself I guess I can try to send out pictures of the bills and eviction notice??? although I really hope people wouldn’t think someone would lie about something like this,,, I’m trying to round up $2,500 so if my mom does recover then she doesn’t have to worry about the bills that have piled up. (I have like $20 in my account right now so if that’s any indication of how fucked I am then there it is,,) I’ve raised ($0) My paypal is > www.paypal.me/honeyprincegray (or email: [email protected]) My commission info is here > https://www.deviantart.com/honeyprincegray/journal/EMERGENCY-COMMS-DONATIONS-851932680

#donations #donate #can some rich person please pity me #we're so poor and idk if she can dig herself out of this debt alone

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softprincegray · 4 years

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the USPS is now REMOVING MAIL SORTING MACHINES. the shit is hitting the fan. i need to reiterate that signing petitions or texting a number that sends an email isn’t going to cut it. dont send complaints to louis dejoy’s office or any bullshit like that. don’t waste your time. people who live in the US need to CALL their Senators and House reps. you need to post about this constantly. you need to make a big deal about this with friends and family. get them do it too.

if you want to save the USPS i am BEGGING you call your representatives directly to DEMAND they co-sponsor and vote for:

1. the Delivering for America Act (call HOUSE reps). This attempts to reverse the bullshit Trump is doing.

2. USPS Fairness Act (call SENATORS). This is a MAJOR repeal of the bullshit the Bush admin and the Republicans did in 2006 that fucked over the USPS in the first place.

3. HEROES Act (call SENATORS). This is the coronavirus omnibus that includes IMMEDIATE USPS relief. Make it clear you want the USPS portion to be included.

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**EMERGENCY** DONATIONS / COMMISSIONS

I know that everyone is going through a lot right now but I seriously don’t know what to do at this point and my world feels like it’s crumbling around me,, My mom is in a coma because she overdosed, it’s not looking good (she’s in a vegetative state) and I’m currently left with all her bills ($1,000+ overdue rent, $700+ overdue power bills, $600+ internet/tv bills, plus a LOT of extra credit card debt..) My plan was to stay with her when I got back but I’m looking at an eviction notice and the power is being shut off along with the internet. I’m a freelance artist sooo basically I’m an unemployed trans man and I got stuck in florida last year thinking I was going to be in a safe situation but I very much was not and I’ve been suffering from SEVERE depression and anxiety without any medication. Since the pandemic started, I have had no way to get back across the country until this weekend. I’m going into a very uncomfortable situation without any financial help, as the only family that can help is my sister who has two very young children and she can’t afford to help at all. I’ve been tearing myself apart every day since I heard she went into a coma wishing I had been there for my mom so she didn’t think she needed to kill herself. If anyone thinks I’m lying about the amount of money or the situation itself I guess I can try to send out pictures of the bills and eviction notice??? although I really hope people wouldn’t think someone would lie about something like this,,, I’m trying to round up $2,500 so if my mom does recover then she doesn't have to worry about the bills that have piled up. (I have like $20 in my account right now so if that’s any indication of how fucked I am then there it is,,) I’ve raised ($0) My paypal is > www.paypal.me/honeyprincegray (or email: [email protected]) My commission info is here > https://www.deviantart.com/honeyprincegray/journal/EMERGENCY-COMMS-DONATIONS-851932680

#mutual funding #emergency #emergency funds #help #please #rent #donations #donation #donate #commissions #comms #emergency comms #emergency commissions #please reblog #reblog #im so fucking poor i cant handle this #tw suicide

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softprincegray · 4 years

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I just read the line “President Donald Trump also indicated that federal squads would likely target cities run by the party that opposes him” in a real-life news article and I’m just thinking about how people really thought Democrats were overreacting in 2016 and that we should “give him a chance”

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softprincegray · 4 years

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Kardashian influenced fashion is basically fuckin beige, racefaking, beige and brown, bragging about money for bragging itself, beige, plastic surgeries, beige, nude make up made with 50 different products just to look boring and no fun, ass implants to the point of lookin like hentai drawn by an incel who has never seen a naked woman, more fuckin beige and well i am so sick of it

#go tf off op

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GET. THEIR. BILLIONAIRE. ASSES.

#thank god there are people with any kind of power who are fighting to get poor people civil rights #im out here crying every day because this world wants people like me dead #and bernie and people like him are the only ones able to say shit about it #even if rich people dont listen yet its nice to have some sort of organizer to bring us all together

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SISTERS SISTERS SISTERS AAAA

#crown of candy #my art #a crown of candy #ruby #saccharina #fanart #artists on tumblr

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softprincegray · 4 years

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This is very important, please do not ignore this.

Watch the video till the very end please (the end is when the explosion goes off.)

I live in Lebanon and the fiercest explosion went off in the midst of Beirut today, killing off an ungodly amount of human beings (more and more people are dying as I write this) and injuring up to 5000 people whose cases are immensely critical. Today,, at approximately 6 pm, hospitals were completely torn to shreds, people have been buried underneath fallen buildings, fires have been ignited almost everywhere, blood staining the streets in an excruciating manner, in addition to people that flew and fell to the sea due to the impact of the explosion. And it is certainly worth mentioning the millions upon millions' worth of damages what with buildings and cars and stores. Plenty of people are missing, it's an overall mess that is quite frankly very traumatizing.

What Lebanese people have been undergoing in recent times:

Lebanon has been going through a major economical decline that grows worse and worse by the day. The prices have heightened and the salaries remain the same, scarcely anyone has the capacity of affording basic needs anymore. There has been an unfolding revolution the past year, and the lebanese society has been protesting against the humiliation thrust upon our lives due to our miserable excuse for a government, and though the streets bled with thrashing, screaming citizens fighting for their utmost basic human rights, that caused mere to no change in the way things go around here, in fact, it only made it worse. We're being provided with, metaphorically, a droplet's worth of water and nearly no electricity, a pregnant woman has even passed away recently due to a heat stroke (as there were no means of cooling off)

What caused the setting off of this explosion?

The ignorance, heartlessness, and overall brutality of the government and the people in control.

A critical amount of chemicals (2700 tons of ammonium and other nitrates) were left inside a ship along the port of Beirut, and though the people in charge of this transaction were warned that heat and perspiration have the capability of destroying the whole of Lebanon in ode to a massive explosion, they refused to do anything about it and left the chemicals in there for years on end.

Up until, surprise surprise, the explosion went off and devestated Lebanon almost entirely.

I don't have much followers, and I know that this post isn't going to magically heal what is unfolding in this, priorly gorgeous, magnificent country, but I truly hope with all my heart that you find it within yours to spread awareness on this topic so that it would be more widespread,, so that Lebanon gets the aiding it deserves and the people from outer places slap the 'big bosses' awake, or at least pressure them into resigning, whatever it takes to make this place sufferable, tolerable, somewhere you can picture yourself residing in.

Lebanon is a place of infinite traditions, diversity, creativity, joy, and love. Most of the people here are open-hearted and wholesome. We all deserve far better.

My heart aches for the people that have passed away today, and I shall pray for the ones stuck in hellish suffering.

This is important.

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softprincegray · 4 years

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tw// explosion

Hello, hope all of you are safe and doing well.

You may have heard of what happened in Lebanon today and if not, basically, there was a big explosion in Beirut that affected many cities, destroyed shops, homes, cars, caused many injuries and deaths. The cause is uncertain.

As a fellow lebanese myself (that also lives there), today was absolutely terrifying, probably the scariest moments of my life. We heard a deafening sound as the floors were shaking. Some of us thought it was an attack, others thought it was an earthquake. As soon as it ended many expected a second one, which luckily never happened.

Here's a video of what happened that was sent to me, there are also many others that you can find online.

Windows were broken, doors wrecked, cars flipped over, buildings collapsed, people hit by flying or falling objects, and unfortunately, many didn't make it out alive.

We were one of the lucky ones, our families and friends were all safe and our homes were fine.

Some people couldn't even get out of the crumbling builings, so we saw corpses being pulled out, although some people survived the crash. But wherever we looked, there was blood, poeple were half covered in it, their shirts, pants, hair, everything. And that sight was traumatizing.

We watched the news with elders severely injured, children with blood-spattered shirts and people in pain that couldn't get in the hospitals because they were full.

Some people are missing. Just try to imagine the pain and fear their families and friends are feeling.

Articles about what happened, there are a lot more

Not only are we in the middle of a pandemic, but Lebanon is also going through a very serious economical crisis. To give you an example, before, $1 equaled 1 500 lebanese pounds. Nowadays, $1 equals more than 7 000 lebanese pounds. Not to mention that we obviously don't have any dollars at disposition, so yeah we're fucked.

People are hungry, homeless, unemployed. And even if they are getting paid, it'll be useless since the prices of everything went up because they were affected by the economical fiasco.

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Today, I heard my 7 year old cousins scream in fear that they were going to die. I saw my aunt shaking, worried that her children won't survive. I saw my dad freak out while trying to reassure us when we both knew that we were uncertain about the next minutes of our lives. I heard the panic in the trembling voices of my family and friends as they couldn't believe what had just happened. I thought my loved ones and I were going to die in the next seconds.

I'm never forgetting those moments and feelings.

I don't think signing petitions will help, i don't even know if the following links will help either, I just know Lebanon and it's people are desperate for anything because the future of this country is extremely uncertain.

https://helplebanonnow.carrd.co/

https://lebanoncrisis.carrd.co/

https://www.gofundme.com/f/lebanonneedsorg?utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_cp+share-sheet&utm_medium=copy_link

https://helplebanon.carrd.co/

http://redcross.org.lb/SubPage.aspx?pageid=1370&PID=158

http://www.caritas.org.lb/get_involved/donate

https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/lebanon-relief?utm_term=PYp7gXzyD

I think donating to the red cross would be the most helpful, so if you are considering it, it'd be great.

There are so many great threads on twitter about what you can do to help, just search help lebanon or something to find them. Also if you can, please donate, and as I said, the lebanese pound is pretty much worthless currently so USD is way more useful to us.

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