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Skull Rock

Eddie Munson x Reader

*spoilers if you haven’t seen season four *

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“ Shit shit shit .. it’s fucking Jason” you muttered peaking through the window of the boat house seeing Jason and his goons rummaging through Liptons house.

You began frantically trying to figure out how to get yourself and Eddie to safety without getting caught, Eddie grabbed the top of the tarp covering the boat and pulled it off throwing you one of the ores.

“Only safe way is going to be across the lake .. and even then that shithead might try to come after us then “ Eddie mumbled steadying himself on the boat holding out a hand for you to get in rocking the boat holding onto him tightly as he waited for you to sit as he pushed off from the boat house

Y’all almost got to the halfway point across the lake when you heard Jason’s voice yelling and calling you both freaks you ignored it up until you heard the distinct sound of water splashing your eyes widening as you looked at Eddie.

“ Eddie.. if you have a plan right now would be a good time to fucking do it “ you yelled trying to start rowing faster

Eddie began to try and get the engine running kicking, pulling,and beating the engine as you stood holding the ore tightly as if you were holding a bat the way Steve and Nancy had showed you. Jason had stopped a few feet away from the boat Patrick had been dragged under you looked around the water confused and questioned weather or not you should jump in to save him when all of the sudden he shot into the air much like Chrissy did and proceeded to have each one of his bones snapped and his jaw pulled out and his eyes gouged in. You just stood motionless Eddie had shielded you from seeing Chrissy you could only hear it happen but actually seeing it you didn’t know weather to scream or throw up, and with that it gave Jason enough time to grab the boat throwing you over but catching your foot between the bench twisting it causing you to yelp as Eddie tried to grab you hitting Jason and pulling you up and out of the water as you coughed up the bitter water Eddie began paddling faster towards the shoreline Jason looked as if he was at a lost between grabbing Patrick or coming after you and Eddie. As you made it to the shore you began hiding the boat encase you needed it again somewhen later you both took of running through the woods your ankle throbbing as you stopped leaning against a tree biting back a whimper inspecting your ankle

“ fuck.. fuck fuck stupid fucking jockstrap “ you muttered biting your cheek tears forming in the corners of your eyes.

You had been so focused you hadn’t noticed Eddie watching you after realizing you had stopped, he put his hand under your back and back of your legs and began bridle carrying you through the forest until you both made it to Skull Rock. He sat you down against the wall and sighed rubbing his hair back out of his face pacing back and fourth

“ you would never had gotten hurt if it wasn’t for me .. I shouldn’t have ran I shouldn’t have came to you. You shouldn’t have gotten caught up with the towns freak. Your too smart and too pretty. You don’t deserve any of this bullshit” Eddie began rambling as he paced in front of you his hands going every which direction as he vented his frustrations

“EDDIE” you yelled getting his attention he stopped in his tracks his big baby brown eyes looking at you scared and sad you walked to him steadily limping a little your ankle bandaged and wrapped around with piece of shirt placing your hands on his face “ I wouldn’t want to be in any other situation with anyone else other than you” you placed a gentle kiss on his lips “ I rather share one lifetime with you than face all the ages of this world alone.”

Eddie smirked wrapping his arms around you placing his forehead against yours placing a soft kiss on your nose before your lips.

“ I love you too ..” he smiled squeezing you a little bit “ I just wish this all to be over soon .. so we can get the hell out of here after graduation ..” Eddie had a sad smile on his lips as you both looked out onto the forest hearing sirens in the distance

“ We will. Just hold out a little longer and we’ll make it” you whispered into his chest sighing a little “we will..” you whispered again a nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach telling you this is just the beginning of a long unexpected journey.

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Only Love Can Hurt Like This (Eddie Munson X Reader)

*SPOILERS*

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Their plan needed to work for all of Hawkins and Max, it was a great plan if half the team was going into the upside down and you were left with Erica, Lucas, and Max. You sat in the corner of the RV next to Eddie you’d been quiet for most of the ride since the plan was put into place, you would be lying if you said you weren’t scared of what was to come. Eddie could see the fear in those eyes he’d fallen in love with them his first time redoing his senior year not knowing that you were Steve Harringtons twin and good god could he get lost in them for hours on end if he didn’t stop himself from staring but right now he was staring trying to figure out what was on your mind , he reached a ringed hand out and rubbing it softly against your thigh causing you to jump out of whatever you were thinking about.

“ Hey there handsome.. come here often?” Forcing a smile putting on a brave face rubbing your hand against his looking at him with sad eyes

“Only when asked nicely.. what’s on that pretty little mind of yours?” Eddie wrapped an arm around your shoulders pulling you into his chest “ don’t say it’s nothing .. your eyes give you away every single time especially that forced smile” he chuckled looking at you a brow raised as you pouted a little

Huffing into his chest almost as if you were defeated but could you really be shocked he was the dungeon master of Hellfire and basically the adopted dad of all these little sheep he brought in.

“What if the plan doesn’t work? What is something happens to Max? Hell all of you when you go down into the upside down? We lose connection or god forbid Venca gets to y’all first?” You started rambling word vomit just flying out of your mouth Eddie was listening to you a look of concern on his face letting you vent out all your concerns and frustrations when you were done he could feel your shoulders loosen a little into him nuzzling your chin into his collar bone.

“ I get the concern doll .. I know everything has been kinda crazy but I promise you that everything will be 80% okay? Might not be 100 but we will get there eventually .. plus you and Nancy are smart this plan won’t fail. You mean the world to me I hope you know that I wouldn’t be doing this if it wasn’t for you and the sheepies.” Eddie whispered the ending looking down with a hand playing in your hair rubbing your scalp.

“ Same here .. just promise me the first sign of trouble you and Dustin will get out of there? And call our radios?” She whispered pulling away from him with glossy eyes.

“ Promise babe .. you do the same okay?” Eddie kissed your forehead a small smile on his lips he felt a pang of sadness as if he was missing out on one big moment you could share with saying three little words you were both too scared to say even though you had been together nearly three ish years but he wanted to do it with something more special maybe a ring on your pretty little hand that he kept on his necklace at all times for that said moment but right now you both needed to save the world.

— Time Skip-

Everything had gone to plan until Jason showed up and it was a fight between Lucas , you , and him. Jason had broken Maxes walkman which sent you in a frenzy and yih started beating the living shit out of him picking up anything you could find in the attic until he was knocked unconscious when you turned Lucas was screaming which made your eyes travel up and you had started screaming as well trying to reach for Max as her limbs began to contort in every single direction. When she dropped Lucas caught her and you began your best to reset her bones so the damage wasn’t too bad as Erica ran up the pair of you telling for her to call for help. You stayed with Lucas up until the ambulance took Max you walkie lost somewhere in the big rip that started in the house all the way to city hall but you didn’t let it stop you from riding your bike as fast as you could to the trailer park seeing the huge rip you could see the group through the steam fog whatever was coming from the split as you got around you could see them all but one person was missing Steve had Dustin in a tight embrace you could hear sobs coming from him and a sense of dread filled your blood stream

“Dustin.. Steve..” you began to walk faster you could see them look around to see where your voice came from

“Y/N.. “ Steve began walking to you fast wrapping his arms around you as fast as he could, you struggled against your brother trying to get to Dustin to see the damage

“ Dus..” you couldn’t even finish before he launched himself into you starting to sob hard into you

“ He didn’t run .. he didn’t run Y/N … he he’s a hero .. he told me to tell you he loved you .. and to give you this. “ Dustin choked out between sobs handing you Eddie’s necklace he wore religiously in the last couple of years of y’all’s relationship.

Looking at the necklace there was a simple black pearl diamond ring as you looked at it closely it had the three words you had been dying to say to one another.

“I love you. Always. Eddie”

Your legs gave out as you fell to your knees a sob or scream workings it’s way out the back of your throat as your emotions sprang free and you felt everything grow cold as you sobbed and screamed. Dustin and Steve just getting down with you holding you close Nancy and Robin joining in to try and console you the best they could, only love could hurt like this.

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HIHIHI WOULD YOU MIND DOING PROMT 15 WITH VENOM PLSPLSPLS <3

Skin.

Eddie Brock (Venom) X Reader

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Trying to find clothes to wear out especially during the summer is something that you dreaded and most of the time you would end up wearing jeans or tights even in 100° weather. Venom and Eddie had noticed this over the last couple of months you had been dating but decided to leave it alone for now.

“Why can’t this be more fucking simple?” You muttered going through your shorts a discarded pile to the side as you looked yourself in the mirror from your knee up covered in thick deep scars some from being a mercenary and others from a not so good childhood.

“Why ca— OH MY FUCKING GOD EDDIE HER FLESH I—“ Eddie grabbed Venom covering the goopy aliens mouth his eyes widening to signal to shut up

“Uh.. I uh..” you whispered looking down at your socks fear and shame flooding your senses tears threatening to spill out of your eyes any second. Eddie and Venom have never seen you like this even with you living and having sex with both of them. Always lights off, getting up earlier to shower, and change.

Eddie walked over letting go of Venom a black tendril coming out and Eddie’s hand coming into your like of vision gently rubbing against your jaw line making you look at the two of them.

“ I won’t ask for now but maybe eventually we can talk about it..” Eddie gave a soft smile resting his head against yours his nose rubbing against your cheek

“ I would kiss all your scars away if I could little one ..” Venom was nested into the back of her shoulder

Just in that one moment. They felt whole. Warm.

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they took the paper plane from us :(

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Cuddles? | Grave-Robber x Reader!

The front door slammed open you shot up out of a dead sleep grabbing your baseball bat getting behind the door you could hear footsteps approaching the bedroom the door knob slowly rattling and starting to open and a hand you knew all to well reaching in to turn on the light right then and there you wanted to smack the ever loving hell out of your boyfriend. You sat the bat down and reached the light for him smacking his hand in the process

“ Next time you come in the house for the love of god down slam the - what happened to your eye?” You looked at him all the tiredness draining from your face now fear and worry replacing it

“ Listen it’s been a rough night love all I want right now is either a strong drink or some cuddles I rather have the second one because I’m so exhausted “ he sighed slowly starting to strip off his clothing making his way to the bathroom.

You just shrugged knowing you and him would talk about it in the morning you crawled back into your bed under the covers slowly trying to warm yourself back up as you listened to the sound of the shower slowly slipping in and out of consciousness. Somewhen between falling asleep Graves had finished his shower and got ready for bed he saw you curled up against his pillow as he smiled softly getting into the bed gently running a hand through your hair kissing the top of your head he pulled the covers around both of you as you curled into his chest

“ Mhmm.. you’re so warm handsome” you mumbled curling up into a ball against him as you both slowly passed from pure fear and exhaustion with the events of the day.

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Hateful | Thranduil x Reader

“ I hate you! I’m sorry it took me so damn long for me to realize that..” Thranduil screamed at his wife in their bed chambers his scar showing as the magic broke

His wife. His one. His everything. Stood by the door frozen tears in her eyes she put her hands in front of her holding them tightly rubbing her thumb across the top of her hand roughly tears threatening to spill out any moment she stood tall and just nodded her head trying to find the words to say.

“If that is how you feel then I guess I’ll leave you to your highness” she choked biting her cheek as she opened the door slamming it behind her

Thranduil felt a cold shiver go up his spine he’d realized just how bad he had fucked up. He just didn’t understand why his wife was so for helping the dwarves reclaim their home when their home was being overrun by the darkness and getting sicker by the day. They were all needed here. He sighed sitting down on the bed putting his face in his hands

“ how will I get myself out of this you fool” he whispered to himself sighing

Days went by and the people noticed something was off with their king and queen and so came the questions and cold answers from both of them as they did their duties. The king was walking through the halls when he could hear the harshness in his wife’s voice

“ IM FINE NOW STOP ASKING ME AND JUST LEAVE” she yelled at a servant which was out of the ordinary for her she was always soft and gentle with them unlike her husband

The servant fled the room closing the door noticing their king they bowed and carried on their way. Thranduil looked at the door and had a choice to either confront his wife and apologize for the harsh words he stabbed her with or let her come to him. He sighed knowing he needed to confront this head on so he went to the door and slowly opening it her back was to him and by her frame he could tell she was sobbing her hand up covering her mouth trying to mask any sound

“ I thought I said LEAVE “ she choked out turning in her chair her eyes reaching Thranduil as more tears fell “ you can definitely leave “ she wiped her face her delicates features looked tired and worn out as if she hadn’t rested in days

“ I came here to apologize Y/N” he said slowly taking a step towards her “ I know what I said was wrong and I said it in the heat of the moment I didn’t mean what I said I shouldn’t have said those words of anger towards you “ he sighed looking down at his hands playing with his ring twisting it then looking at her face to see if there was any change of emotion

“ I don’t know if I can forgive you after that “ she whispered

“I know but let me prove it to you I will take my whole life to make it up to you starting today “ he stood behind her with a hand on her shoulder gently rubbing up to her neck running his fingers through my hair her head tilting back to look up at him for any sign that he was lying once she was sure he was telling the truth she just nodded her head in acceptance.

@levisminttea sorry it took a while and if it sucks I might possibly do a part two to it !

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WYDRN // YOU ME AT SIX

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INTO THE SPIDER VERSE (2018).

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Hey everyone I’m trying to make a comeback been having issues since the start of COVID , got COVID twice , and broke my arm 😅 but I’m back my requests are open and I’m taking RE8 requests as well 💙

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Hate Me

Warnings : slight swearing

Alec Lightwood x Female!Reader

Clary and Izzy were getting me ready for my first hunt since joining the Nee York institute , hours of teaching and training with Jace along with cold stares and harsh words from Alec had prepped me for this moment. Small set of rouge vampires have created a den and feeding off of the innocent and the Brooklyn coven wanted us to take care of them, sounded pretty simple enough to me. I tied my Y/H/C back into a pony tail checking over my weapons feeling my whip tighten around my wrist letting out a content sigh, I could lie and say I wasn’t anxious about the whole ordeal but it was finally time to prove myself to the team. Clary noddd that it was time to go as I headed towards the door I ran dead into someone

“ Jesus — not even gone on the hunt yet and your all ready screwing up - stay out of my way and don’t cry for help when you fuck up” Alex growled before I could even get a I’m sorry out for running into him even though 100% sure it was his fault

I sighed as I took off after the others trying to push back what he said to the back of my head. Getting into the den was easy but there was a lot more then we had prepared for the five of us , I was getting into a steady motion and was keeping up pretty well until Alec was thrown into me by a vamp knocking us bother over the edge falling for what felt like forever into murky smelling water, I didn’t know how to swim as I struggled to break the surface trying my best and soon losing my breath and passing out.

“ Come on .. breath Y/N..” Alec breathed as he performed CPR and check Y/N for anymore visible wounds from the fight , she started choking up water turning into her side spitting it up her Y/E/C filling to the brim with tears have coming with the realization of what happened

“Where are we..? “ she looked around wiping her face sniffling trying to adjust to her surroundings

“My educated guess would be a sewer of some sort if you can’t tell” Alec bitterly replyed rolling his eyes standing up lending his hand to help her up , she smacked his hand away and his eyes widened

“ you know what probably not the best time — but fuck this - why the fuck are you so fucking mean to me.. I’ve followed all your rules , tried my best listen to everything that you all have taught me and it’s never been enough for you in the months I’ve been at the institute and it’s just getting worse - and before you bitch are me thay us ending up in here is my fault - your the dumbass that got thrown by a vampire into me not the other way around your the fuck up here “ Y/N yelled at him tears starting to fall , she tried her best to wipe her eyes but only cried more. Alec sighed he’d didn’t know that he’d have such an effect on someone he’d met few months ago with his attitude

“ I don’t hate you — I just..I don’t know how to deal with my emotions it’s easier for me to be mean and just push you away then let you get close to me because then it saves me from the heartache “ Alec sighed looking at her rubbing the back of his head “ I’m sorry I’ve been a dick .. you’re a great student and overall kickass .. I haven’t given you enough credit.. I like you and I don’t want to get attached encase you change your mind and want to leave to go somewhere else”

“ thanks .. I like you too .. I’m going to need time to get use and heal from the hell you’ve put me through these last couple of months “ she sniffled a slight smile forming on her lips , she grabbed his hand shaking it “ Y/N Y/L/N at your service Alec Lightwood”

“Alec Lightwood.. pleasure to meet you” he shook her hand back feeling the tension leave “ now let’s get out of here it should give us enough time to mend some of the wounds I’ve caused “ he slight smiled at her “ I like the wind of that Alec” they started to follow the water and from there on that sewer probably caused the start of a amazing and badass relationship

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Hey there everyone!

I haven’t posted in a while , it’s been a rough time for me. My future father in law passed away in November .. so it’s been me trying to recover from that and recelenty my fiancé cheated on me and ended things soo I just haven’t had the need to do anything or the want , I’ve not answered any messages in my inbox because I just can’t, I don’t have the want currently because all that’s going on. I’m going to try soon to get back into doing stuff for you.

Thank you!

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Promise I am still alive everyone! I am doing what I can for black lives matter at the moment please do and support what you can!

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Me: Now that the Spring Semester is over I'm gonna finish all of my writing projects that needs finishing

Netflix: *releases Avatar The Last Airbender*

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true crime 4x03 // the mysterious death of the eight day bride

“that’s me putting myself into her mind”

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AU prompts: masterlist of lists

Okay so if you’re anything like me you see those lists of au ideas floating around and you like them but when it comes time to write something and you need an idea you have no idea what you tagged them as or if they’re buried somewhere in your likes so….have a list of some of the ones I’ve come across! This is updated with new lists and fixed links fairly frequently so check back here if you’d like more! 

also: there are a few lists that people have requested that i have not been able to find so if you know of one/write one, please send it to me. my messages/ask/submit are all open. WANTED: expectant parents/parents with newborns aus, historical aus

 (updated on november 6th, 2016) 

(current count: ~163 lists + 39 individual prompts)

themed:

super long list of college aus

more college aus

even more college aus

autumn aus

it’s really cold outside aus

meet-ugly

art school aus

femslash aus

they know each other but don’t know that they know each other aus

awkward first meeting aus

MORE college aus

airport related aus

fake married/dating trope

pub aus (here for halloween season)

royal aus

assassin aus

opposites attract

lots more under the cut, the post was getting unwieldy

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touch me (for i will not shatter) | obi-wan

I could not, for the life of me, get this prompt out of my head. I have gotten every single one of the requests that have been sent to me! Keep in mind that I’m doing these weekly. The ones that get sent to me this week will be the priorities! I’m gonna try to keep to a two oneshot a day quota but there’s no telling if that’ll happen. 

requests: open 

tag: @obiorbenkenobi​ // if any of you want to be tagged specifically for obi-wan fics please let me know!

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How do you deny that in which one has never been given? 

It is a part of the human condition to do such: To want, to need, to love. Human beings simply cannot do things without other human beings. They were created to be in pairs and that is how it has been since the beginning of everything. You often wonder if your other half was meant to be the auburn haired, blue eyed Jedi Master who lacks everything you want to give him. 

So you start off small, at first. 

A brush against the shoulders.

A lingering gaze that lasts too long. 

A conversation that should’ve ended hours ago but is still going. 

Jedi are deprived of physical touch from a young age. Many of them choose to follow through on that - on the Jedi Code - clear into their Master ranking and often live their lives ensconced in a peace that only comes from believing you’ve followed the right course of action in your life. Unfortunately, you and Kenobi had been thrown together in a war that just didn’t seem to end, and you went from being generals to be in love with a man who didn’t seem to want it. 

So you didn’t give it. 

Your first mistake. 

You continue with your small acts that, unknown to you, Obi-Wan holds close to his heart because they’re innocent. He’s not perceptive enough to know you’re doing it because of how you feel for him. Part of him wonders if this is just you. If this is how you show your affection for people in general and not just him. 

He starts holding your hand when you hit the one year anniversary of the beginning of The Clone Wars. The very action makes you blush scarlet because why is General Kenobi, the Infamous Negotiator, holding your hand on the battle field? 

  “If you wanted to hold my hand, Kenobi.. all you had to do was ask!” 

Cody makes fun of him for a solid week after that. The Clone Commander has been around Obi-Wan long enough to know that the man doesn’t want. He gives. He gives until there is nothing left to give. Dwelling on the thoughts of what his General deserves is how Cody ends up at his quarters at three in the morning with a bottle of his favorite brandy - which is extremely hard to procure in the middle of a war - and getting him to put the data pads down long enough to talk. 

When he finally does, Obi-Wan will not shut up about you. 

That’s when Cody starts paying attention. 

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  “You want me to do what?”

  “I’ve been learning about the Jedi alot more since we’ve been on leave.” He hands you a data pad scribbled in notes that look like they were written in about thirty seconds, but he’s nothing but detailed in what you see before you. It’s alot of information - specifically about how Jedi carry themselves - and how averse they seem to be to physical touch. “As a clone.. General, I will tell you that the clones rely heavily on physical touch. It’s how we stay grounded to each other. Keeps up on reality instead of an eternal battlefield.” 

You meet his eyes straight on. That’s how Cody knows you understand him. 

  “I’ve seen how you tend to each other in the medbays, al’verde. I’m more then aware that the clones need touch. I’m guessing it’s because of the fact you were grown in tubes-“ 

Cody shakes his head. “That’s not where I’m going with this.” He replies. “Jedi forbid attachment, right? I imagine that means physical and emotional attachment.” Both your heads turn in the direction of which Obi-Wan has just appeared with Boil and Crys on his heels, the two clones desperate trying to keep his attention long enough for you to have this conversation. “General Kenobi- Obi-Wan-doesn’t talk about his Master. The one that died. Have we considered that maybe the last time he was touched by anyone was when his former Master was still alive?” 

All the breath is knocked from your lungs then because you finally comprehend what he’s asking you to do. 

The fact of the matter is, you don’t even hesitate. You want to do what he’s asking you to do. 

Kriff. 

  “Cody-“ 

  “You think he doesn’t reciprocate. You’re wrong. I spend hours with the man, and he spent hours a week ago drinking a bottle of brandy I got just for him talking about you.” Your eyes flicker back down the hall and Obi-Wan meets them in a way that’s soft and inviting. It’s almost like he’s been looking forward to seeing you instead of doing the copious amounts of reports and requisitions forms he probably has waiting in his quarters. “How can one ask for what they’ve never been given?” 

He leaves you with that. 

You make it a mission to do exactly what he asks for. 

Your small becomes large.

You grab his hand more on the battlefield.

You sit with him in the dark on The Negotiator to massage the migraines from his temples with his head resting in your lap. 

You brush hair from his face when it falls as you spar. 

Each time you touch him, something broken is restored. 

It’s when you touch him too long that he finally caves. That also happens to be by the time he’s worked up the nerve to tell you how much he likes you even though it’s obvious to you, the 212th, and pretty much anyone who isn’t a Jedi by that point. Anakin and Ahsoka have been taking bets for weeks. 

It’s the matter of when he will tell you. No time feels like the right time. 

The move is unintentional. It feels like instinct at this point, so when you bend down to where he sits nestled between your knees on the evac ship - it’s just the two of you with a trio of clones, which happens to include Cody who conveniently decided he needed to talk to the pilot in the cockpit- to brush your lips against his temple as his head rests against your leg, you don’t think anything of it. 

Obi-Wan does. 

  “Can-“ His voice is small and terrified as he clears his throat. The gunship is dark enough that you almost can’t see him, but his eyes are just perceptible in the dim light. “Can you do that again?” 

There are no words needed as you scoot further down in your chair and nuzzle your face in his hair as you smile, brushing your lips against his temple as your arm wind around his shoulders. Obi-Wan swallows the knot in his throat and screws his eyes tightly shut to avoid the burning there - Force, when did he get so desperate he started crying? - and fists his hands at his sides to avoid reciprocating. 

Remember, Obi-Wan Kenobi only gives. He doesn’t take. 

  “This is all in your hands, Obi.” You whisper softly in his ear. There is no urgency in your voice. There is only patience and acceptance and that thought brings him relief unlike anything he has ever felt. “Your hands hold where we go from here, so tell me. What do you want?” His hands gently tug your around and downward until you’re sitting in front of him with his hands on your own and your knees so close that they might as well be touching. “Obi-Wan. Look at me.” 

There is nothing brighter in that moment then you. You - brightness in the midst of so much darkness, both literal and figurative - sitting in front of him in your tattered robes that are burned from the singed blaster shots you’d deflected away from him. Your hair, messy and unkempt, tossed in a braid over your shoulder. Your eyes that do not once leave his own. 

  “What do you want?”

  “I don’t-I don’t know how to ask.” He murmurs. “But- Force, I just want you to touch me-“ The desperation and pure, agonizing wanting in his voice is unintentional and Obi-Wan curses himself for allowing it to break free from his lips to begin with, but there is no scrutiny in your eyes as you nod and slide closer to him. You take a moment to study the flickering anxiety in his expression before looking down at your own hands and slowly placing each one on each side of his face. 

He exhales sharply and leans into you. 

  “Maker, you are ethereal. I don’t think I’ve seen something so beautiful in my life.” You whisper in awe. The tips of your fingers trace across his brow and down his face, across his cheekbones and down the slope of his nose until they land adjacent to one another on his lips. “I just wish you’d see it.” 

  “I do see it. I see you, your beauty.” He deflects away from him, which isn’t surprising. “It’s what has kept me going through the war. I just didn’t know how to-“ 

You nod. “I know. I know, and you don’t have to. I won’t do any more then you ask for.” Blue snaps up to meet yours in the darkness and you’re suddenly glad that this ride back to The Negotiator seems to be taking alot longer then the normal. It’s once you see his pupils dilate and his eyes flicker down to your mouth that you realize you want to give him more. “I’m gonna do something a little different. Is that okay?” 

He nods. You smooth the fabric of his robes on his shoulders and whisper words of encouragement as it pools behind him and you’re suddenly able to see more of his collarbone and the skin that descends into the plains of his chest beneath his tunic. Your hands cup his neck and move downward to rub your thumbs against the dip in his collarbone. 

That’s when Obi-Wan opens his eyes. Slack jawed from the bliss that encompasses his body at how gentle you are, he opens his eyes to look at you. The reverence in your own gaze and the way you just look at him as if he’s a god in his own right - forged from the very earth itself - and it’s then that he knows what he wants for the first time in a very long time. 

  “Kiss me.” 

Now that is enough to elicit pure shock from you. The most devoted of The Jedi, the one who holds to The Code the most, wants you to.. what??

  “Am I hearing things now?” You muse. 

  “No. I’m serious.” His eyes meet yours, and they no longer belong to someone who is afraid. They belong to someone who is very sure about the things he wants and all of them seem to somehow include you. “Kiss me.” 

In, in, in and the wait is agonizing-

  “We’re here, Generals.”

You pull away from each other so fast and so far it almost looks like you’ve been Force thrown across the gunship. Cody is smirking and Rex, who for some reason was with Anakin on The Negotiator is kriffing laughing when you walk off of there and right past Anakin Skywalker who cannot for the life of him keep his mouth shut long enough to not make a smart comment. 

  “Well? Did you do it?!” 

His only response is a well earned Force-throw right into the arms of his completely oblivious clone captain, to which they both collapse on top of one another on the floor of the hangar. 

Ahsoka is too busy laughing with her data pad in her hand to run away with the recording before Anakin can delete it himself. 

part two?? with the actual kiss? and feelings?! And SAP!?!

[somanycannons]

They be blessing