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Taking a break

Ooc

I'm sorry, I'll be gone for a while maybe few days , maybe week…

I'm not in control of my emotions lately and I'm spilling my anger and frustration on those who have nothing to do with this. I have now really hard time,but that doesn't excuse me. Plus I not know how separating my online life from my regular life, and when I get emotional, I say things I shouldn't. I also take everything too personally, and I think someone always means something bad. I'm sorry.

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on mothers

Nayyirah Waheed, Salt//Annie Ernaux, I Remain in Darkness//Ella Wilson, Take Care: Mothers, Daughters and Inheriting Self-Hatred//Sam Gordon, A Mother's Hate//Karl Brjullov, The Last Day of Pompeii//wych elm, Susan Smith//Lady Bird (2017)//@bitterl//Pheobe Bridgers, Kyoto//@filmnoirsbian,the killing grounds//Acacia, mommy//John Green, Turtles All the Way Down//?

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everyone talks about cutting off a toxic parent

but no one ever talks about the pain of wanting a parent but knowing yours cannot love you the way they should

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They always say to fight, to not back down…to give it all you got. But I don’t know how to go up against the vile words that come out of my own mothers mouth.

p.s.w

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““There is no love in this world that will ever save you or fix you. Stop living in this idealistic world of your’s. It’s time to wake up.””

— s.d. (my mother’s cruel words // <vol.1>)

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gk

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🕷️SeerLight🕷️

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Anger issues so bad, I laugh whenever people get on my nerves.

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8.2.23