somniare--aeternum

[somniare--aeternum]

2021年Twitterまとめ④ by 流離 on Pixiv | Posted with permission

All credit goes to the artist. Visit their Pixiv to like, follow and support. DO NOT repost, crop or edit this art or remove this description.

[somniare--aeternum]

I think about how sweet Obito was, kind and caring and then remembered when he ruthlessly killed Konan. I wonder if he gets those murderous intentions still after Kakashi harbors him in his house in Diplopia. These two have dragged me back into their hell. I love them and miss Diplopia alot.

//I’m rereading it myself now trying to get my bearings. And yes, Obito is a duality bound up in one man at this point. It’s impossible to separate the hardened killer from the sweet, hurt little boy.

[somniare--aeternum]

I think about how sweet Obito was, kind and caring and then remembered when he ruthlessly killed Konan. I wonder if he gets those murderous intentions still after Kakashi harbors him in his house in Diplopia. These two have dragged me back into their hell. I love them and miss Diplopia alot.

//I’m rereading it myself now trying to get my bearings. And yes, Obito is a duality bound up in one man at this point. It’s impossible to separate the hardened killer from the sweet, hurt little boy.

[somniare--aeternum]

Keeping Up With The Todorokis

#//out of kamui #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #todoroki #endeavor #dabi #bnha hawks #todoroki shouto #todoroki enji #todoroki fuyumi #dabi is a todoroki

[somniare--aeternum]

Keeping Up With The Todorokis: Season 3 featuring less flirting and more familial antagonism

#//out of kamui #bnha #todoroki #todoroki shoto #todoroki enji #endeavor #bnha hawks #dabi #todoroki fuyumi #todoroki natsuo #keigo takami

[somniare--aeternum]

Shouto’s really going through it.

#//out of kamui #my hero crackademia #bnha #boku no hero academia #todoroki shoto #todoroki enji #endeavor #my hero academia #mha #boku no hero crack

[somniare--aeternum]

he’s cute either way

#//out of kamui #endhawks #endeavor #enji todoroki #hawks #keigo takami

[somniare--aeternum]

spoilers

#//out of kamui #I can’t #hehe #endhawks #hawks #mha #bnha

[somniare--aeternum]

……this is it fam im fuckkin quitting this is too much.

He solved the riddle by the power of love knowing what the relaxed, genuine and happy Hawks looks like, and being able to discern that Hawks from his spy persona. He solved it in one sitting, just by thinking about Hawks and believing him, believing in him and the seriousness of his odd behavior. All it took was to look back at his memories of Hawks, at that smile and those jokes and the time they spent together, and then

and then he had it. 

Enji I love you so much. Hawks I am so scared for you. Hori I dont know what kind of spy flick turned soap opera juice have you been drinking lately, but I thank you for my life.

#//out of kamui #endeavor #hawks #bnha #todoroki enji #takami keigo #mha #bnha 245 #this moment #they know each other deep down

[somniare--aeternum]

i was watching. 

#//out of kamui #endhawks

[somniare--aeternum]

Keeping Up With The Todorokis: Season 2 featuring probably way too much Hawks

#//out of kamui #bnha #todoroki #mha #todoroki shouto #todoroki fuyumi #todoroki enji #todoroki natsuo #hawks bnha #dabi is a todoroki

[somniare--aeternum]

I’m sorry but...ur telling me there’s actually people aged 30+ on here reading fanfic ... with whole families ..

I assume this is sarcasm lol

[somniare--aeternum]

I hope you’re doing ok?!? This year is a clusterfuck... there’s been some good but the bad just keeps on steamrolling 😐 can we get a break? I was just rereading diplopia (for like the hundredth time) and it’s such an amazing distraction... Thank you for putting such a captivating and absorbing story out there! It’s the true face of kakaobi and nobody else has come close to capturing it like you have. Stay gold 💕

//oh Anon, this is so sweet to read. Thank you for checking in! Diplopia is still ongoing—just struggling to cobble together this next chapter and I’m pretty bogged down with IRL duties... I really appreciate the compliment!

[somniare--aeternum]

“I don’t know how God can bear seeing everything at once: the falling bodies, the monuments and burnings, the lovers pacing the floors of how many locked hearts. I want to close my eyes and find a quiet field in fog, a few sheep moving towards a fence.”

— Kim Addonizio, from Wild Nights; Tell Me; The Numbers. (via xshayarsha)

[somniare--aeternum]

todays club assignment was to finally draw out the kkob kids, Sakumo and Rin. Characters were designed and made by @somniare–aeternum

[somniare--aeternum]

commissioned by @somniare–aeternum ¦¦ @le-bruit-noire

[somniare--aeternum]

Sex

//Obito’s sexual life/experience is a very complicated creature. I’ll break it down in sections.

Intimacy

The whole idea of intimacy is off-putting to Obito. He pretty much directly equates love with loss. The idea of losing himself in love and risking the trauma of Rin’s death ever again is unthinkable to him. He distrusts the very idea of love (at least in this world). He’s become a creature that thrives on control, and he believes that, even if it’s just a little, having sex involves surrendering control.

As I write him for RP/fic purposes, I think of him as being someone who was probably developing in a typical way up until Rin’s death. He’d been a pretty romantic little boy, probably just getting to discover his sex drive/sexuality at all. (Probably chronically spanked it in Madara’s cave while the Zetsus weren’t looking, haha…!) Afterward though, the person he’d been projecting those feelings onto became the central trigger point for all his PTSD/UchihaCray ™ so, understandably, the associated sex/intimacy/love feelings became quite damaged.

He’s not likely to trust anyone—and it’s a practical thing as well as a personal thing for him. When you’re trying to operate largely in secret to dismantle the underpinnings of your entire world, letting anyone in is a massive risk. He couldn’t risk compromising himself or his intel just because he put false trust in someone. He doesn’t trust another person not to hurt him (deliberately or not). 

Never getting hurt is an unrealistic expectation when you’re dealing with love, sex, or intimacy… and Obito knows this. So he’d rather just opt out altogether. Stick to the plan, focus on the ultimate goal.

**It’s worth noting as well that I don’t think he has any sort of sexual feeling toward Rin any longer. She’s his symbol now, his patron saint. Her kindness and fundamental goodness is what he’s trying to preserve. It’s not about being with her, it’s about recreating what she meant to him.**

MORE BEHIND THE CUT!

Keep reading