Moving out of state into a new place really puts a lot into perspective. It’s very up to you, always has been. Like a lot of it’s not, but too much of it is.
my grapple with violence was called out via a lil indie film today and it seems like universe is pointing me to obvious but terrifying realities. Also, I’m not the best and keeping friends and this shit sucks. At least I’ll turn 30 knowing instead of being ignorant. Just feels like I’m being called out a lot, even in my damn dreams. I get it. I get that I don’t, I get it.