these past months, however many i’ve been away, have been a good time of self reflection. i found myself getting increasingly bored / unmotivated by t*mblr , trying to find people to interact with across all my blogs was tiresome and proved not long lasting. the trends shifted, tastes for aesthetics and graphics moved too quickly to ever find my footing, updates happened. the p*ndemic happened, so many tragic things happened daily that trying to log on became pointless to me. i wanted to get back to writing creatively, for myself, creating original characters and i wanted to start reading books again. my attention span had been reduced to tiny bursts of energy enough for maybe a few articles and a short story. my unemployment and the weight of having stretches of time but no motivation lingered. finally, i started reading again, i started writing or at least organizing past works into word files. i’ve been flirting with the idea of writing f*nfiction for a few fandoms that never would work on t*mblr. please know that i appreciate those who have stuck by my minimal presence on this blog & for those who still follow me. I WILL SLOWLY BE GETTING BACK ON TO FIONA’S BLOG ( & REEVALUATING SOME OF MY OTHERS ) , I MISS WRITING ON HERE, I MISS MY WRITING BUDDIES, & I MISS FIONA GALLAGHER. xoxoxo daphne
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✦ ——— JAX : @ragekill
❝ thanks. i can always count on you to understand that type of craziness. ❞ fiona acknowledged with a grateful smile. at least jax got it . how crazy the bonds of family could be, how they could hold you back & at the same time propel you further ; further than you thought possible. a short bark of a laugh , amused at the imagery of her father outrunning not only a guard dog but the spray of a menacing shotgun. not like that was unfamiliar territory for him. ❝ i’d love to say that would totally stop him but ——— he’s been shot at before. always manages to bounce back. might be just what he needs though, coming from you guys. ❞ a wistful shrug of her shoulders as fiona mulled over the possibility of a pool day she had promised her little sister, thoughts drifting back to jax’s garage being guarded by hired guns. ❝ Mmhmm , we’re both lookin’ forward to it. public pools opened up early this year. debs & i try to get there before the rush. not a lot of kids wanting to go early in the morning unless they’re the swim teams but …. they got their high school pools & THEY if they really wanna be professional ‘bout it. ❞ she rambled lightly , remembering the off chance she had let debs go by herself and was greeted by a tearful girl when she had come home. something about older girls picking on her.
❝ that would be appreciated, jax. thanks . maybe the warning & the threat of violence is just what he needs to stop harassing you guys. hmm? oh, us? yeah. we’re doing okay. ❞ fiona answered with a half smile that never quite reached her eyes. she didn’t like displaying all her problems out there for the world to see but she knew jax would get it. ❝ lip’s doing pretty well in college. he doesn’t tell me everything but he comes home on the weekends & ian …. he’s doing well with ROTC. he’s hoping to go into the military . it’s carl we’re gonna have to watch it with . swear he keeps getting weirder & weirder. debs…. having a hard time adjusting , you know, well ——— the older girls at school. that whole tween to teen transition is a little rough. ❞ a release of quiet breath to steady her nerves that arose as she relayed how her family was doing to jax. ❝ what about you , huh? your mom? ❞ fiona prodded with a genuine grin this time, slapping the back of her hand against his shoulder playfully ❝ any new girls i need to get introduced to? ❞
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✦ ——— MAX : @hisflaws
brown eyes widened slightly at his nervous laughter, the way max was hiding where he had been with the flippant comment. fiona knew he would tell her eventually if he felt comfortable enough, hell, she might just pry it out of him too. he had been gone for months . that warranted some explanation. ❝ oh yeah? shit max, don’t scare me like that. ❞ she matched with an equally unsteady laugh , gesturing for him to follow her into the kitchen as she walked through the front room, the tv still on with the morning news & some unidentified sibling covered in blankets sleeping on the couch. ❝ alright, once you get your coffee you’re gonna have to spill. don’t care if the caffeine doesn’t hit you immediately, sounds like it might be a long story & lucky for you my patience meter is at a high. ❞ she teased lightly as she opened up one of the faded cabinets, grabbing a mug with whatever random saying one of the siblings had picked out ( or stolen quickly ) & poured the coffee from the carafe into the mug. ❝ do you need milk or anything with that? with you being gone for months, your coffee tastes might have changed. ❞ she chuckled, handing the mug to max and reheating her own mug in the microwave.
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heads up to @ragekill , @hisflaws & @pahriahs, & ALL MY MUTUALS , i have most of your replies written i just need to format.
i wanted to publicly post about it because i wanted to explain my absence. i haven’t been around really this past month because of my friend’s wedding this past week , i wanted to prepare for that. when i got back from that short trip, my laptop started having issues with the wi-fi even though my phone and my parents’ phones were completely fine. after a week of frustratingly trying to diagnose the problem, right now, at almost an hour of only losing connectivity once, is the longest it’s been without major issue. i don’t use my laptop for much except writing, photos, & streaming. i never take it outside my house but i’m shit with maintaining the regular cleanup that is probably required with a laptop . if i’m slow, this is why.
i also was FIRED from my retail job but i think that was inevitable with how i hear they are handling things with c*vid. because of my laptop issues it’s been limiting me on trying to actively find work which is also increasing the amount of stress i’m under. writing is a creative outlet for me, it is hopefully a soon to be professional outlet to me, i do not want to lose that creative spark. i want to connect and write with all of you wonderful people.
PLEASE KNOW THAT I AM ALWAYS ON DISCORD AND HAVE THAT INSTALLED ON MY PHONE. you can reach me there at: · ¨ ┅ ✦ . what up, old sport?#1391
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haven’t been around these past few weeks because it’s been super shitty and stressful with a one happy blip in between ( my best friend’s wedding ) . i’ve been furloughed from a crappy retail job where i barely made minimum wage since march & i found out this weekend while at my friend’s wedding that i had been fired. if that wasn’t bad enough my internet for some gd reason has been going in and out ONLY ON MY COMPUTER and i had just updated it before i left for my friend’s wedding. my dad for the past 5 days has been hesitant to fix it because he hasn’t had an issue on his phone or computer ( but he recently installed a new printer which i can’t even print from ) and recently my mom has been having issue with her phone. we can’t even get into our sm*rttv apps on our tv like hulu or netflix and if we can it’s VERY LIMITED. THIS IS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING. i can’t even do a proper job search rn because every 5-20 mins my internet keeps going out on my computer but somehow it’s been fairly stable on my phone. if i wasn’t lost before i’m feeling pretty hopeless now.
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me thinking about not being free from the hell that is the turn of the screw thanks to all these adaptations / influenced works : the haunting of bly manor, the turning, the boy , the others, the turn of the screw ( BBC adaptation, 1950′s film , etc ).
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fiona more often than not loves to top dudes and gals.
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my contribution to this day of nsfw content is the fact that fiona will get with anyone anywhere anytime even her high school crush when he was married & they did it in the back of her car & she was incredibly disappointed because he was bad at sex & he peaked in high school.
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𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 : 𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
— tagged by : stolen from the dash
— tagging : anyone who wants to do it!
adapted from this post ! BOLD what definitely applies to your muse. italicize what somewhat applies to your muse. repost; do NOT reblog.
𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 . tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate
𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒 . idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general, a tad codependent
𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈 . the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them
𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 . the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them
𝐋𝐄𝐎 . no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always
𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎 . can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are
𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀 . solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love their self
𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎 . easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves
𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 . impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them
𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍 . scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally
𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 . gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little
𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒 . empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation
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· ¨ ┅ ✦ . 👟 plotting call! by hitting the heart on this post that means you are wanting to establish some sort of dynamic between our muses or want to have a starting point for an interaction. if you like this post i will hop into your IMS to discuss a potential starting point or scenario for our muses. though i don’t have my verses written out yet, fiona is adaptable throughout many universes & i am open to writing au’s or in fandoms i know only a little about.
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4am-phonecalls:
Making someone horny when theyre in a really inappropriate place to be horny is my favourite hobby
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𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 : bold what applies to your muse, italicize what sometimes applies to them. 𝘳𝘦𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵, 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨.
𝐖𝐔𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 the wildness of open spaces. withered trees with limbs like spiders. abandoned homes. two souls that are the same. dying young. the ghost of a girl. revenge that does not satisfy. tapping at the window. knowing too much of the pains of others. cruelty that doesn’t fade. an unresolved past. marrying, but not for love. rolling hills. hair flying in the blustering wind. sudden illness. disinterment. the deep pain of loss. carrying a namesake that is not your own. facing a storm head on. an accent thick upon the tongue. a figure on the horizon, shrouded by mist. aging walls and rotting floorboards. intruding upon the wake of destruction. wasting away. together in death.
𝐉𝐀𝐍𝐄 𝐄𝐘𝐑𝐄: the madwoman in the attic. candle-flame and burn stains. soft laughter. a fire roaring in the hearth. silence in the halls. folded hands over modest skirts. the pain of being wronged. a wedding interrupted at the altar. dark brows. a horse riding up the path. the isolation of a church. gray skies. landscape as bleak as your soul. finding sanctuary. a bird flying free from its cage. discovering your worth. returning to a place that feels like home. falling in love in spite of yourself. schoolyards full of children. lying in bed while clasping a loved one’s hands in yours. hopeless prayers. hiding in an alcove to read. timid but strong. being true to oneself above all.
𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍 grand prose. the glory of nature. playing god. the spark of madness that drives creation. stripped down to shirtsleeves. the gritty streets of the city. staying awake too long. snow-capped peaks. retreating from society. innocent recollections that become twisted. a lost paradise. lightning across a dark sky. to be destined for one alone. shouting from the top of a mountain. strewn corpses. the implements of a surgeon scattered across a surface. a bride on her wedding night. books left open to gather dust, pulled from shelves. dark circles beneath the eyes. the deathly pallor of a corpse. things alive that shouldn’t be. desiring a love of your own. feeling your soul restored with a bliss that cannot last. icy terrain. unsatisfactory endings.
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐀 the long, fatal crack across a mirror. unearthly voices echoing through the dark. a duet. snow falling against statues of angels. the lament of a violin���s strings. resurrected hopes. the sensation of being watched. candles blowing out on their own. masquerade revelers. unrequited love. the snapping of a noose. an obscured face. the scintillating light of an ornate chandelier. mysterious and inexplicable catastrophes. watching your dreams shatter. curtains drawing back from a stage. devils that are angels. a soft kiss on the forehead. scratches of red ink. long capes and gloved hands. retreating to the rooftop. being led in a trance. love as your undoing and your salvation.
𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐁𝐁𝐄𝐘 the turrets of a gothic mansion made of stone. portraits looming above the stairwell. suspicion of all around you. dreaming of grandeur, awaking to normalcy. the sound of a carriage coming up the street. top hats and fine suits. dancing at a ball. the lavish throes of society. the thrill of being introduced. a mystery that goes ignored. chests that harbor secrets. old love letters. thumbing through the pages of a novel. disappointing the one you admire. the appearance of indifference. having your heart played with. grand rooms housing past memories. mistaken first impressions. affluent personages. kissing in the garden.
𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐀 your life draining out of you. a castle on a lonely precipice. fog spreading through woodlands. dutifully kept journals. enthusiastic correspondence with one you love. blood dripping down the chin. a tongue stroking sharp teeth. the howling of wolves coming closer. wreathes of garlic hung about the room. rosary beads and crucifixes. violence that spans centuries. tall figures that cast long shadows. disturbing the silence of a grave. the sensation of leaving your homeland. not dead, only sleeping. last wishes. a long and arduous journey. an ominous ship at sea. the sound of shovels in the basement. eerie lights that obstruct your path. goblets of blood red wine. a stake through the heart. to be at peace at last.
tagged by: @klugers
tagging: @ragekill , @bythieves , @wasme , @wtrss
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✦ ——— take THIS TEST for your muse and post your results , tag as many as you’d like ! REPOST , DON’T REBLOG
Warmth: |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Intellect: ||||||||||||||| 50%
Emotional Stability: ||||||||||||||| 42%
Aggressiveness: ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Liveliness: |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Dutifulness: ||||||||||||||| 50%
Social Assertiveness: |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Sensitivity: |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Paranoia: ||||||||||||||| 50%
Abstractness: ||||||||||||||| 46%
Introversion: ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Anxiety: ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Openmindedness: |||||||||||| 38%
Independence: |||||||||||| 38%
Perfectionism: |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Tension: ||||||||||||||| 46%
TAGGED BY: @bewrath thank you <3
TAGGING: @hewill , @herbrot, @bckley, @klugers , @ragekill & anyone else who wants to !
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loisnclark:
𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 !
do you want a certain kind of ship with my muse ? check out the key below & send me a symbol to tell me what kind of ship you want ! note : my muse = blog owner’s muse / your muse = sender’s muses
romantic relationships !
💘 friends to lovers
❣️ enemies to lovers
💜 love at first sight
💙 slow burn
💚 skinny love
💔 exes to lovers again
🖤 on again , off again
familial relationships !
🌼 older sibling
🌺 younger sibling
👭 twins
🌻 friends like siblings
🍃 cousins
🌵 parental
friend relationships !
☀️ best friends
🌦 enemies to friends
🌈 friends since childhood
⛅️ friends of circumstance
☁️ school friends
🌩 friends from traumatic experiences
enemy relationships !
🔪 friends to enemies
💣 stole something from my muse
🔦 stole something from your muse
🗡 bullied my muse
🔫 bullied your muse
⚔️ family feud
🛠 fueds between mutual friends
❌ guilty by association
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fakenasty:
actually sleeping with someone is so nice like waking up in the middle of the night and snuggling closer or lazily giving them a kiss or just feeling their arms around you squeeze slightly even though they’re in a deep sleep or handholding while you both are asleep ugh
that’s that shit I like
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myersmemes:
intimacy / non cringy nsfw prompts.
tw: nsfw (obviously).
touch me.
please touch me.
i need you.
i want you.
i trust you.
you look so beautiful / handsome.
be quiet.
make me.
i just want to feel something.
make me feel something.
i couldn’t stop thinking about you.
you don’t have to be so gentle with me.
be gentle with me.
my clothes look better on you.
is that my shirt?
this doesn’t mean anything.
don’t get attached.
try not to fall in love with me.
i want to be more than friends.
we’re just friends.
what are we?
what am i to you?
i love your bedhead.
just kiss me.
shut up and kiss me.
can i kiss you?
let me distract you.
i’ve missed you.
are you flirting with me?
say please.
please.
undress me.
is this okay?
are you sure?
tell me you want me.
come back to bed.
i don’t want to get up.
don’t go.
stay.
you’re so tense.
just relax.
i think i’m in love with you.
i love you.
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