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the future for this writing blog:

not much will change; after all, this is just a writing blog and i will still be accepting lookism/viral hit requests but those likely wont be as prioritized if i ever start writing for my new current interest

but hey, if i dont get any other fandom related requests then the lookism/viral hit content continues <3 (just... give me a moment to refresh my characterizations whenever i catch up on the series lol)

NOTE: believe it or not, i hope to get through all the requests currently sitting in my inbox 💪💪 also im not sure if tumblr has a dependable "mark as unread" feature so if u sent me a dm, i promise im not ignoring it, i just dont want to open it because i want the notif there to remind me to check since im going thru inbox first 😭

hi!! im still alive!! + updates on this blog

first: i would like to apologize for disappearing without a word for like. nearly a year. im terribly sorry for any worry i've caused T_T;;

honestly i have no good excuse for disappearing like i did especially without reason (not that im obligated to let everyone know my business but i did have a "i wont randomly disappear!" sentiment and yet... here i am) but in a nutshell, its basically: fandom shifts, college, and guilt.

if you want to know about the future of this blog fandom wise;

still going to be a lookism/viral hit blog (havent caught up yet) but most likely wont be as active in the fandom anymore;;; thinking of sticking as a lookism blog until that series ends but who knows when it will so i might eventually just change fandoms 😭

please dont feel bad about unfollowing or anything!! curate what u wanna see with who u follow, i take no personal offense, even if we've been long time mutuals!! ><

fandom shifts will probably be more common; i have this weird thing where i cant focus on multiple interests or i get stressed;; so i get obsessed with one thing for months/years but then once i lose interest and move on, its likely i wont return to it unless something triggers it. thats why i dont think "multifandom" fits me, i'll always be fandom focused, its just the fandom focus changes 😭

p.s. sorry if im being dramatic about this (i feel like a youtuber who got canceled writing an apology 😭😭) i just feel like i owe yall an explanation </3

if you're curious about me, i've left that under the cut;

got into a new interest which made me stop looking at lookism/viral hit stuff -> knowing my blogs are lookism focused, i decided to take a "break"

couldnt get myself back into lookism after my "break" ended -> couldnt get myself back on tumblr

started to feel guilty because i havent been active in a long while

senior year ending, school takes my priorities -> summer break comes, i swear i'll apologize on tumblr but guilt eats away at me and then i have to do college stuff

become a little active on tiktok, start feeling more guilty because im active there but not on tumblr

college begins, get busy with college stuff -> during breaks, swear i'll apologize on tumblr pt 2 but the guilt has piled up so much it feels like the equivalent of when a person cant get themself to reopen their animal crossing new leaf game because they havent touched it in a long time

first college semester ends, winter break starts -> finally convince myself to get over it and start typing all this up

once again im really sorry T_T i was not made for the content creator life bc i cant stay active for shit + i feel so bad gaining followers for one thing but once i move on from that one thing, it feels like im disappointing a lot of ppl even tho i know i dont owe strangers on the internet anything- im just repeating myself now but yknow

oh and for anyone curious: my current fandom is dmc <3

#adrien shush

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hyeonsu lee w a girly girl s/o? 😸

hyeonsu lee with a feminine s/o

details: general canon au, gender neutral reader

a/n: thank u for the request !! i tried to keep things under the feminine umbrella so im sorry if this isnt exactly girly girl stuff T_T

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> you'll never stop hearing the words "pretty" and "beautiful" <3 unless u prefer a diff term; he'll use that instead :]

> if you like makeup, he likes watching you put it on because it's a pretty cool process!!

> and yes you can offer to do his makeup for him, but he only wants a light, natural look u_u remind him to take it off before he sleeps tho because he'll definitely forget lol

> doesn't mind tagging along with you on shopping trips and 100% willing to hold all your bags for you

> enjoys any "fashion shows" you put on. he thinks you look good in everything though so don't expect anything other than him hyping you up <3

> if your personality leans more towards "sensitive girly girl", hyeonsu does his best to be mindful but if you lean more towards "sassy girly girl" then he loves starting lighthearted arguements with you lmao

> would try to not be one of those impatient boyfriends while you get ready for a date or something but... he might sometimes ;;

> he's not one for bright colors or flowers but he's happy to support u!!

> if your feminine style isn't the kind full of bright colors and flowers (like something more in the goth fashion style) then no worries! a dress is a dress, y'know, hyeonsu doesn't mind whatever style you like 💖

> hyeonsu when you wear skirts:

#viral hit x reader #how to fight x reader #hyeonsu lee x reader #hyeonsu lee #how are we doing hyeonsu fans <3 #i always love seeing yall in my notifs :] #...sorry about the last image btw. HDGEHWJD

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Adrien !!! How are you?

Guess who is done with exams?

Guess who got suck after exams??🙃🙃

JunTae anon

HI JUNTAE ANON!! im doing pretty alright!! it sounds like ur going thru it tho oh my god 😭😭 is everything okay,,?

#answers #juntae anon

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small efforts (gun park x reader)

details: fluffy scenario, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and gun are dating

summary: gun worries about how sad you've seemed lately.

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Gun paced back and forth around the hall. He felt unable to sit still, and his chest was tight. What was this feeling?

Helplessness?

If so, he hated it. He wasn't sure if he ever felt it before, but that didn't matter, he just wanted it gone. What he wanted gone more, however, was the source causing this feeling for him: your melancholy mood.

While believing one must experience downs to properly enjoy the ups of life, Gun realized he didn't exactly want to apply this philosophy of his to you. Well... no, it was more like... as someone who deeply cared about you, he just wished you would never have to suffer. Or something. Who knows, ever since he got involved with you, he's had a lot to figure out about his emotions (in a good way).

Anyway, he found himself rather worried as of late due to how tired you've appeared within the past week. He had questioned you and respected that you wanted to keep things private, so he did what could to support you in the meanwhile.

Nothing seemed to improve your mood though, thus his feeling of helplessness. He figured all he could do was keep trying, so that was exactly what he did. The small smiles you gave him in exchange for his efforts was more than enough to keep him going.

#lookism x reader #gun park x reader #i cant be consistent for shit #idk why i started writing scenarios in present tense (?) but ive been trying to keep to that but now i think im just- #gonna go back to past tense 😭😭😭😭

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I recently got into Lookism, and now that I read all of it I went to search for fics here. I just wanted to tell you that I absolutely adore how you write them all. Specially Gun. I liked him before but your writing made me appreciate the man a lot more, now I'm giggling like a school girl 😭💜 I also love your characterization of Goo, Vasco, Jake, Samuel, Yuseong (I find your writing of him very sweet!)... Everyone, really. Considering how drama heavy the comic is, I appreciate a lot the fluffiness, and I love how you manage to keep them in character while being soft. I'm going to keep reading your work and look forward for your future ones.

Sorry for the long text, and English isn't my first language so apologies if I didn't explain myself too well. Love your work, thanks a lot for sharing your writing with us!

OUWGHH,,,.,, ANON THIS IS SO SWEET........ SOBBING MY EYES OUT .. also dont worry about the long text, and your english is just fine !! <3

im glad u like my characterizations so much!!! its always so reassuring to hear people enjoy the way i soften them but dont make them ooc T_T 💕💕 (also welcome to the gun fanclub <3 ngl it was fanfics and stuff on here that made me rlly fall for him too so now i find it funny that im the person who has made someone else convert 😭😭)

i hope u have fun continuing lookism as it updates and looking at other lovely writing pieces on here by other people, as well as continuing to look thru my stuff <33 thank u so much for dropping by!! 💘💘💖

#answers #i love spreading joy im glad i chose to share my writing and its made other people happy AAAAAAAAAA #also i finally have 4 days off (at least i should. glaring at my english teacher rn) from writing an essay im gonna try to see- #how much writing i can get done!!!! #and i will try to catch up on lookism chapters this weekend as extra motivation;;

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always charming (jake kim x reader)

details: fluffy scenario, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and jake are dating

summary: your boyfriend's friends bring him home drunk.

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Loud crashing and yelling voices interrupt your peaceful night. You get up and walk to the door, only to see the Big Deal men hauling in your boyfriend, who isn't looking very sober.

"Ugh! Get! In! There!" Jason quite literally kicks Jake's ass into the house and Jerry mumbles for him to be careful. Jason just sighs until he notices you standing in the distance and plasters on an awkward grin. "Hi."

Brad and Lineman wave wildly with their hands once they also see you, exclaiming, "Hiii!!"

Lua suddenly pops up from behind Lineman, giving you a big grin and a wave as well while shouting a "Hiii!!!" of her own.

Meanwhile, Jerry waves. None of them looked particularly sober, and it was then you could tell Jason was the token sober friend during a night of drinking to make sure his friends went home safe.

You smile and greet them as you move to drag Jake into the house some more. "Thanks, Jason." He gives you a nod of acknowledgement before shutting the door for you and you chuckle as you hear bickering outside.

Turning your attention back to Jake, you say, "Better hope your drunk ass doesn't get a hangover tomorrow."

He puts on dopey grin. "Baby... the only thing I can get drunk off of--" He manages a wink. "--Is your love."

You roll your eyes in amusement.

#lookism x reader #jake kim x reader

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Not a request just a question out of curiosity. How did you feel when you first started out writing fanfics for a particular fandom? Have you always been passionate about writing? What is your method to know a character better so as to make your works seem close to their original personality?

I love your works, they genuinely make my day and would love to write for lookism one day as well and you're my biggest inspiration ❤️ hope you have a wonderful day :)

[Don't have to reply if you don't feel like it]

i got REALLY wordy so things are under a cut!

anyways can i just say this is such a sweet message 😭😭💓💕💓💕💞💖💞💕💓💖💞💘

thank u so much for sending this ask !! it always means the world to me when ppl express care and curiosity about other's creativity journeys :'] 💖

this goes for u, too, anon; if ur comfortable sharing, i'd love to hear ur own answers to ur questions! <33

how did you feel when you first started out writing fanfics for a particular fandom?

i started when i was around 9 and was very excited to share so thats what i did :] but over time i grew insecure and felt my old stuff was stupid lmao so i deleted it all off the web and then writing became a private thing for me for a very, very long time (writing like 40k, 38 chapters worth of stuff just for me 😭). i've wanted to share during my last few fandoms but never got the courage to until i got into lookism/viral hit !

(well, actually, i did share some writing during my "obey me!" phase but it was just text convos lol)

naturally, i was nervous putting my writing out in the world again esp bc the last time i did was when i like 11-12, and i was 16 when i wanted go public with my writing again 😔 im very glad i pushed myself to tho, bc its basically been a year now and i've had a blast!

i never imagined so many people would like my silly writing, enough to send in requests T_T 💕💖

have you always been passionate about writing?

kind of,,? i really only got into it because of fanfiction lol but i did consider becoming an author for like. a week of my life sjdhwhdj so really it's just a hobby i do since im the walking definition of "speaks little but thinks a lot"

gotta put thoughts down somewhere yknow? and at the end of the day, writing to me is just what art is to me; it's for fun and to express myself. sure, i wanna get better at both, but if my stuff turns out "objectively" bad, at least i know i had fun with it :'D

(that's my philosophy with art in general; make "bad" art!! have fun!!! enjoy life!!! i hate comparison/competitive things!!!! lets all just have a nice time being kind to each other!!!!!)

creative writing is very cool tho and i have a bunch of ocs i'd love to write stories for, but the artist in me is saying i want to do them webtoon style ;_;

what is your method to know a character better so as to make your works seem close to their original personality?

going to be honest, im not the best person to ask for this 😭 im the world's most casual writer and i take my "just have fun with ur art" thing very seriously;;

i.e. i just keep note of how a character acts throughout a story, characterize them along the way, and then use that as my base for any writing i do of them 😭

um. i also (re)read fandomwiki pages of them, if any, to double check for stuff 😭😭😭 occasionally i rewatch/reread moments of them in their stories when i want to look for something specific but otherwise it's just me going "hm would this character do this?", comparing it to my base, and reacting accordingly!

other times i straight up go "yeah they probably wouldnt do this BUT it would be cute so im going to do it 😍"

so, if nothing works, just let urself be self indulgent <3 unless u do want to take ur writing more seriously than i do, then uh yeah it would be much better for u to look up advice from people who take their writing more seriously ^_^"

final notes

thank u for liking my stuff, im very happy to hear they make ur day ;__; 💖💕💓💞 plus saying im ur biggest inspiration too is so,, ueueuueu,,,, ;;__;; 💞💘💞💞💘💕💖💘

i really hope u get around to writing for lookism or any other fandoms/original works!!! i wish u the absolute best with you and your writing journey, and feel free to tag/dm me with anything u write!! i'd be happy to support :]

hope you're having a wonderful day, too 💖💖

#answers

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baby steps (gun park x reader)

details: fluffy scenario, gender neutral reader/reader not mentioned, general canon au, you and gun are parents raising a kid together

summary: gun is doing his best to be a dad.

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"No--stop that." Gun swipes the crayon out of his daughter's hand, making her smile and tilt her head at him. "Don't do that. No mouth." He points at the paper in front of her and then himself. "See? Look. Crayons are only for paper." He draws a poorly made smiley face to demonstrate, but by the time he finishes, his daughter is standing up and waddling over to him.

He holds his hands out in case she falls, fortunately catching her when she nearly slips after stepping on his paper.

"Good grief..." he mumbles, watching her giggle before crawling into his lap and promptly sitting there. She seems content, suddenly not bored anymore, and Gun felt all his efforts trying to entertain her go down the drain. He sighs, relieved anyways. "I can't wait until your other parent comes home and hears how you've been treating me."

#lookism x reader #gun park x reader

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sweeter than candy (james lee x reader)

details: fluffy scenario, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and james are dating

summary: james likes candy, but he prefers you, and hopes you prefer the same.

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"What's that?" You point to a bag full to the brim of something that James brings home as he enters the house.

He takes off his shoes and smiles at you. "A fan showed me a new candy and I've been obsessed with it ever since, so I bought a bunch. Wanna try some?" He hums in delight when you nod and he walks over to sit next to you on the couch. He sets the bag next to him and pulls one candy out, handing it to you.

You carefully unwrap it before giving it a try. Your brows raise at the surprisingly good taste, and James nods in approval. "It's good, right?" You miss the smirk on his face as you busy yourself with the candy. "But it's not as good as the taste of my lips, right~?"

"Shut up," you reply, laughing with him. The laughter turns into giggles as he traps you in an arm and leaves playful kisses on your cheek while you attempt to (and fail) to push him away.

#lookism x reader #james lee x reader #lookism dg x reader #wondering if i should tag all my types of writing too... urgh i'd have to re-tag so many posts 😭

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[crawls out of a grave] heyy yall.... my return is not here yet but i found a bunch of writing scraps ive never posted so i'll be posting those for a while ^_^

#adrien shush #thank u to everyone for sticking around and for anyone who sent a request of any sort; ur patience is VERY appreciated 😭😭😭😭

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Bro how do you get so many requests 😭😭

JSHDSHD please 😭😭😭 a lot of them are texts/love letters so i can make rather short replies and dont mind, but also i havent been writing on this blog for like.... maybe almost a month? so naturally theyve stacked up 😭😭😭😭

#answers #i feel a little guilty but at least it also kinda motivates me ?? 😭😭 #@ myself; sobs pleeeaaaseeee get back into ur webtoon phase 💔💔

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Bruh I swear that PTJ and his team can (and would) make their hot characters either so damn good looking or fucking terrifying (Samuel, Jinyoung, anyone in Manager Kim, I'm looking at you). Also how are you :) have a duck (•⌓•) - Fellow Korean

fr 😭😭 i mean how else would he have gathered his fanbase, right? LMAOOO /lh

and im doing okay, but i am back in essay hell bc of classes starting up again T_T still trying to drag myself back into the lookism fandom as well so i can motivate myself to write requests sometimes soon 💔😭 how are you?

here's a squid! く⁠コ⁠:⁠彡

#answers #fellow korean anon

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#HOW DID I MISS THIS MENTION #SO SORRY SLIMESAM BUT THANK U FOR MENTIONING ME ON THIS SKDHWHDJ #AND DW I WOULD NEVER BAN ANYONE 😭😭 #xiaolung shenanigans #also sorry everyone for finally doing sumn with this blog only for it to be a silly reblog #IM STILL ON BREAK I'LL TRY TO COME BACK SOMETIMES THIS MONTH I PROMISE 🤞🤞

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i had this entire week free from schoolwork but instead of writing i spent it indulging in a diff fandom 😭😭😭

my apologies everyone, i may have to take a mini break before jumping back on the lookism/viral hit boat o7

(meaning texts/love letter responses are also on hold !)

#adrien shush #if anyone's curious it's metal gear rising . sam especially 🫶

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💬To eugene

》 Babe i know you are really busy but i just wanted to spend some quality time with you, can you probably make some time please?

》 I understand if you can't! But please atleast reply...

》 I really want to hug you and i really miss you

》 I love you and take care babe❤️ remember to eat healthy and drink lots of water

》 i know you dehydrated yourself don't even try to deny it!

Sometimes Eugene wished he never fell in love. Sure, he was never as overly emotional as many others nor was he stupid enough (his words) to do rash things out of love, but every once in a while he found himself having those idealistic "If only..." thoughts that only love could make one have.

Most prominently, "If only I didn't have to deal with Charles Choi..." and "If only I could run away somewhere where my lover, my brother, and Mandeok could all live carefree..."

As if you heard him thinking of you, Eugene noticed he received texts from you. When he read them, he disliked the feeling of heartache they gave him. How strangely uncharacteristic of him, to be feeling so much when he usually felt little as the cold leader of essentially a business gang.

He sighed and replied:

I'm sorry we haven't had the time to be together for a while. I will be sort of free for the next few nights, though, so you and I can spend some quiet moments together before heading to bed. After that, I'm afraid I can't risk taking off any more time from work. I'm sure you understand.

I will make sure to take care of myself. Make sure you do so as well. See you tonight, dear.

Eugene decided to get up to get a glass of water.

#lookism x reader #eugene x reader #leekeira #texts #damn sorry this turned out angsty af 😭

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💌 To Eugene,

Hello there prez! I am pretty sure you don't know me but i wanted to tell you about my feelings for you.

The thing is I really really like you

I was wondering if maybe we could go on a date this weekend? To get to know each other because even tho its embarrassing to admit i have liked you for so long but i barely know anything about you.

I understand if you refuse, i don't think you even know me but we have almost all the same classes!

I would be delighted if you could make up sometime to go on a date. I know you are really busy so i understand if you don't want a relationship or if you don't like me.

But could please reply atleast? It could just be a plain paper or something or just like a note? Or even No would do! But please reply...

Have a great day prez♡

Take care

-from y/n

Y/n hurried up and left the pink coloured letter with with a light fragrance of her favorite perfume on the desk of the famous and respected president of their school. She hurriedly sat on her desk and pretended like happened before the class started and kept glancing at Eugene throughout the class and other classes that they were in.

[Here reader had actually helped Eugene when he got bullied but forgot about it. Eugene had liked her ever since but reader doesn'tknow about it]

[I am sorry for the storyline you can ignore it if you want to😭]

[a/n: AWW NO DW ABOUT THE STORYLINE its cute and helps me cater my response to sumn you would best like <33]

[Some days later, while working on some schoolwork, you notice someone standing in front of your desk. You look up only to see your crush with a pretty smile you had never seen before. He sets down a sleek black envelope on your desk, slightly sliding it towards you as he quietly says, "For my secret admirer," and walks off as if he didn't just make your heart explode.

Nervously, you look around and open the envelope as quietly as you could. Holding the letter close to you, you read...]

Hello,

I've read your letter and have decided that I wouldn't mind if we got to know each other a little better. As far as I know, you are a rather good hearted person who's never done any wrong intentionally. Even during my most difficult days at this school, you stood up for me. However, it seems you don't remember. Ironic that you have a crush on me now, isn't it?

Anyways, unfortunately I will be busy all weekend, but how does next weekend sound? A restaurant dinner perhaps, or is that too fancy for a first date? Either way, leave the bills to me.

I look forward to seeing what kind of person you are below your surface. Let's take things slow, shall we?

-Eugene (And please, no need to call me prez.)

#lookism x reader #eugene x reader #leekeira #texts #this letter was so cute 🥺

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💬 Zack .....this is my last day .... my fever keeps getting worse and I can barely see shit now....tell the squad I love them and that I was the one who took zoe's foundation.... coughs dramatically....

Zack rushed out of the store after picking up medicine, cans of soup, blankets, and whatever else he could get his hands on that he felt a sick person needed and got back into his car after sort of tossing everything in the back.

He was on his way to your place because of your texts about how you felt your fever growing worse, and as a good friend, he wanted to help you get through it. He started his car up and began to drive until he remembered he should check on you.

While in the middle of reading, he nearly drove over some brown haired guy with a mullet who yelled, "Watch where you're going, fucker! Ever heard of no texting and driving?!"

Zack moved his car window down to shout back, "You're the fucker who tried to cross when the light turned green for me!" The guy ignored him as he walked off and Zack grumpily closed his window back up.

"That guy kinda looked like Johan...?" He shrugged. "I'm probably imagining it." He continued reading your text, but through text-to-speech this time. Using that same method, he replied back:

Please hang in there. I'm on my way right now!

I would be typing in caps to show my urgency and worry, but I'm using sex to speech since I'm driving

I said sex

Text god fucking damn it!

Sorry. Anyways, you won't die, I promise. The stolen foundation secret can be safe with me

#lookism #zack lee #the stolen foundation 😭😭😭😭😭 #also sorry i had to make a reference 🫶 #for anyone that doesnt know zack ran into taehun from viral hit lol #just a reminder that ptjverse is connected apparently 🫶