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You know what, I'm just about done with social services and the horrible mistreatment that comes with it

5 years ago, I was put into a supported living after being placed in foster care at the age of 8

Now I never wanted to go into a supported living, I was made to live in a supported living.

I understand somewhat, due to my past I had horrific mental health issues, so I agreed.

I was told I'd only be here for a year and then I'd get help in regards to getting my own place to live.

It's now been 5 years.

The place I live never do background checks on the people they take in, due to this a lot of dangerous people have been taken in here.

One person that stands out for me was a serious drug addict who kept a machete in his room but would take it out and swing it around once the staff had gone to bed.

The same guy ended up assaulting one of the staff to the point where we had to get the police involved.

There have been many other incidents where the police have had to come to my house.

It's got so regular that I come back from work to find a police car outside my house and I just have to say to myself 'just another day'.

I can recall so many incidents in my house where I feared for my safety.

I have been telling social services that I am independent enough to leave since 2020 and to this day I'm not even on the housing list under my borough.

I am incredibly independent, to the point where people living alone tell me I'm more independent than them.

I've shouted to the rooftops that I don't need this house anymore, and still social services are keeping me here.

I ran away December 2022 and after being reported missing and endless emails from social services, I was forced to come back here for a meeting in a place where they know I don't feel safe.

Is this how you treat so called 'vulnerable adults?'

I've been wanting to pursue a career for years but due to me living here, I cannot work over 15 hours a week because I'm not allowed to come off benefits while living here.

I've been asking to leave for years, yet I'm still here, still feeling on edge every time I come home and still living in a supported living that I do not need.

Social services, please do better.

#social services #do better #mental strength #supportedliving #send help #i am miserable #i am stuck #im trapped #paragraph #harsh truth

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Confession: my ex was always accusing me of cheating

One day he got his mates to try chat me up on snapchat

Every time I look on social media it was another test

So you know what, I cheated on him.

#confession #confess your sins #revenge era

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Thirsty bois

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Little jewel

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These darn bots amiright?

#fucking bots #sex bots #sort it out #calm down #annoying #wtf lmao #tumblr why

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Chilling with the bestie xo

#emo #the wonder years #goth #makeup #alternative #pop punk #alt girl #gothgoth

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let the drip wars beggin

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I have a friend like this

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