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#i hate drawing ppl from the neck down! #dangerous animals #pt #hux #these shitheads

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Dogstock are typical of what are often deemed the ‘evil’ races in many other fantasy works. They were created by some higher force to be slaves, they are carnivorous by nature, they resemble animals other than human in dentition and build. They growl and bite and walk behind.

The Uhasr (a dogstock culture) are descendants of such slave-infantry that was abandoned when the empire that used them to capture the steppes decided the land wasn’t so profitable after all, and more pressing matters drew their attention elsewhere. Like tools left spent on the ground, the unneeded, excess dogstock were left to survive on their own in Hochkiskuph. The native peoples, of course, did not welcome them any more, or see them any less as oppressors when the hand released the lead. To the Hochkiskuph peoples, the Uhasr are a predatory ghost, an echo that consumes them even in absentia. To the Uhasr, one human is much like another, differing in number and equipment, but never in essence. Uhasr are a species of wild animal with a human face. Humans are prey on two legs. Humans smoke and poison uncovered dens on principle, Uhasr abduct and consume men and women and children all the same.

A common trend I have noticed in media which aims to humanize monsters, is that it often relies on passivity. Humanity is contingent upon kindness. The monster that is A Person only so long as they are a harmless thing at heart, something which can be understood and befriended. Their violence is reluctant, their hearts noble. Grace is a concession to the dominated. Only the toothless beast, declawed and pinioned and caged, is one which has earned its personhood. The ontological enemy supersedes the ontological man.

#haven't posted them much (all wips) but been thinking about the sphinxish people in my setting. same world as thrones #different part of the continent like 2 whole seas away #this is inspired by a shitty comic a friend is reading and also thinking some of the writing in the long way to a small angry planet re #hostile aliens really really sucked. #i want to talk abt this more so im posting it if you have thoughts i would like to hear themmmmm #i'm very cynical about this kind of stuff lmao #dogstock #im also reading tollkien rn so im thinking about ORCS #i dont actually like the lotr trilogy all that much but not even bc i think the writing is bad i just think its kinda boring. sorry. #thats not a very interesting reason to not like something i dont even think its not good im just not super entertained. rip #like not saying there is no issue with it at all writing wise there is very much to say abt how it is utterly and uncritically #white good black bad fair elves and dark orcs and shit like that #but i've liked things more that have bigger issues. hi pern. maybe i just like shlock! idk! #rambling. im keyed up hi #the gibberish in spookygibberish

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Might do more of these

#ally #dangerous animals

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The time is nigh

#diary #sona #its WARM out again

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WIPs and dev and stuff - all things I plan to expand on soon

#dogstock #Ibistock #jar of mice

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I have... a vision

#neopets

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Stop equipping every character with therapy speak and instead consider placing them somewhere on this chart

#directly relevant to my post from like a week ago. should do this for my bitches

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Also everyone who's following me for neopets, get ready for esoteric worldbuilding

#not soon. but inevitably. #i keep em on their toes #texting

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Sorry @ the people who followed me for esoteric worldbuilding. have some more neopets

#skeith #neopets #yhis is my active pet her name is princess raw meat and she eats garbage and cheap petpets #if i can get 3-4 million np i would love to mutate her

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I have strong feelings about poogles

#the original poogle art is the best pet art and i am not lying #neopets #poogle

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the hoes are more than a little alarmed by my new and innovative blowjob technique the "death roll"

#HUXLEY

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Another fun thing is like. The disparity of how I think of my characters and how they think of themselves and how they exist in the context of their world. I listen to a lot of new wave and most of Ally's playlist reflects that but he would only listen to classical music and either dislike or have no strong opinion on the songs ***I*** like that make me think of him.

Also ***I*** think of them as nb or even possibly transfem but those are alien concepts to him and he is too disconnected from the sort of communities where such notions would even begin to enter his awareness to consider such things, not to mention the mountain upon mountains of shame and repression and self-isolating resentfulness that would need to be scaled first, + these feelings are utterly redirected into his weird elf cum* drinking transformation scheme to transcend humanity. Anyways that's a lot of words for I always want to theythem him but that's not actually something he would like. Appreciate, if if it could even happen in the actual context the character inhabits.

*it's not cum but idk if the reality is significantly better. The goo.

#the setting is like #late 60s early 70s flavored. for some context #dangerous animals #alistair #he is another character where he is utterly wrong about how he actually feels and what his motivations are. hes not at all stupid but #hes sort of like. too alienated misanthropic and repressed and unwilling to peel back the comforting fictions he lives in #i love ally i should do more with him #chatacter that would be EXTREMELY different but also not all that different if you put them in the modern day. #the thing about like. what gender do you refer to a character who you have this knowledge about but that knowledge is not applicable to #their own context or self perception #is interesting #texting

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If i ever rekindle my passion for my little blorbos and then ever make a post where they are telling you the inner machinations of their mind in monologue form I am sorry to inform you that most of them straight up would just be wrong about why they're feeling what. Not even lying on purpose just like. Incorrect. They don't know shit about psychology. They've never been to therapy. The one who does and has 1) is emotionally intelligent enough to lie through his teeth and 2) lives in the year 1972 ((adjacent reality))

#thibkibg about why hux thinks he acts and feels the way he does and i dont think he even knows shit about trauma as a concept that extends #beyond physically injury at all #texting #trauma is when someone like attacks you with a knife or sharp stick perhaps and then you kill them and perhaps eat them and move on. right #jack would be sooooooooooooooo into freud

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Commission for @toothwalker !

#commissions #portrait

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Wild Seed, I was named after the protagonist! My mother was a strange and lovely woman.

She sounds wonderful (and had great taste in names and books!)

#answering

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All my monsterfucker friends are truly, unreasonably horny about the thrones. Thank you so much for them

IM SO FLATTERED

#opens a drawer on my desk. looks in. smiles. closes it again. #answering

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My two creative settings are strange, intricately detailed, large-scale worlds and cultures and stupid evil horny blorbos

#you get one or the other #texting