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I have an ever growing rainbow corner in my house, finally decided to frame and hang the Misfits Pride poster I got last year featuring these three dorks lol

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#personal #my shit #rainbow #rainbow tree #rainbow flag #ranboo #aimsey #snifferish #misfits gaming #boober #rainbow Christmas tree #picture

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Please reblog and add your nationality in the tags along with what you answered! I'm very curious about this; and it's not to shame anybody, so don't be rude!

#Canadian #eh

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Everyone pick up your government-assigned fursona, grab your two colors then combine it with this random animal picker. Tell us what you get and no rerolls, I don't make the rules.

#aardvark #leaf green #pearl mouse grey

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Me, anytime I try to do anything with family and they immediately start drama

#i love them all but #they do this everytime #im ready to give up tbh #its too much stress #i cant deal with them man #i just wanted to celebrate my late fathers birthday #and its turning into a 'whos handling it the worst' competition #i still love them #but this is just getting to be too much #personal #this is fine #gif

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Friendly reminder that this blog is pro-choice and if you don’t think everyone should have full control of their own body, then kindly unfollow me right now and go to hell

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Anyone interested in buying this youtoonz off of me? Long story short, a 'friend' of mine asked me to help her buy this as she was broke at the time, but then we had a massive falling out and she's blocked me everywhere, sooo I'm hoping that I can get my money back and this can go to an actual fan of this youtuber 🤷‍♀️ I'm asking 60$ (Canadian) to cover the original cost plus shipping, message me if interested!

#akidearest #youtoonz #youtuber #youtube

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Day 7: Okay!

He took a little surprise swim

#i feel this on a daily basis #ranboo

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Who wants a turtle burger? 🤤

#chilledchaos #seananners #youtoonz #allshamnowow #gassymexican #:v

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Stop convincing yourself you’re wasting your life away. The time you’ve spent resting and healing was and is necessary. You’re not a waste of a person if you find yourself struggling right now. Healing, recovering, sitting with your pain is foundational. It’s not a waste. You are still whole.

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So this is just me screaming into an empty sky, but I need to just vent right now because holy fuck do I live with an awful roomie.

So to start, shes not doing well mentally or financially, so I've been helping where I can, usually meaning I buy her groceries almost every week and I buy occasional gifts to cheer her up. It's now turned into me basically being a second piggy bank for her, and I know I can say no, but the nerve of her seeming to expect me to say yes all the time is fucking infuriating.

Also I cant talk about healthy eating, weight loss, obesity, or CICO around her because it's basically hate speech apparently, even though I just wanted to share the progress I've been making that's been really hard for me to make. I cant even call smokers addicts cause apparently its rude and disrespectful! 🙄

I'm also expected to basically do most of the chores around here cause shes got back problems from past accidents, so even if I've been working 10+ hours days (plus commute) I have to clean the house myself, clean the outside, and take out the compost recycling and garbage as well.

Shes been on stress leave for like a month now and my god is my sympathy wearing thin. She sits at home 90% of the time either sleeping or playing games (on my tv that I let her use mind you) and seems to not understand just how exhausted I am from working all the time, like I'm sorry I dont have time for much after work I've been up since 4am and i got home at 5pm, forgive me.

And now the latest bullshit, we got our shower re-caulked yesterday at 11am, landlord said itd be fine to use in 12 hours, I waited until 7pm today to use it cause I'm dealing with monthly lady problems and like hell I'm gonna stew in my own stank until tomorrow night. And when I got out of the bathroom my roomie asked if I'd showered so I said yes, and she said "ok I dont want to talk to you anymore, go to bed". Like ??? I feel like I'm living with a bitchy mother again man.

Nothing around here is cheap for rent and honestly I like her cats too much to move, but my fucking gawd do I hate users like this. I feel trapped and hopeless here, I lost my dad to cancer last year so I'm limited on support, and it's taking ann my self restraint to not scream at her. I'm so close to a mental breakdown but it seems like my issues don't matter to her, all I feel from her is disappointment and disgust and like I'm somehow the problem here.

Honestly if it weren't for my dad I'd consider self harm, hes the only thing keeping me from going back to that dark place. (That and my dog, who's curled next to me right now)

I cant even sleep right now cause I'm so mad, she also just cooked the one thing that wakes me up at night so its gonna be a while anyways. She told me when I moved in that she was difficult to live with, I didnt think itd be this bad. I'm trying to rebuild myself after losing my father and it just feels like shes tearing down any progress I make, shit hurts man. I guess misery does love its company.

If anyone actually wasted their time to read this, thanks I suppose, I dont mind nor care if you didnt though, I'm used to being ignored and I've been thrown so many pity parties over the course of my life I'm sick of them. Goodnight <33

#personal #long post #vent #feel free to ignore

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 “hi welcome to mcdonalds what can i get for you?”

“yeah can i get a deluxe quarter pounder with cheese?”

“absolutely, do you want the meal or just the sandwich?’

“uuuuuh hold on”

*fishes something out of my pocket*

“mikey what do i do?”

“get the fries. youll need the energy in the coming days”

*stuffs it back in my pocket*

“uhh yes please  the meal would be great”

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🎶"Stay alive, stay alive for me...."🎶

#personal #it me #top #tattoos #tattoo #21 piløts #21 pilots #twenty øne piløts #tyler joseph #josh dun #twenty one pilots #tøp #truce #song lyrics #skeleton clique

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And sometimes all you want to do is die