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It’s amazing how one interaction can have you thinking about someone all day long.

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I spent the morning taking cock like a champ, eating breakfast in bed, watching anime, and getting my back scratched, but for some reason tonight I’m sobbing in my bed over someone who hasn’t given a singe shit about me in god only knows how long because it’s not like he was ever honest about how he felt.

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Distance is taking off the rose colored glasses and being presented with deceit, manipulation, and abuse.

I no longer make apologies for what I had to do to survive.

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Remember that I showed you what you would have missed if you’d settled, and you’ve shown me that I need to think twice about love. We aren’t the same.

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Just like that, it’s like you were never here.

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I wasn’t sad for one whole morning, and I’m proud of myself for that.

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cuddles ≈ getting absolutely railed

#im willing to argue

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“They say searching for love is like searching for yourself, when you find yourself you find love because they are the same.”

— (hatin)

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No matter what I do, or how good to myself I am, I still wake up in the morning and can barely breathe- completely overcome with emotion. I just want to be okay