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JULIE MOLINA’S GUIDE TO BEFRIENDING A THREE GHOSTS (insp)

#i lost my old tags but this is so cute :'(

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·  ﾟ ♬  ♪  ♫ ・  how  about  a  little  plotting  call  ?

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #if we've already talked let's reconnect! it's been a while since i've been here #give this a like and i'll come into your dm's :')

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realizing  that  i  have  a  Type  and  reconciling  that  i  don’t  need  a  multimuse  with  all  of  them

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #high-achieving girls from teen shows who were treated so badly by their writers #aka quinn fabray and allison argent and courtney from total drama my beloveds #ok s1 gwen from total drama too

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JULIE MOLINA’S GUIDE TO BEFRIENDING A THREE GHOSTS (insp)

#this is so cute :') #and so sad :') #· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ NO MUSIC IS WORTH MAKING IF IT'S NOT WITH YOU — ( the phantoms. ) #· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ SHINING SO MUCH BRIGHTER THAN BEFORE — ( self. )

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(   *   &.   –   WE  ALL  STILL  LOVE  BOY  BANDS  /  LYRIC  MEME .

BACKSTREET  BOYS .

‘  all i ever wanted comes right down to you.  ’

‘  don’t pretend you’re sorry. i know you’re not.  ’

‘  i can see that you’ve been crying.  ’

‘  i can’t get you out of my head.  ’

‘  i can’t imagine life without your love.  ’

‘  i can’t take it back, what’s done is done.  ’

‘  i don’t want to make you face this world alone.  ’

‘  i tried to go on like i never knew you.  ’

‘  i will be late, don’t stay up and wait for me.  ’

‘  i wish that i could believe that there’s a day you’ll come back to me.  ’

‘  it seems like we’re meant to be.  ’

‘  i’ve been fighting to let you go.  ’

‘  loneliness has always been a friend of mine.  ’

‘  quit playing games with my heart before you tear us apart.  ’

‘  sometimes i wish i could turn back time.  ’

‘  tell me why i cannot be there where you are.  ’

‘  without you all i’m going to be is incomplete.  ’

*NSYNC .

‘  every little thing i do never seems enough for you.  ’

‘  i just wanna tell you that i had enough.  ’

‘  i loved you endlessly and you weren’t there for me.  ’

‘  i promise you never will you hurt anymore.  ’

‘  in the end, you know it’s gonna be me.  ’

‘  i’m going crazy without you.  ’

‘  i’m not like them.  ’

‘  i’ve loved you forever, in lifetimes before.  ’

‘  no matter what i do i feel the pain with or without you.  ’

‘  promises never last forever.  ’

‘  tell me what to do now ‘cause i want you back.  ’

‘  things are getting out of hand.  ’

‘  why don’t you be my girlfriend? i’ll treat you good.  ’

‘  without you in my life, i just wouldn’t be living at all.  ’

‘  you’re all i ever needed.  ’

‘  you’re all i ever wanted.  ’

‘  you’re probably gonna start a fight.  ’

ONE  DIRECTION .

‘  although i am broken, my heart is untamed still.  ’

‘  does it ever drive you crazy just how fast the night changes?  ’

‘  i can be the one you love from time to time.  ’

‘  i wanna be with you.  ’

‘  i wanna feel your love.  ’

‘  if i didn’t have you there would be nothing left.  ’

‘  i’m in love with you and all these little things.  ’

‘  i’m not good at making promises.  ’

‘  i’ve been waiting for this time to come around.  ’

‘  nothing can come between you and i.  ’

‘  she don’t feel the same about us in her bones.  ’

‘  you light up my world like nobody else.  ’

‘  you taught me how to be someone.  ’

‘  your hand fits in mine like it’s made just for me.  ’

‘  you’re my only reason.  ’

‘  you’re perfect to me.  ’

‘  you’re turning heads when you walk through the door.  ’

NEW  KIDS  ON  THE  BLOCK .

‘  all that i needed was you.  ’

‘  damn, you’re so my type.  ’

‘  do you have to leave?  ’

‘  give me one more night to love you.  ’

‘  i can’t control myself.  ’

‘  i don’t want to see us part.  ’

‘  i love you. i guess i always will.  ’

‘  i’ll be loving you forever.  ’

‘  i’ve got to have you all just for me.  ’

‘  love the way you turn me on.  ’

‘  tell me you’ll stay.  ’

‘  the thought of you still makes me crazy.  ’

‘  the very thought of losing you means that everything would go down under.  ’

‘  we don’t have to say goodbye.  ’

‘  you got to know that you drive me wild.  ’

‘  you made all my dreams come true.  ’

‘  you’re always on my mind.  ’

BOYZ  II  MEN .

‘  can you love me again like you loved me before?  ’

‘  every moment without you, it seems like eternity.  ’

‘  how could you love me and leave me and never say goodbye?  ’

‘  how do i say goodbye to what we had?  ’

‘  i know i just need one more chance to prove my love to you.  ’

‘  i thought we’d get to see forever, but forever’s gone away.  ’

‘  i will not let go till you tell me to.  ’

‘  it’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.  ’

‘  i’ll make love to you like you want me to.  ’

‘  i’m begging you come back to me.  ’

‘  i’m sorry i let you down. please forgive me.  ’

‘  please come back home.  ’

‘  saying how we feel is no longer allowed.  ’

‘  we belong together and you know that i’m right.  ’

‘  we don’t even talk anymore.  ’

‘  where did we lose our way?  ’

‘  you belong to me, i belong to you.  ’

JONAS  BROTHERS .

‘  everything’s alright when you’re right here by my side.  ’

‘  how long will i be waiting to be with you again?  ’

‘  hugs are overrated, just fyi.  ’

‘  i can’t get your smile out of my mind.  ’

‘  i don’t wanna love if it’s not you.  ’

‘  i finally found the missing part of me.  ’

‘  i gave my all for you now my heart’s in two.  ’

‘  i never thought that i’d catch this lovebug again.  ’

‘  if the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?  ’

‘  i’ll never make it on my own.  ’

‘  i’m burning up for you, baby.  ’

‘  i’m done with awkward situations and empty conversations.  ’

‘  i’ve been missing you, it’s true.  ’

‘  well i’m done with texting. sorry for the miscommunication.  ’

‘  you don’t know what you got till it’s gone.  ’

‘  you’re beautiful but you don’t even try.  ’

‘  you’re the light that makes my darkness disappear.  ’

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ WE WILL FIGHT TO SHINE TOGETHER — ( ask memes. ) #rip sunset curve you would've hated the jonas brothers

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i’m  a  simple  woman.  taylor  swift  releases  an  album  and  i  think  abt  my  jatp  muses.

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #what if i....came back here lol

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me:  disappears  for  literally  months

sb:

me:  i  should  make  a  big  time  rush  rp  blog

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #i went to the btr forever tour and uh i'm back in my btr phase now ig

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* (  EVERMORE ALBUM BY TAYLOR SWIFT /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

willow

❛ The more that you say the less I know ❜

❛ Wherever you stray I will follow ❜

❛ I’m begging for you to take my hand ❜

❛ I come back stronger than a 90’s trend ❜

❛ Wait for the signal and I’ll meet you after dark ❜

❛ Show me the places where the others gave you scars ❜

❛ I should’ve known from the look on your face ❜

❛ Every bait and switch was a work of art ❜

❛ That’s my man ❜

champagne problems

❛ Your heart was glass, and I dropped it ❜

❛ I dropped your hand while dancing left you out there standing ❜

❛ Now no one’s celebrating ❜

❛ I can’t give you a reason ❜

❛ This dorm was once a madhouse ❜

❛ I never was ready, so I watch you go ❜

❛ Sometimes you just don’t know the answer till someone’s on their knees and asks you. ❜

❛ She would’ve made such a lovely bride, what a shame she’s stuck in her head. ❜

❛ You won’t remember all my champagne problems ❜

gold rush

❛ I don’t like a gold rush ❜

❛ I don’t like anticipating my face in a red flush ❜

❛ I don’t like that anyone would die to feel your touch ❜

❛ Everybody wants you ❜

❛ Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you ❜

❛ I don’t like slow motion double vision in rose blush ❜

❛ I don’t like that falling feels like flying till the bone crush ❜

❛ What must it be like to grow up that beautiful? ❜

❛ The coastal town we wandered round had never seen a love as pure as it ❜

❛ You know it could never be ❜

❛ My mind turns your life into folklore ❜

❛ I can’t dare to dream about you anymore ❜

❛ At dinner parties I won’t call you out on your contrarian wit ❜

‘tis the damn season

❛ If I wanted to know who you were hanging with while I was gone, I would’ve asked you. ❜

❛ So we could call it even ❜

❛ You could call me “babe” for the weekend ❜

❛ The road not taken looks real good now ❜

❛ The holidays linger like bad perfume ❜

❛ You can run but only so far ❜

❛ I escaped it too, remember how you watched me leave ❜

❛ But if it’s okay with you, it’s okay with me ❜

❛ I’m missing your smile ❜

❛ We could just ride around ❜

❛ Sleep in half the day, just for old times’ sake ❜

❛ I won’t ask you to wait, if you don’t ask me to stay ❜

❛ The heart I know I’m breaking is my own ❜

❛ It always leads to you and my hometown ❜

❛ You could call me “babe” for the weekend 'tis the damn season ❜

tolerate it

❛ I notice everything you do or don’t do ❜

❛ If it’s all in my head tell me now ❜

❛ Tell me I’ve got it wrong somehow ❜

❛ I know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it ❜

❛ I take your indiscretions all in good fun ❜

❛ I polish plates until they gleam and glisten ❜

❛ While you were out building other worlds, where was I? ❜

❛ Now I’m begging for footnotes in the story of your life ❜

❛ I’m always taking up too much space or time ❜

❛ You assume I’m fine ❜

no body, no crime

❛ We meet up every Tuesday night for dinner and a glass of wine ❜

❛ It smells like infidelity ❜

❛ No, there ain’t no doubt ❜

❛ I think I’m gonna call him out ❜

❛ I think he did it but I just can’t prove it ❜

❛ No body, no crime ❜

❛ I ain’t letting up until the day I die ❜

❛ I’ve cleaned enough houses to know how to cover up a scene ❜

❛ They think I did it but they just can’t prove it ❜

❛ I wasn’t letting up until the day he died ❜

happiness

❛ I see this for what it is ❜

❛ I was dancing when the music stopped ❜

❛ In the disbelief I can’t face reinvention ❜

❛ I haven’t met the new me yet ❜

❛ There’ll be happiness after you ❜

❛ I would’ve loved you for a lifetime ❜

❛ When did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? ❜

❛ When did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt? ❜

❛ I can’t see facts through all of my fury ❜

❛ You haven’t met the new me yet ❜

❛ There’ll be happiness after me ❜

❛ There is happiness in our history ❜

❛ I can’t make it go away by making you a villain ❜

❛ I pulled your body into mine every goddamn night now I get fake niceties ❜

❛ No one teaches you what to do when a good man hurts you, and you know you hurt him too ❜

dorothea

❛ Do you ever stop and think about me? ❜

❛ I got nothing but well wishes for ya ❜

❛ This place is the same as it ever was ❜

❛ It’s never too late to come back to my side ❜

❛ Are you still the same soul? ❜

❛ Are you still the same soul? I met under the bleachers ❜

❛ They all wanna be ya ❜

coney island

❛ If I can’t relate to you anymore then who am I related to? ❜

❛ Did I close my fist around something delicate? ❜

❛ Did I shatter you? ❜

❛ Sorry for not making you my centerfold ❜

❛ Lost again with no surprises ❜

❛ It gets colder and colder when the sun goes down ❜

❛ What’s a lifetime of achievement? ❜

❛ I pushed you to the edge but you were too polite to leave me ❜

❛ Do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there? ❜

❛ Will you forgive my soul? ❜

❛ Will you forgive my soul when you’re too wise to trust me and too old to care? ❜

❛ Sorry for not winning you an arcade ring ❜

❛ Close your eyes ❜

❛ Did I leave you hanging every single day? ❜

❛ Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest gray? ❜

❛ When I got into the accident the sight that flashed before me was your face ❜

❛ The sight that flashed before me was your face when the sun goes down ❜

ivy

❛ Your touch brought forth an incandescent glow ❜

❛ My pain fits in the palm of your freezing hand ❜

❛ Your opal eyes are all I wish to see ❜

❛ I’d live and die for moments that we stole ❜

❛ It’s a violent blaze in the dark and you started it ❜

❛ It’s the fiercest fight of my life and you started it ❜

❛ You started it ❜

cowboy like me

❛ Dancing is a dangerous game ❜

❛ I’m never gonna love again ❜

❛ I’ve got some tricks up my sleeve ❜

❛ Takes one to know one ❜

❛ Never wanted love, just a fancy car ❜

❛ I could be the way forward ❜

❛ You’re a bandit like me ❜

❛ Never thought I’d meet you here ❜

❛ It could be love ❜

❛ You’re a cowboy like me ❜

❛ I know I’ll pay for it ❜

❛ Forever is the sweetest con ❜

long story short

❛ I tried to pick my battles til the battle picked me ❜

❛ I fell from the pedestal ❜

❛ Long story short, it was a bad time ❜

❛ Long story short, it was the wrong guy ❜

❛ Now I’m all about you ❜

❛ I’m all about you ❜

❛ I always felt I must look better in the rear view ❜

❛ When I dropped my sword, I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door ❜

❛ But if someone comes at us, this time I’m ready ❜

❛ No more keeping score ❜

❛ I just know there’s more ❜

❛ I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things ❜

❛ He feels like home ❜

❛ Long story short, I survived ❜

marjorie

❛ Never be so kind, you forget to be clever ❜

❛ Never be so clever, you forget to be kind ❜

❛ What died didn’t stay dead ❜

❛ Never be so polite, you forget your power ❜

❛ Never wield such power, you forget to be polite ❜

❛ The autumn chill that wakes me up ❜

closure

❛ It’s been a long time ❜

❛ Seeing the shape of your name still spells out pain ❜

❛ It wasn’t right the way it all went down ❜

❛ Yes, I got your letter ❜

❛ Yes, I’m doing better ❜

❛ It cut deep to know ya, right to the bone ❜

❛ I know that it’s over ❜

❛ I don’t need your “closure” ❜

❛ Don’t treat me like some situation that needs to be handled ❜

❛ I’m fine with my spite ❜

❛ I know I’m just a wrinkle in your new life ❜

❛ You’re reaching out across the sea that you put between you and me ❜ but it’s fake and it’s so unnecessary ❜

evermore

❛ I’ve been down since July ❜

❛ I replay my footsteps on each stepping stone trying to find the one where I went wrong. ❜

❛ I was catching my breath, staring out an open window ❜

❛ I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain would be for evermore ❜

❛ I can’t remember what I used to fight for ❜

❛ Can’t think of all the cost and all the things that will be lost now ❜

❛ When I was shipwrecked I thought of you ❜

❛ In the cracks of light I dreamed of you ❜

❛ In the cracks of light I dreamed of you and it was real enough to get me through ❜

❛ I had a feeling so peculiar that this pain wouldn’t be for evermore ❜

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liveshaunted·:

             the things is - he knows he shouldn’t have went and got his hopes ups. or to let themself even think about the possibility of them and julie. it was selfish of him, he knows that - but, why can’t he be that way sometimes. their selfishness into allowing themself to feel this way is getting not only him hurt but her.  “so what.” at this point, he’s not caring if julie will think of him as selfish for this, but luke has always fought for the things they want, and in death they’re not going to stop. “who cares if it’s a bad idea?” they’re trying not to let himself cry, but god can he feel the tears filling at the brim of their eyes. “i think it’s too late for that, i think i’ve already fooled myself. have you not?”

there are a hundred cruel thoughts that pass through julie’s mind when luke poses these questions.  just as she had after mom died, it would be so easy to let them consume her.  to lash out in anger and retreat into her shell for another year or two.  she tries to temper it, she does, but grief rises up in her like a wave and threatens to drown her.

“i care!  and i’m the only one who cares, because you have never had the experience that i have.  you will never have the experience that i did.  i loved someone so much and now she’s gone.  i can only handle loving so many ghosts, luke.  do it enough times, and you’re just hurting yourself.”

#liveshaunted #· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ A MILLION LYRICS RUNNING THROUGH MY BRAIN — ( threads. )

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oh no i watched along for the ride and now i want cute beachy threads :’(

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liveshaunted·:

❝ i’m so much stronger than i was before . ❞ | @sprkbright·· | meme [ accepting ]

          A proud smile spread across his lips, “That you are,” Reggie says brightly, and sure he knows that she had to get low get end up stronger - he himself knows that feeling, he’s been there - done that ( it may repeat with him but - that isn’t something he is going to talk about ). “I like this you, it’s wonderful.”

it takes a lot to bring the words out of julie’s mouth.  she doesn’t like to brag, or talk much at all about her feelings.  it feels corny saying it out loud, like something out of a movie, and yet she can sing loud and clear about this kind of stuff onstage.  but she is proud of it.  

she shrugs, tucks some curls behind her ear, and continues.  “i like her too.  i don’t think you wouldn’t like the me from before.  i sure didn’t.”

#liveshaunted #· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ A MILLION LYRICS RUNNING THROUGH MY BRAIN — ( threads. )

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‘TOL AND SMOL’ PROMPTS

feel free to combine these with dialogue whether it’s something you make up or from other memes your partner has reblogged. 

[ BEND ]  for the shorter muse to tug the taller muse down so they can kiss their forehead. 

[ LEAN ]  for the taller muse to lean down to kiss the shorter muse’s forehead. 

[ LIFT ]  for taller muse to lift up the smaller one and sit them on a surface where they can be eye level. 

[ CLIMB ]  for the shorter muse to find somewhere to perch so they can be eye level with taller muse. 

[ INTERRUPT ]  for shorter muse to stop during the middle of a conversation and stand on a chair/sit on a table so they can be eye level with the taller one. 

[ GIVE ]  for the taller muse to place their jacket around the shorter muse’s shoulders,  the garment essentially ‘swallowing them whole.’

[ TAKE ]  for the taller muse to find the shorter one has ‘borrowed’ a shirt/sweater/jacket etc.  which is oversized on them.  

[ GO ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one and carry them away from a potential/just started fight. 

[ RIDE ]  for the taller muse to give the shorter one a piggyback ride so they don’t have to keep up. 

[ SEE ]  for shorter muse to insist on getting to ride on the taller one’s shoulders.  

[ FIND ]  for the taller muse to lift the shorter one by the waist so they can reach something. 

[ EMBRACE ]  for the taller muse to lift the shorter muse off the ground when they hug. 

[ CATCH ]  for the shorter muse to run and jump into the taller muse’s arms. 

[ CARESS ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one to kiss them. 

[ GIVE ]  for the shorter muse to stand or climb to sit on a higher surface to demand a kiss from the taller one. 

[  PULL  ]  for the shorter muse to tug the taller one down by the collar to kiss them. 

[ URGE ]  for the taller muse to tilt the shorter one’s chin up so they can look at their face. 

[ LOWER ]  for the taller muse to kneel in front of the shorter one so they’re less intimidating. 

[ HELP ]  for the taller muse to use the advantage of their stature to shield the shorter one from something. 

[ AID ]  for the taller muse to pick up the shorter one to lift them over something  (  stairs,  while hiking, a large puddle etc.  ). 

[ INSIST ]  for the shorter muse to guide the taller one to sit so they don’t have to keep looking up. 

[ COMFORT ]  for the taller muse to tuck their chin atop the shorter one’s head while they hug. 

[ MELT ]  for the taller muse to lean down so they can bury their face into the shorter one’s shoulder. 

[ GENTLE ]  for the smaller muse to hug the taller one while they are seated so the taller one can hide their face against them. 

[ BLOCK ]  for the taller muse to stand in front of the shorter one to prevent them from having to see something. 

[ CUDDLE ]  for the taller muse to the big spoon. 

[ HELD ]  for the shorter muse to be the big spoon. 

[ TENDER ]  for the taller muse to kiss the shorter one’s head while they embrace. 

[ GENTLE ]  for the shorter muse to kiss the taller one’s chest while they hug. 

[ REST ]  for the shorter muse to lean forward and press their forehead against the tall one’s chest/shoulder while they stand in front of each other. 

[ TOUCH ]  for the taller muse to lean down and press their forehead to the shorter one’s. 

[ PRESS ]  for the shorter muse to take hold of the taller one’s face to pull them down so they can press their foreheads together. 

[ GAZE ]  taller muse is sitting and the shorter one who is standing in front of them takes their face into their hands while they talk. 

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ WE WILL FIGHT TO SHINE TOGETHER — ( ask memes. ) #guys julie is So Short i cannot stress that enough

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ofsweetness·:

carrie’s somehow always liked the rain. you can cry and no one can tell if your face is wet from tears or the weather. plus the sound of the drops falling on her rooftop, the way the glass of her many windows fogged from the way the heat inside meets the cold outside. she’s not ever really had to drive herself anywhere, but she learned anyway, one of her usual drivers teaching her rather than her somewhat terrified father. plus what ever would she do with her custom pink car if she couldn’t drive it? she remembers letting nick take the keys once… never again would be too soon. she likes nick. really, she does. but god he’s so reckless these days. 

she’s making her way out of the school building to the parking lot when she sees a shivering julie standing outside. carrie contemplates her options. she’s pretty sure julie would reject her offer of a ride, for one reason or another, plus she probably does have someone coming to get her. she herself has a pink vinyl coat on, hood and umbrella over her head, it’s late enough in the day she’s not worried of mussing her hair. the jacket she’d had on earlier, just for looks, when it wasn’t so stormy out is tucked in her bag, but seeing the other, carrie makes a quick decision as she pulls it out, reaching out to julie in more ways than literally. no, carrie’s not necessarily convinced she and julie will ever be friends like they used to be. there was too much hurt between them for her to think that way. carrie’s resentment is hard to bury, and she’s certain julie hates her anyway. but she takes the jacket, and at least it can shelter her from the cold, if not the falling raindrops overhead. 

“you’re welcome.” she’s so nonchalant it might almost feel cold despite the smile on her face, but she doesn’t mean to be as stormy as the world around them. “oh no i’m going home.” she shakes her head, tilting it back a bit as she talks, almost absorbed more by the world than this conversation before she focuses in on julie again. “the girls are meeting me at my home studio later tonight though! my dad’s gone for the weekend, again, so we’re going for a bootcamp type energy. sleepovers, dance rehearsal, group bonding, songwriting sessions. you know, that sort of stuff?” her high pitched voice wraps around her words like they’re normal to say. for her they are. not exactly for most. “what does your weekend look like?” she doesn’t follow it up with a snippy comment, but julie may be surprised to even hear her ask as she steps closer to share her umbrella. carrie may have decided to wait with her- at least for a bit, even if she wouldn’t say so necessarily. 

it’s not that julie doesn’t care about carrie.  does she love getting harassed and put down and reminded of her failures?  also no.  it’s a balancing act that she’s had to figure out over the last few years.  they basically grew up as sisters, and now there’s a weird tension that arises whenever they’re in the same room.  on one hand, julie figures that’s just what growing up is like.  carrie didn’t like rock.  didn’t want to play it, or sing it, or have anything to do with it, and flynn did.  double trouble was nearly triple threat.  julie had tried.  and then  . . .  that was it. dirty candi came around.

carrie mentions the other girls and julie feels a pang of  —  jealousy, maybe?  she doesn’t want to be there tonight  ;  there was nothing that sounded worse than being in a room full of girls in coordinated pastel learning choreography.  but it’s an undeniable reminder that her place had been filled.  sleepovers for group retreats, taking silly online quizzes for group bonding, whatever that looks like now.  she shrunk back into her bubblegum coccoon and gave her most convincing smile.  “wow, sounds  . . .  intense.  are you guys getting overtime pay for that?”  she laughs, but the smile fades quickly, both as she realizes how unfunny she was and as carrie steps closer to cover her with her umbrella.  julie watches her closely, equally grateful and confused.

“oh, it’s uh  . . .  some of the same stuff, i guess.  the guys and i are working on a few new songs.”  it feels wrong to bring up her band so casually, and she rushes to compensate.  “swedish time is really weird.  we’ve gotta facetime at like, three in the morning, but it’s worth it.  gotta put the work in however you can, right?”

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ A MILLION LYRICS RUNNING THROUGH MY BRAIN — ( threads. ) #ofsweetness

[sprkbright]

not me jumping right back into my btr phase after remembering that i got tickets for their tour this summer 😷

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #i'm gonna hear boyfriend live and have an absolute stroke

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liveshaunted·:

❝ i can’t be yours and you can’t be mine . ❞ | @sprkbright· | meme [ accepting ]

           Lips tug downward into a frown as he takes in Julie’s words - it’s a very sad and harsh reality that he doesn’t like facing. They never were a fan of certain realities in life, there are plenty they want to forget are real and plenty of dreams he wishes were real. “But… we could try, couldn’t we?” A desperate plea to cling to it ; to the idea of them even if there would be struggles along the way - Luke knew that was how life was anyway, but you just got to move past them. “What if I want to be yours?”

JULIE  DOES  HER  BEST  NOT  TO  LOOK  AT  HIM.  looking at him hurts, even though she’d imagined this conversation again and again.  nothing could’ve prepared her for it to actually happen, or for luke’s response to be so  . . .  vulnerable.   she tightens her jaw against the prickle of frustrated tears that threaten to fall and holds herself as steady as she can.

“there is so much that makes that a bad idea.”  she shakes her head.  she’s angry  —  at the world, at the missed opportunity, at him.  “the band, for one, and you guys are  —”  dead.  “i don’t . . . i can’t fool myself.  and i don’t want you to fool yourself either.”

#liveshaunted #· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ A MILLION LYRICS RUNNING THROUGH MY BRAIN — ( threads. ) #setting this mid-canon if that's ok bc Ghost Angst

[sprkbright]

not to project but julie doesn’t get her drivers license until at least senior year of high school.  girlie is not interested in getting around by herself until she absolutely has to.

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ RAISE YOUR VOICE TO THE RAIN — ( thoughts. )

[sprkbright]

starter call!  like this for a starter ( most likely based on a song / lyric ) 

#· ﾟ ♬ ♪ ♫ ・ IS SHE TALKING ABOUT PIZZA? — ( ooc. ) #multimuses please specify!