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i love one (1) eustass captain kid™
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sshikigami · 3 years
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Zoro + Hamster Cheeks
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I just want to kill myself bye
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“I’m tired, Shinya,”
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anatomy practice? ( or a reaon to draw shirtless guren ? 🤔 )
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­Why is everything ­so fucking hard for me?
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honestly thank you, this is the best take on her character ive seen, the rest is always just excusing her actions
Mahiru excuses
How is it that Mahiru is guilt-free of all the garbage that she has done based on always the same, "possessed by demons" and that is the excuse for every sinister act she has done, the worst they excuse her actions as a child as if she would have actually been an innocent, sweet and loving girl .. In another excuse .. "Their meeting was planned by saito" .. (Sometimes I wonder if it is me or there are people who ignore the details) .. another excuse is "Shikamadouji is the great master and he's been possessing the hiragi family and manipulating them in everything they have done" excusing not only mahiru but the hiragi family. Another of the excuses and the worst to justify the abuse and genocide is "it's all in the name of love, protection and salvation of the world" which gives her the right bcs her only dream was to be a normal girl, who wanted to get married and have childs.
First: even if their meeting was planned by Saito, she knew very well who was ichinose's family and she cared little and nothing about damaging them bcs her intention was that her father would be furious for going to see guren .. If no one can't see that Mahiru already showed signs of being controlling, narcissistic, irritating, manipulative, and that she began to forge Guren's mind based on turning him into something that he wasn't and Guren was fine being the way he was, he felt good, normal. Do you really think that constantly pushing, harassing, and forcing a person to love you is being sweet, innocent, and a cute little girl? Even more shifting the blame on Guren, when her family came to question ichinose's family. This is loving someone?
"Also, even if I am being found, will Guren become strong and protect me right?"
“Because talking with the child of trash Ichinose House, must be the thing father despise most.
So there is something wrong here, that is not love, much less using the word "love" based on pure manipulation. Mahiru's "love" never existed. It's obvious that since then, Guren began to feel weak, physically and mentally, an ichinose rat. If Mahiru really loved Guren and vice versa, look at Resurrection as Guren makes it clear and realizes that "she has been manipulating him since the moment they met, that is, from 5 years old to 16 and still does. Stop calling emotional abuse as love. even more so when he doubts his feelings all the time. And even though their meeting was planned by saito, in resurrection guren asks himself .. "why we fall so fast". Bcs guren was never in love. If your feelings are clear, you don't doubt that you simply love that person. It was never love from either parts. Love without boundaries is not love at all; it is obsession where the end of getting one’s unhealthy needs met justifies the means of destroying another person.
Second: "the excuse of demonic possession" Mahiru could have been born with a demon, but she made it clear that she was experimenting with herself and could control it and in the novel more than once she showed that she could control them, in fact she controls them and makes guren feel miserable constantly using guilty tactics and here it is the same with tenri hiragi, it is true that he was possessed by shikama, but even so he was aware of it and it was fine about it bcs he love being powerful, the same is for mahiru, she did this the same to herself bcs she wanted it that way, she made it very clear several times, the worst thing is to say that even when she transformed into a vampire the demons continued to influence her. Didn't mahiru make it clear that the demonic power she had was not enough and wanted it more? So she became a vampire, mahiru, her decisions, her actions were decisions made by mahiru hiragi herself, her demons, transforming into a vampire were her additions to obtain more power, she always showed that she was aware of what she was doing and doesn't cared about hurting others in the process and worse still she didn't feel or feel any remorse, bcs of course it is all "in the name of love towards Shinoa and Guren". Killing Guren's friends was out of jealousy and envy, beyond making Guren pull the trigger, which was perfect, two birds with one shot. And here again it's the same shifting the blame on guren.
Thirst: "everything mahiru has done is shikamadouji's fault .. Beyond that shikamadoji is the great master.. They cannot blame him for the decisions that each person makes, and each one made. It is clear in resurrection that saito makes it clear to guren about the big master. Shikamadoji has no interest in the human heart. What you think, how you live who you love or hate. Everything is meaningless for him. In other words, the decisions that each one makes are their own, mahiru made her decisions, it is unbelievable that one can think that bcs there is a master behind hiragi's family, they were not able to live as they decided. If he had wanted to kill ichinose's family he would have done it a long time ago, if he had wanted to kill sayuri, shigure also especially goshi and mito that belonged to hiragi's house, and they forged a friendship with guren and killing them would be a good reason, at least for the hiragis, not to mention shinya who could have been killed long ago. Mahiru from the beginning wanted to get rid of them. They were just a nuisance to her, just like she treats every nuisance on her way, kills them.
Mahiru made it very clear and this is the world for her. She doesn't care about a single human life.
"Guren's friends have nothing to do with her, they are pathetic guren' s attachment . " If we work together, I'm sure the two of us will be able to perfect this power. No one will be able to stand against us. No one will ever get in our way again. For now, all you have to worry about is killing them. Take the next step forward, Guren. Claim your power.
"I'm trying to be with you, Guren. To live with you, even if it's in the next world. Even if it’s in a world where mankind can no longer survive. But for that to happen, we're going to have to be demons."
I will never understand how we talk about mahiru's love for guren and guren for her when this is what she's done to guren since always.. Emotional abuse include verbal aggression, intimidation, manipulation, and humiliation, which most often unfolds as a pattern of behavior over time that aims to diminish another person's sense of identity, dignity and self worth, and which often results in anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts or behaviors, and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). And that's what love is? Guren not only suffers from all this but also from emotional trauma. That was the "love" that Guren felt towards Mahiru.
Mahiru is a narcissistic psychopath. If we believe that their relationship would have been eternal and full of love, we should see more deeply. Mahiru was already toxic since child. Guren's life would have been the same as it was in catastrophe, and as it's now. Do you think guren would have had a normal life with mahiru when she didn't mind hurting guren's family as a child and even as teenager? It would have been the same, only in this case we used the excuse of her possession. Mahiru is her true self even with the demons.
Love is something that is safe, supportive, trusting and respectful. Abuse is not any of these things; it's about power and control.
Last but not less important .. shinoa .. I see that the physical abuse is justified on the basis of .. "she may be twisted but in her way she cared about shinoa" .. The brutal abuse towards shinoa is justified again on "the demons" If you love your sister, look for other ways, because there are thousands of ways, that is not even a way to protect much less with the excuse of "possession" and in case no one didn't notice it, Shinoa was already emotionless bcs they were experiment with her like if was normal .. This is not care, or love, it is brutal. And here I cannot blame shinoa bcs for her, abuse is fine in the name of love, shinoa already being abused in experiments is normal, and it is not like she could understand it bcs to her it was " i'm not good enough" and just had only 4 years old, there is a big difference between shinoa and mahiru at that age. Mahiru 5 years aware of what she was doing and wanting, shinoa innocent girl, who already showed signs of depression, low self esteem, stress and hadn't self worth. Shinoa justifies the abuse as love bcs she feels that the only person who loves her is mahiru, even having 16 years after being abused by mahiru she sees it as an act of love and it is wrong, bcs shinoa's brain is completely damaged seeing abuse as love, it's the same case of guren. They both suffered and continue to suffer abuse, so where is the justification towards mahiru for brutally beating shinoa for love when shinoa was already showing serious signs emotional problems before the brutal beat. There is no justification.
Mahiru is nothing more than a physical and emotional abuser who has done nothing but cause severe emotional trauma to people and commit atrocious acts with the same excuse and justification as always "love".
I can't understand why are so many excuses toward her, like if nothing she has done were her will. Mahiru is evil, stop justify her and excuses her actions in the name of "love".
(@dulciasouls1 hope you like it bcs i know this thing is bother you, and i understand that so well)
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sshikigami · 3 years
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as far as i remember he was good father too and that guren wanted to de-thrown the hiiragis by himself not because it was the wish of his dad, guren loved his father dearly and im sure that if he sakae was a bad father he wouldnt love him look at the hiragis they all have been threaten like shit even kureto kinda does hate his father
Sakae Ichinose was a good man, but was he a good father?
I’m sure he loves his son very much, but sometimes I just can’t help but wondering. 
 Despite the fact that Sakae was treated like garbage by the Hiiragi,he never thought of fight back. Because he doesnt have the courage to go against the Hiiragi.
 But secretly,he hope that his prodigy son can over thrown the Hiiragi in the future. So he put guren through a series of harsh training since he was a child, constantly reminded him that he is Ichinose family’s only ticket out of this shitty situation, that he is their only hope to escape from the Hiiragi.
 But this is too much a burden for a child to bear. Despite that guren is getting stronger physically, he cant help but feeling helpless and thought of himself as weak, because he was never strong enough to defeat the Hiiragi.
 Not to mention Sakae never had the guts to stand up and protect guren everytime he got assaulted. Like that time when little guren was badly injured after the Hiiragis beat him up, Sakae still took guren to the Hiiragis and made him apologized, eventhough guren was the victim here. And he sure didn’t opposed when guren was experimented on.
 I dont know, maybe l am judging Sakae too harshly. Sakae was a kind man, and he sure didnt deserves such horrible death. But i dont think he was a good father. Guren’s friends like shinya, goshi and mito did a better job at protecting him from the Hiiragi.
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sshikigami · 3 years
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HAIKYUU!! WEEK DAY 4 — CONNECT
Favourite Pair/Duo: Hinata Shoyo & Kageyama Tobio
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What chapter is this from?
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"You know, I really don't want Mito-chan to get hurt"...
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What chapter is this from?
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"You know, I really don't want Mito-chan to get hurt"...
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sshikigami · 3 years
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Ha sorry about that! A scenario where Guren's s/o calls him daddy or lieutenant and he gets super turned on! ( O would prefer daddy but if you're uncomfortable with writing that , lieutenant it is)
{Hey it’s no problem at all! Eh, I’m very iffy about that word, sorry man so lieutenant it is. Also, I’m kind of in love with this man, so writing this won’t be a burden at all. I’m still learning how to write lemon-y stuff so feedback is much appreciated c:}
“Say it.” He murmured against her supple skin, hips gyrating against her own. A whine escaped her lips.
“O-oh, h-hah, Lieutant!” She moaned, gripping onto his raven locks. His thrusts were getting quicker and her walls clenched around him. Guren’s scorching hands roamed her sweat slicked body, searing, hot breath against her neck.
“Louder.” His teeth sunk into her skin and his fingernails dug into thighs.
“Lieu-lieutant!” He groaned against the shell of her ear. His lips now hovered above her own, brushing against hers as pounded into her. Her eyes shut as she felt herself slowly start to unravel.
“Once more, please.” His tongue grazed her lower lip teasingly.
“Lieutenant…” She whispered, feeling his stroke getting sloppier. A final grunt left his mouth before he released; she soon followed after.
He placed a chaste kiss on her lips. A smile adorned her face and he returned it. He pulled out from her and slipped off the condom and discarded it into the trash. Covers pulled up to her chest, she watched as he ran a hand through his hair and put on his briefs.
“Lieutenant Guren? More like Lieutenant Kinky.” She teased. His face reddened as she laughed and he threw his white under shirt at her head. He submersed himself completely under the sheets, embarrassed by her words.
“Shut up.”
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sshikigami · 3 years
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Masterpost for all things Owari no Seraph
I thought I’d make a consolidated post for all the extra ONS things that have been put into the fandom so that things are hopefully easier to find/reference. Feel free to let me know if I overlooked something or messed up any links. Everything that is not credited is my own upload/translation. I highly recommend following those credited throughout this post if you want to stay up to date with such contributions, also because they deserve it. Feel free to send them thanks for their hard work and please don’t pester them about updates (^-^) Thanks, and I hope this helps~
Remember to support the series if you can and buy the English version of the anime here. And the English version of the Guren Ichinose’s Catastrophe at 16 novels here and here. 
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Chapter 0 (Yuu and Guren)
Light Novel Translations: Guren Ichinose’s Catastrophe at 16 (Thanks go to @tang-wei, Baka-tsuki/contributors,  @owari-owari, @2minutesofyourtime. ) The Story of Vampire Mikaela (thanks go to @chilly-territory) For light novel summaries, feel free to visit @rhole‘s blog
OVA: Kyuuketsuki Shahar English sub (with great help from @2minutesofyourtime) Kyuukestuki Shahar raw
Owari no Seraph: Bloody Blades event translations (courtesy of @tang-wei)
Serafest at JumpFest 2015
Translation of Kagami’s remarks on the future of the series; from vol.10
Fanbook 108 translations: Mangaka AU raw Mangaka AU English Scanlation Yuu  Mika Ferid Lacus and Rene (from @chileanli) Animate short stories (courtesy of @chilly-territory): Animate Animate meets Guren Yuu and Guren visit Animate
Drama CDs: First Drama CD from special edition vol.8 Second Drama CD from season 1 BD 2+Cute voice clip First Drama CD for Guren Ichinose’s Catastrophe at 16 ->Translation courtesy of @2minutesofyourtime Second Drama CD for Guren Ichinose’s Catastrophe at 16 ->Translation courtesy of @2minutesofyourtime Butler Cafe AU (Shitsuji Seraph) Drama CD (with translation links courtesy of @2minutesofyourtime)
Seraph of the Endless Season 2: Master-post Shinya’s laugh ^.- Episode 1 raw Episode 1 sub Episode 2 part 1 raw Episode 2 part 1 sub Episode 2 part 2 raw Episode 2 Part 2 sub Episode 2 part 3 raw Episode 2 part 3 sub Episode 3 raw Episode 3 sub Episode 4 part 1 raw Episode 4 part 1 sub Episode 4 part 2 raw Episode 4 part 2 sub
Musical Full (not subbed) Subtitled clip from the musical Main theme from the musical Yuu and Mika duet
Season 1 creditless op Season 1 creditless ed
Unmei no Hajimari video translations (Courtesy of @chileanli)
Official popularity poll results
4-koma Serapuchi! (a few Serapuchi!:Serapetit!) Masterpost  Started by: @fukasenanairo Continued by @tang-wei 
I will update this post as more comes about.  Latest update: July 7, 2016 (Musical Full, Lacus+Rene, 4-koma masterpost)
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