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when u realize the guys u went to high school with are now the cool older men college aged girls wanna date

#UGH GOD HELP THEM LOL

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I just don’t serve cunt like I did when I was 23

#I gotta get back to her

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#I’m trying SOOOO HARD not to fall in **** ISNSOSKKSKSNSJISJENEKSNDKDJ #LITERALLY being so mean to myself like ohhh this won’t last he’ll see the real you and leave LMAO

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I’m afraid I am approaching dangerous waters…. Lol. I’ve been holding my feelings back for months but I don’t think I can keep being so restrictive anymore

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My internet crush follows one of my mutuals….. i am screaming

#like #I’m RIGHT THERE #mind u she is gorgeous but god throw me a bone for once

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I hope tarot TikTok is truth cuz some of the shit on there is really resonating lmfao

#and listen…… it’s too relevant to be a coincidence

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I think I have body dysmorphia bc when people tell me how skinny I am all I can think of is exactly the areas I need to lose weight lmfao

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Depression!

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I hate that I miss the most abusive relationship I’ve ever been in. It was also the most fun I’ve had

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threat threat threat lol. No safe place

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when do the wounds heal?

#this is what I get for using the word triggered as a joke lmao

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:)

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I love when a person I know irl has been so vague and nomadic that idk where they live or where they are in the world. Like go girl get the hell out of here lmao

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Sometimes I forget that I’m living my dream of being a girl in my twenties living alone in an apartment with enough disposable income to travel. I really have nothing to complain about

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Ok I’m blonde again life is well

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HE GAVE ME THE EEWWWWWWW

#LADY BONER GONEEEEE

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