stalin-grad

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12•11•2020

I took a little break from studying today because I’m all caught up and have just been working ahead in forensics because I’m just like genuinely interested in it, but I felt myself getting burnt out.

Instead I went thrifting at my local charity shop and absolutely scored. God I love oversized men’s clothes. 10/10.

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a shout out to matt murdock for being the patron saint of chaotic disabled dark academia

these comics have been living in my mind rent free since middle school,,, my 13 year old deaf self was shook at the notion of an edgy disabled lawyer and that has been my aesthetic ever since 😪

#daredevil #marvels daredevil #matt murdock #marvel #disability representation #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia

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i wrote an article in the local paper which pressured my high school into going virtual today bc we’ve had a MASSIVE uptick in cases lol my school administration hates me,,, but I’m already in college too so what are they gonna do? Fail me?

Chaotic Acadamia is a lifestyle ✏️☕️🗡

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Since I know none of yall have lost your energy for supporting black people right now, you should check out this blog with over 1000 black-owned online shops.

https://themadmommy.com/black-owned-etsy-shops/

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real talk: I love tumblr for the aesthetics of blogging, studyspo, and writing prompts, but it’s like practically impossible not to come across thinspo or other triggering shit. I feel like I’m starting to relapse and I’m so scared. Anorexia destroyed my life and I don’t want it to again.

#eating disoder recovery #aneroxia nervosa #an recovery #neda #ed recovery #ed #bn recovery #renfrew #ERC #mental illness #mental health #I’m using tags bc i rlly wanna make some recovery friends for support pls

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i might not have a will to live, but I do have pretty notes so I do not see the difference.

#study inpiration #studyblr #studyspo #academia #light academia #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #student #school #bullet journal #stationary

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IF UR READING THIS UR ASSIGNMENT IS DUE CLOSER THAN YOU THINK GET CRACKING

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a personal favorite was my dad ✨reappearing after 7 years✨ while I was in treatment and contacting me constantly now trying to build a relationship

Bonding Exercise

Reblog with something your parents have decided is oh, SO helpful to your recovery even though it just makes you feel like shit.

I’ll go first. My parents will constantly send me old photos of myself when I was heavierset in order to guilt me into gaining weight. Very counterintuitive. Brain go 🚨.

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Just found out I’ve had the wrong economics textbook this entire year 🥰🥰 love that 4 me

not to be dramatic, but macro is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me ever.

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not to be dramatic, but macro is the worst thing that’s ever happened to me ever.

#study inpiration #studyblr #studyspo #stationary #study aesthetic #taking notes #aesthetic notes #studygram #student

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^^ not mine, just HEAVILY relatable

My Studyblr introduction

🕯basics

My name is Olivia Joyce, but in uni i want to shift to going by Joyce because I feel it suits me more.

I’m 18, and a senior in high school.

I’m 70% deaf, so I use hearing aids but can also lip read/sign.

From NY, USA.

📝academics

I’ve been lucky enough to be in an advanced program so I have been going to uni classes half my day since 10th grade.

That means I’m also in my second year of college too.

I’m majoring in journalism as a pre-law.

I’m from NY and intend to go to Gallaudet next year.

Currently my courses are through Syracuse University.

🌕 interests

I love writing, especially academic.

I do like fiction too, but don’t write it much.

I love love love art and seriously considered persuing a career in art.

But I shifted towards law b/c I also have been obsessed with politics and history since I was a kid.

I’d also consider myself an activist, my top points usually being environmental and violence.

I hope to get into disability law, being disabled myself.

I’m vegetarian, but mostly out of preference, although as I got older I’ve shifted away from most animal products bc of the environmental impact.

I have severe ADHD, surprisingly to most people.

Meds have definitely been essential to managing my ADHD through school, but a big reason I got into study aesthetic type culture is because taking meticulously colour coded notes has been IMMENSELY helpful to me. ( I wanna make a post abt adhd and studyspo at some point bc it’s insane to me how effective it is)

I love the Percy Jackson series lol,,,, annabeth was an adhd dark academia icon.

I recently entered recovery for a lifelong eating disorder and also intend to use this account to infiltrate and destroy pro ana/ thinspo tumblr.

I’m from a v conservative area and am known as the token liberal

Trump blocked me on twitter in 2017, I put it on my college applications.

I have a golden doodle and I love her more than anything else on the planet 200% a dog person

#studyspo #stationary #studyblr #study inpiration #bullet journal #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #light acadamia aesthetic #academia

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can’t wait to use this in my Chinese course notes to impress my prof. And for the aesthetics lmao

Using Word in Chinese

文档 - wén dàng - document

保存（文档）- bâo cún - save (document)

复制（文档）- fù zhì - copy (document)

文档格式 - wén dàng géshi - style of document

打字 - dâ zì - to type

下载 - xià zài - to download

上传 - shàng chuán - to upload

图片 - tú piàn - picture, image

截图 - jié tú - screenshot, to take a screenshot

编辑 （文档）- biānjí - to edit (document)

插入（图片）- chārù - to insert (picture)

软件 - ruân jiàn - software

剪切和粘贴 - jiǎn qiē hé zhān tiē - to copy and paste

更新 - gēng xīn - to update

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Hi! My dad lives in Ithaca and if you could drop the name of this cafe I cannot tell you how much I’d appreciate it. He doesn’t have WiFi so I have to go somewhere to work anyways, I spent four hours in the McDonald’s off the highway last week 💀💀

found the loveliest cafe in downtown ithaca where i spent the morning working on my aesthetics essay for two hours. their mocha’s also pretty great ☕️

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sometimes i think about gay people who lived centuries ago who thought they were all alone who imagined a world where they could live openly as themselves who met in secret spoke in code defied everything and everyone just to exist and i’m like..i gotta sit down. whew i gotta sit down

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ppl who are literally pro Ana accounts liking my ED posts like: 👁👄👁

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If You Are Pro Ana or Post Thinspo, Body Checks, Safe Meals, or Run An ED Account:

You Are Actively Causing Eating Disorders

If You Continue Posting Pro Ana Shit, You Are Choosing To Harm Other People.

That’s Horrible Of You

If Harming Other People Does Not Bother You

You Are A Bad Person

Thank you for coming to my TED talk don’t even try to argue.

#thinspiracja #ana thoughts #tw ed things #thinsspi #anamia #anarexiz #anarecia #ed #Ana #bulimxa #bulimiz #bulimina #bulimyc #disordered eating tw #eating disoder things #eating disoder recovery #ed residential #ed recovery #an recovery #aneroxia nervosa #ana nervosa

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modern songs with dark academia vibes:

eleanor rigby - the beatles

a little death - the neighbourhood

young & beautiful - lana del rey

buzzcut season - lorde

take me to church - hozier

the louvre - lorde

boy meets evil - bts

sweater weather - the neighbourhood

scarborough fair - simon & garfunkel

video games - lana del rey

everybody wants to rule the world - lorde

daddy issues - the neighbourhood

nfwmb - hozier

lover of mine - 5 seconds of summer

falling - harry styles

style - taylor swift

talk- hozier

girls - girl in red

this charming man - the smiths

englishman in new york - sting

greek god - conan grey

dog days are over - florence + the machine