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A post from my main 🖤
An open note to all my followers:
I know that I have been pretty quiet as of late. I know some friends want answers. Prepare for a long post.
About 3 months ago I woke up with severe pain in my ears. I’ve had ear infections since I was little so I wasn’t concerned. 3 months of doctors visits, allergic reactions and pain meds and nothing was working. I was referred out to an outpatient facility, where I would get an MRI of my brain this Tuesday. Wednesday morning I would wake up with a splitting headache (I have migraines, it wasn’t unusual.) Fast forward to today, Friday, this morning. I walked into the doctors office hoping to hear that I needed another tube put in or just needed to wait out the infection. Unfortunately that wasn’t exactly the case and my life was about to change. This morning I woke up oblivious to my headaches and pain. Tonight I sit here writing this not really sure yet how to fully understand it. I found out that I have a arachnoid cyst on the left side of my brain. It is not cancerous by any means, it’s a small sac filled with cerebral spinal fluid, but causes severe headaches as of right now. My future treatment options include changes in diet (sodium and pop are a no go!), medicines, and possibly surgery if symptoms persist. The cause is still unknown. People who have the disease rarely are symptomatic and often only find them due to a scan for other problems. They are more likely to be found in men, but women can get them too. There are two kinds, primary and secondary. Primary often happens at birth. Secondary is found later in life. Mine is assumed to be secondary most likely from some sort of head trauma. If they go left untreated they can cause nerve damage. The next few months are going to be insane. But with this experience I have been nothing but humbled and can only press into God more. I would appreciate all your prayers and support as I continue this journey. Much love. Xx ~ K 🖤
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hey hey! how was your birthday, luv?
It was good thank you for checking in!! 💖
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Oh, birthdays are hard for me too. I got you. Happy birthday! Keep in mind that you’re amazing and loved 🖤
Thank you 🖤
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Are u doing request?
I’m working on getting things out. I’m not entirely sure of the time line. I’ve been in and out of doctors offices since March. The motivation has not been there. You can request if you would like but I can’t garuntee it will be up right away. 💖
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💕💖
DUDE THANKS 💖
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUV 🥰🥰
THANK YOU MY DUDE 💖
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 💕💕
THANK YOUUU
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Hey guys! Today’s my birthday! Birthdays are hard for me. (I cried a lot today) But I wanted to give you guys all the love, I so appreciate you all. You’re the best gift ever. 🖤 stay safe out there 🖤 xx -K
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Formal apology:
Oh my loves, I fear that I have let you down completely. I am sending my utmost formal apologies. I have been struggling so bad with everything that’s going on in the world these past few weeks. Unfortunately, fortunately, I am on the front lines of this global pandemic right now and it has indeed began to take its toll. I will try my best to have every thing up this week. I promise I haven’t forgotten. I love and appreciate you all dearly. Please forgive me. Xx -K
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Hi I was wondering if I could request a stanley barber and a male reader imagine where the reader is really sad and stanley just cuddles with them and is just the sweetest and nicest boy
It is up, friend! Sorry it’s so short and crappy! I mixed it with another request as well because I felt they fit. I so so so appreciate you! Thanks for the request!
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Hug me please (Stanley Barber x M!Reader)
To say today had been awful would have been an understatement. So many things went wrong. You failed an important test and had the most massive headache you’d ever experienced. When you got home from school you curled up under the covers and cried yourself to sleep.
It wasn’t until an hour later when the weight shifted in your bed that you noticed your best friend moving your hair out of your eyes. “Hey, Y/N, I heard that you had a rough day. How bout we watch some movies and I’ll make popcorn.” Stan said as he wiped the left over tears from your eyes. You just nodded your head and got up from the bed. Stanley left to make popcorn and you drug yourself to the couch wrapped in a blanket.
You scrolled through movies but couldn’t find the courage to pick one so it ended in Stanley picking IT. Normally you would object but you were too upset to care. You felt Stanley sit next to you on the couch. He motioned for you to lay down with your head across his legs. Stan played with your hair as you peacefully fell asleep.
What Stanley didnt realize is that because of all of your stress, your dreams would get hyper active. You were having a nightmare, primarily that of losing Stan. All of the sudden there was a loud noise coming from the television and you jumped awake. Nearly knocking over Stanley and whimpering loudly.
You looked over at Stanley who looked just as confused and hurt as you. “I’m-im Sorry.” You said shaking your head. “Hey hey, it’s okay. I can turn it off if you want, dear.” You nodded your head and Stanley turned off the Television. “What do you want to do now?” Stanley asked concerned. “Just....Hug me please?” “Of course.” Stan said with a small smile as he wrapped you in his arms. You felt so content. You wanted to stay like that forever. A few minutes passed like that and Stan leaned back without removing you from his arms. The two of you laid, sprawled out on the couch for the rest of the night until you both fell asleep.
You could get used to having Stan around on you bad days more often.
A/N: Hey guys thanks for being so patient with me. I’ve had some minor setbacks but I’m getting these out as fast as I can. Sorry this one was crappy, short and cheesy but it kind of represents how I feel at the moment. I wish I had a Stanley. This is also my first male reader request so sorry it sucks. This was a mix of two requests one from @allfandomsmattertome and @soggy-soupp 🖤 please forgive me for any mistakes. I love you all. Xx-K
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Important!
Hey guys! I’m currently in the process of writing several of your guys requests, I hope you can forgive me for putting them out so slow, I am battling an ear infection that has ruptured my ear drum and it’s giving me so much anxiety that I haven’t been up to par lately. I’m going to the doctor soon to get it fixed. I really hate letting you guys down and I appreciate you all so much. I will try my best to have them out within the next couple of days. Please forgive me. Xx -K
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Oh my goodness guys... the amount of love y’all have shown me in the last 24 hrs is amazing. You gave me back my hope and confidence. My heart is so full 🖤! I love you all so much 🖤! Thank you!!!!
(Ps. Requests are still open! ☺️)
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Hi 👋 could you do a Stanley barber x reader and it’s before the dance and the reader wants to be friends with stan because he is qUiRky ( in a good way ( and dresses cool. Anyway they become really good friends and stan ends up having a crush on the reader but little does he know she/he feels the same way ♡
I know it’s not exactly what you wanted but it sparked an idea and hit home in a real way with me so I hope you like it, love 🖤 it is up! (I can definitely write another one that is closer to this for you too if you’d like 😉) I so appreciate you and thanks for the first request! Xx -K
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Homecoming (or something like that...) Stanley Barber x Reader
To say you had a crush on Stanley Barber was an understatement. You fell in love with him the first day you met him. You went to visit the bowling alley with your friends, it just so happened that Stan worked there. It also happened to be the first time you’d ever talked to him. It was awkward as you’d only ever admired him from afar. You were in the middle of your fifth turn when you heard a cheesy yet classic song come on and you couldn’t resist. You finished your turn as the song neared it’s chorus and without hesitation started shamelessly singing and dancing to the lyrics: “I need a hero I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night he’s gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast and he's gotta be fresh from the fight I need a hero i'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light He's gotta be sure and it's gotta be soon and he's gotta be larger than life!Larger than life!” When the song finished you heard a small chuckle from behind the counter and realized that Stan had seen all of it. Your face turned a bright shade of red. Once your game finished you walked up to the counter and returned your shoes. “Hey, aren’t you the dancing girl?” You heard Stan say as he took your shoes from you. “Yeah,” you blush “not my finest moment. I’m Y/N.” You half chuckled. “It’s okay,” Stan smiled, “I do it too, especially when there’s no one around to see it!” He laughed. “Thanks, Stanley.” You replied with a small smile on your face. “No problem, see ya around?” “Sure thing.” And with that you left. That was three days ago. You hadn’t seen Stan since.
Tonight was the dance and all you could think about was impressing Stanley. You didn’t even know why because it wasn’t like you were going with him. He was going with Syd and D. You hated these things anyway. They were a social anxiety trap.
You stood in the mirror fixing your hair and makeup. You had on the “coolest” dress you could find. It was a long black dress with a slit up the left side and the sleeves hung off your shoulders elegantly. Your shoes consisted of your favorite black boots that you never went without. Taking one last look in the mirror you sighed and grabbed your purse as you headed out the door and off to the dance.
When you reached the gym you saw Stanley quirkily dancing while Syd and D just laughed. You couldn’t help but to admire how goofy he was. He was one of the sweetest boys you’d ever met and he was pretty funny too. He always made you smile. Even when you didn’t want to. You waved to him but he didn’t notice. To say that didn’t make your heart ache was a lie. After a few minutes of trying to find your friends you decided it was no use and headed to the punch table. One of your friends came stumbling in drunk. “Heyyyyy Y/N...” “what’s up?!” You asked inquisitively while trying to make sure they didn’t spill punch down the front of you. “We’re ditching you and heading to a party at Brads house..s-Sorry!” They hiccuped as they galloped out of the gym stumbling through people on the way. So now what. Stanley has no idea you like him so you can’t just go hang out with him and your former friend group kicked you out. You should’ve never came.
You rushed for the doors and found yourself crying in the bathroom. You neglected to notice that there was other people in there two of which happened to be Syd and D. You didn’t really hang out with them much but you knew them enough for them to know you weren’t okay. “Hey, Y/N..what’s wrong?” D asked concerned. “Nothing, tonight’s just been awful. My so called friends kicked me out of the group and Stan doesn’t even know I exist. I should’ve never came tonight.” You said through more tears. Syd giggled a little. “You like Stan?” She asked. “A little...” you blushed. “How about you come hangout with us tonight.” D chimed in. You nodded your head and sniffled as you smoothed out your dress and linked arms with D and Syd.
“Hey girls I thought I los-oh! Having a little girl trouble are we?” Stan raised and eyebrow. Syd rolled her eyes. He looked you up and down. “Y/N you look great!” He smiled but it quickly turned to a frown when he noticed the mascara running down your face. “Are you okay?” He asked sincerely. “I will be.” You smiled. Stan nodded. “Would you maybe want to dance? With me?” Stan asked you reaching his hand out. You hesitated for a second until Syd and D pushed you forward with a wicked smirk on their face. “She would love to.” They said one unison.
You followed Stan out to the dance floor. He looked so adorable in his blue suit. He wasn’t like everyone else and that’s what you loved about him. He danced almost as awkwardly as you which made you laugh. A slow song came on and you felt Stan wrap one of his arms around your waist. You blushed a little and put your arms around his neck. He brought his free hand up to your cheek and gently rubbed away the mascara stains with his thumb. You smiled and leaned in to his palm at the gesture. “You know I never thought you’d like a guy like me.” He stated. “Someone as beautiful as you never falls for someone like me.” He continued. “Stanley, I’ve loved you for years. I was just to scared to say anything.”
Before he could even reply you felt his lips on yours. He was soft, gentle, warm and felt like home. When you pulled apart to gasp for air, you caught a glimpse of Syd and D giving you a big thumbs up. You smiled and buried your face in Stans chest. He turned around to see what caused you to do it and chuckled when he saw Syd and D.
“I could get used to this.” He said only audible enough for you to hear him, as he placed a kiss on your head and the two of you swayed to the music.
A/N: oh my goodness. This is my first Stanley Barber fic and also my first time writing in a while so it was rough. I hope I did it justice. I know it’s really cheesy but I’m in a fluff mood tonight. Also I might be over dramatic but I’d give my life for Stanley. Xx - K
This was requested by the lovely @graceirxland 💖
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Hey guys! So I am taking it upon myself, as my civil duty, that I write stuff for a one Mr. Stanley Barber.
Here are just a few house keeping things:
1.) I haven’t written in a while so bare with me for a bit
2.) this ones a big one: I don’t write smut, I’m not comfortable with that.
3.) I’m a sucker for fluff so if you’ve got any cute ideas let me know!
4.) please respect my work and others, be nice and civil.
5.) Enjoy!
(Requests are now open! Can’t wait to hear from you guys!)
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