stardaydreams

[stardaydreams]

i craved being at home but now that i’m here i remembered that this isn’t home. you were home.

[stardaydreams]

“The sea is the element of love. The Greeks say so. Aphrodite emerged from the water.”

— Uncle Yanco, dir. Agnes Varda (1967)

[stardaydreams]

“Being listened to and heard is one of the greatest desires of the human heart. And those who learn to listen are the most loved and respected.”

— Unknown

[stardaydreams]

sometimes you’re all i think about. no matter what im doing, where im going, there are times where you dominant my mind to the point i can’t focus.

[stardaydreams]

i want you to kiss me like you will never love another

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tears keep welling up in my eyes and i can’t explain what’s going on. i’m so sick of myself because i know every mistake i’ve made is just gonna keep repeating and repeating and repeating. fuck

[stardaydreams]

i cant wait until i live with you

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it makes me so sad that you’re growing up without me right next to you. hopefully i can see you soon…

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im completely and utterly in love with you.

sometimes i dont have the words to even describe it. i just know that these intense emotions are love. they are love to the highest degree. i could ask all the stars in the sky and not a single one could find the words to describe my love for you.

[stardaydreams]

im so horribly in love with you

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sometimes life hurts. sometimes you feel so happy that you can’t express it through any word that exists. sometimes it feels like a mirror is crashing down upon you and there’s nothing you can do to stop it. sometimes you wonder, not out of being lost but being curious, until you find contentedness in the answer you received. sometimes you forget what that feels like. but maybe that’s the beauty of life. human lives aren’t meant to be so black and white, if youre not happy what are you? It’s not like that, you have to live through every moment, every smile, every heartache, every cry, every laugh, every wonder. that’s the purpose of being a human, to experience. now, go out and feel!

#late night thoughts #romanticism

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i just want him right now but he’s probably so tired of me being sad…

[stardaydreams]

i feel like i cant breathe anymore. nothing’s wrong, i’m just… sad. i don’t know how to do this anymore.

[stardaydreams]

i want to lay in a field with you. hear your heartbeat in your chest as we joke around, naming all the stars. can we see the sky change from dark blue to a beautiful orange and pink burst? the color of the sunset and rise always reminds me of you. can we kiss as a new day begins? a new day for us to be each other’s.

#love #writing #romantic academia #romance #writers #teen romance #sunlight #being in love with you feels like the sunrise #dark acadamia aesthetic #light academia

[stardaydreams]

i don’t understand why it hurts so deeply. why do i feel like my heart is breaking?

[stardaydreams]

how i wish i could tell you that i love you

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what if i just… disappeared