stardustemotions

[stardustemotions]

Brief pause. I'm walking backward into my own myth. I was trying to walk out.

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[stardustemotions]

i hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face. They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.

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[stardustemotions]

You still crave lemonade, but the taste doesn't satisfy you as much as it used to. You still crave summer, but sometimes you mean summer, five years ago.

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[stardustemotions]

She didn't sob or wail. Her grief was horribly discreet but as persistent and almost as silent as bleeding from an unstitched wound.

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[stardustemotions]

There are times when I do not choose healing. I'm stubborn. I choose self-destruction instead hoping that I will learn what it's like to have wounds again. And I learn and learn and learn again

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I feel so bad about myself what life is up to ? I’m scared

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Cold water feels warm when your hands are cold (this isn’t about water).

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[stardustemotions]

No more feeling second best, I’m cringing at those memories.

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[stardustemotions]

When life is hard but my music taste harder.

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Once I learn how to stop being me it’s over for y’all.

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[stardustemotions]

can i see you tomorrow? you could feel the care again.

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[stardustemotions]

"its not overreacting, we all have different sensitivity. if it hurts, it hurts. no explanation needed"

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"i deserve a handwritten love letter but whatever"

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[stardustemotions]

"i was put on this earth to wear pretty outfits and hangout with people i love and listen to good music and make art and stare at the ocean and stay tender"

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I write about love like I know it so well, but to be honest, love and I have never officially met

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[stardustemotions]

girlhood is a spectrum from avoiding all feminine things in ur teenage towards hyper femininity in your 20s

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