starsuh

[starsuh]

oh my god the 'is it a *male genitalia*' has me busting a lung PLSSS I FR HATE U SO MUCH like the chances of me having guessed that w/o hints r the same chances i hav of dating a kay pawp idol.. zero

popping in a lil to share that @starsuh n i played a word guessing game n i don’t remember the last time i’ve laughed this hard LMAOOAOOA 😭😭😭😭💀💀💀💀 rip me

#the way that thats censored but not the action below is making me cry HELP #u saying ppl drink piss in mountains too😭 when i say i hate yew i rlly do #m88n

[starsuh]

like we ARE the sexiest ppl on earth?? it's jus a fact at this point !

not me discovering @starsuh n i not only are mbti twins, we also hv the same enneatype + both hot bi legends

#im rlly glad i messaged u too bestie 😔 #m88n

[starsuh]

you don't have to answer if this is too personal! are you in school or working? what's your fashion style? favorite videogame?

issokay hehe i am in uni !!

this is such a cute question tf i'd say i either dress like a hippie mom, an abg, or a gamer boy – no in betweens

i lov skyrim! or basically any rpg game like fallout or even genshin LMAOO

ask me 3 things u wanna know abt me!!

#askgame #anon

[starsuh]

peepeepoopoo

catboycat otcatboy farts farttwt

#me summoning my true form #m88n #asks

[starsuh]

hi! fav kpop mv, your sign, and fav thing you've released?

this is hard uhh i have a lot of faves but rn my mind goes nct's superhuman, gfriend's crossroads and bts's spring day!

im assuming like astrological sign ? i taurus

omg idk i think my faves r ones i havent released yet hehe

ask me 3 things u wanna know abt me!!

#askgame #anon

[starsuh]

anonymously message me (3) things you want to know about me.

#this is vv cute:( wanna talk to yall🥺

[starsuh]

heys id like 2 get to know u better how do i get 2 kno u better u dont have an about me page LOL

UR SO CUTE ! n yes my tumblr do be a mess ill fix it soon ... maybe ... if my jaeminbrain stops only thinking abt jaemin n starts being productive ...

#asks #m88n

[starsuh]

go to this website and rb with your sign + what songs you got in the tags :)

#i'm a taurus baby n highki these songs r rlly sexc #'would that i' and 'to noise making' by hozier #'mulgogi' by fromis_9 #'oblivion' by grimes lol #and 'snakeskin' by rina sawayama!! #idk what this says abt me other than that i have superior music taste and u all suck /j

[starsuh]

swan lake | JJH — jaehyun had heard of love sung through lullabies and midnight choirs, voices cascading through nights darker than ocean depths and deeper than baritone notes — but such melodies could not compare to what ached in his chest at the thought of you. unannounced was your attachment, weaving fingertips through every thread that made him him until the clothed material of his very being was no longer a solitary picture but one in which you now took up space. there was beauty in such a painful rearrangement, if only because he wasn't enduring it alone. he hadn’t known a single thing about love until you had stepped into his life and redefined it. you hadn't even needed to do anything but exist within his universe to hold it together. with all the subtlety of a car crash, you had been the cause of his ruin, and he yours.

he was no stranger to the subtleties and etiquettes of this particular dance. the dips and sways with every orchestral crescendo — if anything, he found it comforting. the uncertainty. the familiarity. the molding of his hand against your own as the fight to lead began. he basked in the subtle tug and pull of conversation as you both toed the thin line between love and hatred, of wanting to get closer to the other yet fearing the fall that came with every forward step. muscle memory was his every move, just as instinctive as his knowledge of every part of you, from the sounds that came from your parted lips behind closed doors to the way you'd laugh every time he almost stepped on your toes on the ballroom floor. and yet, vehement was his refusal to stop the cycle you and him had found yourselves in, for worse than his fear of rejection was his fear of silence; colder than morning-afters and rougher than floored clothing.

so, would the eternal dance begin anew, another crescendoing crash heralding tomorrow’s dawn when you’d meet in each other’s arms only to separate once more by the truth that light brings.

he had never been one to question the hands of fate until they had wrapped around the very same neck you had caught covered in marks that were not your own. just as one does not love breathing, he did not love love until there was fear of losing it — and so he did. it was in your final gaze that he remembered your whispered words from the night he had finally allowed the curtains to fall open: for sad is the ending of those who disobey fate, for if only love were to end like us, happily.

#islo fucking around with prose? more likely than u'd think!! and yes this was all a euphemism for fwbs #islo writes #neowritingsnet #nct angst #jaehyun angst #jaehyun scenarios #jaehyun imagines #nct scenarios #nct imagine #jeong jaehyun #nct blurbs #NCT 127 #nct 127 scenarios #nct 127 imagines #jaehyun drabbles #jaehyun scenario #jaehyun imagine

[starsuh]

the way i went huh ?????? when i saw my user lmaoo thank u so much bae this means a lot :""( !!!!

OKAYYY "F", "T" AND "U" :DD

thank you for asking ie! <3

F ; share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogues you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it

oh boy, though I don’t think I’m necessarily bad at dialogue, I just don’t really have many written interactions that resonate with me. I’ll do a lil excerpt instead :p

  “the shower door opened, but you paid no mind as you knew it was your lover. if it were anyone else, you would’ve heard their flustered scurry out of the bathroom. even though, when it came to Jaemin, you developed a sixth sense. you just knew when your favorite person was there. he rested a hand on your shoulder as he snaked behind you, laying his other hand on your other shoulder. he began to lightly massage you, further alleviating the tightness in your shoulders.

  your head fell forward just a bit and you exhaled deeply, letting Jaemin know he was doing something right. all he wanted was for you to unwind, and if possible, he wanted nothing more than to be the only help you’d ever need in order to achieve such peace.”

not that I’m proud of this part, but it’s from one of my favorite pieces and this part specifically just embodies everything that I desire. all that I crave is a physical source of relief and serenity, and this is the perfect scenario to fill my imaginations (and make me sad in the process eheh)

T ; any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

answered here!

U ; share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much

if I’m being honest, I don’t read fics very often so I really have a limited array of options. that goes without saying that these people are absolutely talented and I truly love and look forward to reading their work!

@/d-nghy-ck : just— the best writer I’ve ever known. wholeheartedly. she’s able to bring about feelings that you didn’t even know you were able to feel. the way she paints settings and sets moods is actually flawless, and her word/phrase choices are just so fluid in her writing everything is just *chefs kiss* especially Pearlescent. I’ll say it over and over again until the day I die but this fic is the best fic I have and will ever read.

@/starsuh : GREAT writer. in short pieces she’s able to paint the setting and the mood perfectly and her plots are super creative. she also has unique word/phrase choices that are coherent with her writing and just all around has really pleasant reads.

@/nctsworld : her writing is all around really relatable but the smuts are...lively. you’re really able to feel the story and insert yourself into the plot. especially two nights, one you. the dynamic throughout the whole story is so intriguing and I just adored it.

ask me fanfic-based questions here!

[starsuh]

THANK YOUUU

nooo im sorry omg i was confused when i saw a name “luna” ??

omg #€}!#!} that was fake name trial one until i realized literally everyone n their cousin uses luna as a fake name (or at least on twt lmfao) so i was like u kno what ... im jus gonna make up a random name n so i did

#i thought i changed everythinf im a mess #asks #heartyyjeno

[starsuh]

how old r u before i follow

is this bc i type like a 13 year old who only knows how to say poggers 😔 i'm 19 turning 20 soon !

#why am i ctfu at this😭 #asks #anon

[starsuh]

brosjdjdjdjdj im not talented whatttt??? pls leave feedback or thoughts though 🥺🥺🥺

hey islo! correct me if im wrong but are there two people running this blog?

i have a smooth brain i have no thoughts other than alesha talented beep boop *robot noises*

omg no its jus me why😭😭

#asks #heartyyjeno

[starsuh]

okie fine then but your url is cuter! what’s your name love! im alesha!

i'll fix my shit after finals but i'm so Lazy like i'm going thru ur masterlists n wow she's talented or sumn 🤯

i'm islo !!! nice to meet u bae

#asks #heartyyjeno

[starsuh]

you've never seen snow???

yea cant afford to go abroad to see it :// so if anyone wants me to be their sugar baby post covid hmu!!! 😙

#anyone want feet pics #i have 2 feet 10 toes #asks #anon

[starsuh]

i love the way u write nana :(

thank u anonnie:( at least my jaemin-brain is good for something other than distracting me from schoolwork

#i wake up ... jaemin ... i sleep ..... jaemin .... #asks #anon

[starsuh]

NO UR ACCOUNT IS CUTER

are we holding hands rn?? i think we're holding hands 😟

#like u actually made effort w ur theme n desc so i think u win user heartyyjeno #asks #heartyyjeno