starvingofc

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binging is never ever worth it

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i lost 15 lbs since the start of march and that was all binge weight lol

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no i decided i can’t do a metabolism week i’d feel way too guilty and uncomfortable i’m gonna wait till i reach my lw again

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i literally feel fine on 500cal and i don’t want to eat more, but my metabolism is so messed up that i’m maintaining so often, i’m tired bcos i don’t sleep well, i can’t 💩, i’m on my period, idk whether to do a 3 day metabolism “week” on 1,500 max (starting tomorrow) and then fast just to hopefully boost my metabolism again? the 1 day “metabolism” days don’t work for me they just make me gain and maintain again :/

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wtf she’s got more food i can’t make this shit up fml

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managed to throw it away

wish my mum would stop bringing me food i don’t want it

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wish my mum would stop bringing me food i don’t want it

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5 day water fast starting from today 24/03/23

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my heart is in so much pain i never ever wanna go near food again even looking at myself makes me wanna throw up

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so much comfort in starving bcos even when everything else in life is messed up at least i know the numbers dropping

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i wanna kms i cancelled on going out today bcos it involved eating a lot of food and my mum still brought me loads of food back 💔

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my heart is hurting so bad

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can’t believe i got my heart broken fr this time and instead of starving, i binged, gross. i think it’s bcos i started the day by eating before it happened so my binge urges spiked

another 3 day fast around the corner …

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breaking my 3 day fast with mango kombucha & watermelon <333

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why the more weight i lose the fatter i feel ? i’ve been water fasting since thursday and my fat feels more noticeable despite the number on the scale dropping :/

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24 hours of my water fast left <3

still craving cinnamon rolls and custard donuts ://

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40hrs into my water only fast

craving cinnamon rolls