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#idk i think im really gonna have to take that break #im glad for everyone who's happy with the line up but it's once again so deeply disappointing to me #and i don't have it in me to be a lover rn #to delete

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TODAY'S REAL MAIN EVENT. TO ME

#100% they posted these so nomnoms wouldn't collectively kill themselves today #and you know what? IT WORKED SUICIDE POSTPONED #despite everything im glad they're finally getting the chance to rest and relax and have fun #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #jimmysea #m: txt

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im gonna be at work all day and im not sure if im gonna be able to check my phone very often so let me know if any of my delusions for GMMTV 2024 part 2 happen 🙏

#they're not going to happen but once a clown always a clown 🤡 #actual realistic predictions: #markohm main series #firstkhao main series + p’jojo #forcebook main series #singtokrist comeback #nanontu + dew as the second romantic lead #geminiprim #1 GL with emibonnie #straight ensamble series #queer ensamble series #gmmtv 2024 part 2 #m: txt

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i mean im not a hoe but if i step into my room and find these two waiting for me a bitch might just power walk

#PUN WANNA SWITCH PLACES OR SOMETHING ASKING FOR A FRIEND #don't mind me im trying to catch up on some shows and going through some stuff #1000 years old #m: txt

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Thank you for sharing your story. I don't have enough words like "it's going to be okay, you'll get over it, you'll figure it out," even if it's just words spoken into the air. I don't have people who can just listen to my inner torments, so thank you for sharing your experience. I'm happy to know that you took it easy enough and dealt with it. As for me, I am completely confused about myself, and the more I read, the more complicated everything becomes in my brain. But I'll try to figure it out. Thanks again for telling the story about yourself. It's very personal, and you're very brave.

i know it's not quite the same thing, but even if im just a faceless person behind a screen you do have me and i am willing to listen to what you're thinking and feeling if you need it. sometimes even just putting it out there can bring some kind of clarity

and maybe it doesn't mean much, but it IS going to be okay and you WILL figure it out. there really isn't a time limit about discovering yourself, it can happen at 15 or 30 or even 60. it's also okay to question and to explore, and to take as long as you need to find an answer that feels right for yourself, no matter what that answer may be. i really cannot stress enough just how your identity does not have to be pinned down or labelled right away, or even ever, if you're not comfortable with it

if reading about the topic or other people's experiences is only making everything more confusing, you can step away from it for a while and give yourself some time to process everything. in the end, every journey is different and you're the only one who can tell what's right for you, and you're gonna get there

you got this, anon!!!!!!

#know that you are also very brave and that this is always gonna be a safe space for you #im sending you all the hugs!!!!!! #m: ask

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WE ARE | Ep 3

#THE ABSOLUTE CLOWNERY OF Q SAYING 'I GAVE YOU A (MY) HEART' AS IF THAT'S NOT A CONFESSION ALREADY #GO CLOWN (AFFECTIONATE) GIVE US EVERYTHING #tv: we are

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JIMMYSEA WEARING GLASSES TRULY GOT ME ACTING UNWISE

#I'VE MISSED THEM SO MUCH I WAS TOO USED TO SEE THEM ALMOST EVERY DAY #MY POOKIES MY SWEET CHEESIES MY GOOD TIME BOYS #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #jimmysea #m: txt

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WE ARE | Ep 3

#chemistry levels so crystal they got walter white gagged #pond's face should be studied because the ability it has to make me act unwise is frankly concerning #he just has this LOOK on his face sometimes where he seems. so open and vulnerable and earnest #ANYWAY. im glad we actually got an apology #tv: we are

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I don’t know what you think of him. But I like you. I like you so so much. I don’t think I can like you more. I want to be your girlfriend. I don’t like when people get close to you. I don’t like when people touch you. I want the right to be possessive, to be jealous. And I want you for my own. I already spoke my mind. What do you want to do about it? Do you want to be my girlfriend? Ongsa. I like you, Sun. I like you so much. And I’m not sure I’m good enough to be with you. But I want to be your girlfriend and want you to be my girlfriend.

23.5 DEGREES | EP7

#THEY ARE GIRLFRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #THIS EPISODE TRULY GOT ME BLUSHING GIGGLING TWIRLING MY HAIR KICKING MY FEET SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOW #I FEEL LIKE CRYING THIS SHOW MAKES ME SO HAPPY #tv: 23.5

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Monica, you often write about your bisexual ass. Is that true? May I ask how you understood that? I'm going through a metamorphosis of myself right now, and you give the impression of a person who cares, who can share experience of findingself.

hello, anon!!!!

i can confirm i am very much bisexual and that i've dated both men and women, although my actual serious relationships count amounts to a shocking number of...... two. so you know. im hardly an expert ;;;;;;;;

realizing i was bisexual was a bit.. tortuous for me, but im gonna try my best to keep it short. im also gonna put it under a read more since it's personal stuff and people may not want to see it, so if you're still interested about my personal experience you can find it under the cut!!!!!

right, so. basically i had this best friend who i had known since elementary school and we were very close and very affectionate with each others: we would cuddle and hold hands and even exchange little pecks on the lips as an hello. no one worried about it when we were kids and we never really questioned its 'normalcy', but as we grew older (around 11/12 years old) our families made it clear that that was not 'appropriate behavior', because certain things were okay to do only with boys

then high school happened and that was.. pretty much the worst period of my life ;;;;;;; my friend and i went to the same school and were in the same class, but while she was well liked and had quite a few relationships with boys, i was bullied a lot, until one day they started to refer to me as 'that lesbian', as if it were an insult. my friend started to pull away from me a little, but she would also buy me a rose for valentine's day every year and say she missed me and that no boy made her happy as i did, so i was. a bit confused ;;;;;;;; i also felt jealous of her, but i wasn't sure if it's because i wanted to be her or if i wanted her to just be with me

and you know, i was already deep into fandom spaces at the time, but it was also very different back then: there wasn't a lot of genuine queer representation (brokeback mountain came out when i was 15 and the only other queer relationship depicted on screen at the time was tara and willow from buffy the vampire slayer), shitting on female characters was considered 'cool', and you could find essays on how liking yaoi and being interested in MLM was 'completely normal because those stories are made exclusively by straight women for other straight women' (which is why i now hate this mentality but that's a whole different matter)

ANYWAY. after high school, my friend and i grew apart, then i met a guy in university who i REALLY liked, who shared my same interests and gave me back a little of self-confidence, and we dated for almost two years. then one day my friend contacted me out of nowhere to catch up and when we met she confessed that she had always liked me, and when she kissed me i didn't stop her. so we got together and were in a relationship for three years before it ended (badly), but the important thing here is that i was in my 20s at that point, and queer representation and awareness had started to slowly get better, especially in fandom spaces where there wasn't just heterosexuality and homosexuality anymore, but people were starting to talk about bisexuality and asexuality and gender identities too, so reading about all of that kinda did the trick for me. it's when i looked back and realized that there was a reason why i was obsessed with both sailor moon and dragon ball as a kid, and that i did indeed have a crush on harrison ford as han solo in star wars and heath ledger in a knight's tale but also on keira knightley as elizabeth swann in pirates of the caribbean and katie mcgrath as morgana in merlin. it wasn't an either/or situation, i liked both and that was who i was

okay so this still ended up being long as hell ;;;;;;; and im not sure reading any of this was actually helpful, or if im even the best person to talk to about this, but i do wanna say something that i find to be true for my experience, which is: i feel like a lot of people think about bisexuality as a.. perfect balanced proportion, for lack of a better term, like it means that you're attracted to men and women (or men and non-binary people, or women and non-binary people, etc.) in equal measure, but that's not true. you can be attracted to idk.. 9 men and 1 women, or 6 women and 2 men and 2 non-binary people, and you're still very much bisexual in all cases!!!!!!

and the thing is.. i think labels in this case are important when it comes to give you a sense of self and a sense of community, but they don't have to limit you. i also think it's completely normal to maybe feel scared and confused when reading about sexual orientations and romantic orientations and gender identities, because there are some people who just connect with a definition and know who they are right away, but there are also people who don't know if something actually applies to them or not and that's okay!!!!!!! you can take all the time you need to figure it out!!!!!!!!

and if you're not sure what to identify with, but you do know that you're not straight, then it's perfectly fine to identify as just that: not straight (i know some people are not comfortable with the term 'queer' but i personally like it because you can use it as an umbrella term with that meaning, however there's nothing wrong in simply using 'not straight')

so, um, yeah ;;;;;; again, idk if this can be helpful in any way, because figuring out about being bisexual to me was just a mix of.. liking someone and trying to be in a relationship with them and then realizing you can like both men and women and thinking 'oh that's me!!', but everyone's experience is different. i don't think i have any advice to give you, except maybe 'be open to possibilities and talk to more people to hear about as many point of view as possible', but also you were right to say that i care and if you need someone to talk to, im here for you

hope you'll find the answer you're looking for, anon, and please know im holding your hand through this journey!!!!!!

#this was probably tmi and not helpful at all but im too embarrassed to re-read it and fix it sorry ;;;;;;; #still. im glad you've reached out to me and hope you can do that to more people as well because having a support system is always good!!!! #and i really am here for you if you need a listening ear or anything #sending you a big hug and wishing you the best of days!!!!!! #💜💜💜 #m: ask #m: personal

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https://x.com/PiscesPing/status/1780635005225701695

no poddpapang winnysatang my perfect man arm. im anticipating a lot of school content again and not a single adult man in a police suit that fits his trained ass. i should probably go back to the european series.

I KNOW THE SITUATION LOOKS DIRE ANON BUT LET’S NOT FULLY DESPAIR YET

i’ve decided im gonna be clowning so outregeously from here until tuesday that the universe will be so shocked by the sheer insane delusional vibes im putting out that it’s gonna end up slipping and making my vision happen

so hear me out. we still have guy and pepper. we get the two of them now and then we get poddpapang for GMMTV 2025. on god we’re gonna complete that quadrangulation of older underrated actors stuck in side roles who deserve to have main ones and to kiss more men until we get the ultimate poly relationship of my hope and dreams

i also think that after the success of both i feel you linger in the air and the sign, GMMTV will actually give us a historical BL for sure, which i think could go to earthmix or forcebook, and possibly a series with different jobs other than office ones and doctors or chefs, which i hope will go to aouboom. and at this point im pretty sure we’re getting that mafia series with p’jojo and firstkhao, so hopefully we will get more variety this time

ALSO THE WOMEN!!!!!!!!!!! IM BETTING EVERYTHING ON THE WOMEN IM SELLING MY SOUL FOR THE WOMEN WE’RE GONNA GET MORE THAN ONE GL AND THAT’S FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i do understand feeling frustrated tbh. this really is NOT how i expected part 2 to go, and only yesterday i was sitting here wondering if i should just leave for a while, but remembering why i was even drawn to BLs in the first place kinda helped me with it. i think in the end the best thing we can do is doing what makes us feel better, and if you have to step back from this genre for a while then that's completely understandable, although im still hoping we're gonna get something good that we can look forward to!!!!!!

#I FEEL LIKE NONE OF THIS MAKES SENSE IM SORRY #WHAT IS ENGLISH #but yeah i think it's okay if you want to move on to something else for a while #but also please manifest with me anon!!!!!! #we can still get something good!!!!!! #and honestly it's pretty sus that jimmysea cut their hair at the same time so who knows!!!!!!!! maybe they are cooking something!!!!!!!!! #[gets dragged into a padded room] #the point is whatever you decide to do is okay and im here for you if you need to vent or anything 💜 #gmmtv 2024 part 2 #m: ask

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this jimmy with this sea tho..........thoughts are being thunk and so on and so forth

#it's giving raymond chandler's novels vibes if i do say so myself #private detective jimmy investigating a case where rent boy sea is somehow involved? #LET'S PONDER #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #jimmysea #m: txt

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JAZZ FOR TWO 재즈처럼 (2024) dir. Song Soo Lim & Kang Hye Rim

#DO YOON MY BESTEST BOY MY MOST BELOVED THE ONLY ONE WHO MATTERS #he didn't even look at tae yi he just said GET YEETED #tv: jazz for two

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sending you a bit hug, hope you’re doing okay❤️❤️❤️

thank you dear, this is so very sweet of you and i really appreciate it, especially since GMMTV did your boys dirty as well and i know you’re having a hard time with it too 🫂

tbh i woke up today still feeling dead inside but also a bit more willing to fight back like if GMMTV won’t give us our boys then by god im gonna become so annoying and put so much insufferable energies out into the universe they won’t have any other choice but to give them to us or snipe me out of existence i swear im gonna come up with all the jimmysea series AND winnysatang series AND jimmysea + winnysatang series

which you know. it’s definitely not the same but also I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD AND CLOWNERY ON MY SIDE I WILL GET US BOTH TO GMMTV 2025 IF IT’S THE LAST THING I DO

#SENDING YOU THE BIGGEST HUG TOO #we can get through this drought together and we WILL get rewarded for it at GMMTV 2025 #I SPEAK THAT INTO EXISTENCE I'VE PLANTED THAT SEED AND WE WILL SEE THE HARVEST #hope you're gonna feel better soon 💜💜💜 #qt-qtoey #m: ask

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😭🫂

https://s3.amazonaws.com/us.cdn.ciudadanodiario.com.ar/042020/1587130487759/pinky-y-cerebro-portada.jpg

THAT'S IT IM PULLING UP OUTSIDE THE GMMTV HEADQUARTERS WITH PITCHFORKS AND TORCHES READY TO FIGHT THEY CAN MAKE ME FEEL BAD ALL THEY WANT BUT NO ONE MAKES PINKYBRAIN SAD ON MY WATCH THOSE EXECS BETTER SQUARE UP BECAUSE IM MEETING THEM IN THE PIT AND I DON'T PLAY NICE [BRINGS A GUN TO A KNIFE FIGHT]

maybe this seems like an overkill, but the sentiment behind it is completely genuine. idk what the future holds for jimmysea and for us, pinkybrain, but i've got your back and if worse comes to worst we're gonna do the same thing we do every night.....try to take over the BL world one vice versa brainrot at a time!!!!!!!!!

#I LOVE YOU PINKYBRAIN I WON'T SAY DON'T BE SAD BUT KNOW IM SENDING YOU ALL THE HUGS #💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 #pinkybrain 🩷 #m: ask

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THIS IS GIVING SUCH DETECTIVE VIBES AND FOR WHAT

#jimmysea buddy cop series with tortured grumpy detective jimmy who can't keep a partner for longer than a week #and sea as either the enthusiastic sunshine rookie who doesn't get put off by jimmy's rough behavior #OR as the overzealous cop who does everything by the book and fights with jimmy a lot but eventually they start to get closer #but anyway. this is just a dream :))))) #sorry i promise im gonna done being overdramatic soon #jimmy jitaraphol #m: txt

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https://x.com/GlThinker/status/1780627936325861865

if these girls won't be in gl then why do we need part 2

SO TRUE OF YOU TO SAY THIS ANON LITERALLY I BETTER NOT BE SEEING ANY OF THESE WOMEN STUCK IN SOME SUBPAR STRAIGHT SHOW AND SIDELINED AS A SECONDARY CHARACTER AMIDST A CAST OF MEN IN BLs OR IM GONNA COMMIT GRAND SCALE LARCENY AND ARSON TO COPE

IM TAKING ALL OF MY MANIFESTATION POWERS AND USING THEM TO GET AT LEAST 4 (F O U R) [I SAID WHAT I SAID I DON'T CARE IF IT SOUNDS RIDICULOUS] GL SERIES HERE ARE SOME IDEAS

a lighthearted one with all the rookies (jingjing, mymé, bonnie, pahn, emi, parn)

ONE WITH CIIZE AS THE LEAD AT THIS POINT I DON’T REALLY CARE ABOUT THE PAIRING JUST GIVE HER THAT MAIN ROLE SHE DESERVES IT (im thinking either janciize or kapookciize to use pluto as a soft launch for them)

actually i think jan, fah, and pat should all kiss as compensation for not getting any sapphic in p.s. i hate you. add view, mook, and earn to it and make a sort of oceans 8 inspired show

WOULD SELL MY SOUL AND A KIDNEY FOR LOOKJUNPIPLOY IN SOME KIND OF FANTASY OR SCI-FI

although piploy and prim should have kissed in enigma so let's make that happen. but also......

PRIMTU GIRLS KISSER ERA IN SOME KIND OF THRILLER TO FLEX THOSE ACTING SKILLS PLEASE GOD IM LITERALLY BEGGING ON MY KNEES HERE

as usual not to toot my own horn or anything but in one of my 578 drafts (im not even kidding that's the actual number) i literally have a patployphach (+ offgun as the side pairing) teachers idea IM JUST SAYING

BUT HONESTLY IM FINE WITH ANYTHING AS LONG AS THEY GIVE ME MORE GLs

#IM MANIFESTING IM ACTUALIZING IM REARRANGING REALITY WE'RE GETTING MORE THAN ONE GL AND THAT'S FINAL #LITERALLY I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE AT THIS POINT #gmmtv 2024 part 2 #m: ask