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Couples passing by

#doodles

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#cat #cats #comic #comics #comics about cats #LOL

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Yahoo Answers: why does my girlfriend want my hand on top of her face??? She insists, but I’m worried she can’t BREATHE –

#comic #comics

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They’re so charming, I just wanna:

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I used to think I wanted fame, but I realized I really just want to be honest. Honest in the work I do and create. Honest about myself. To live unapologetically who I am.

I think the concept of fame made sense to me because it’s about reaching a wide breadth of people, and the ideal that all those people accept you. But I don’t think I actually want that.

I just hope I can help ease someone’s troubles and give them a reason to smile.

#hope you all are having a good morning #i cant wait for Friday at 3:45pm

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I’m supposed to be working on finals but

#glitchtechs #glitch techs #glitch techs fanart #glitch techs fan art #miko #glitch techs miko #glitch techs high five #high five #glitch techs mitch #mitch williams #haneesh #zahra

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I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this before.

For all of my life in school, I’ve felt this innate stress of "there’s a right way of doing things, and you’re doing it wrong. You need to be better."

This applied to everything: in the way I take notes in class, in the way I do homework, in the way I draw, in the way I eat, in the way I exercise... the list goes on.

There’s always been this stress that’s felt so crippling, but at the same time, there was always a flame of hope in my chest that as long as I endured, I will be okay and eventually like what I do. I’ll adapt. I’ll be better.

But this past month, I’ve kinda just...

...given up?

And I know that sounds bad out of context, but... I’ll try to explain in the best way possible.

I don’t feel the need to impress anyone anymore. I’ve accepted how I eat is how I eat. How I draw is how I draw. How I feel going through life is how I feel, and I can’t change it right now.

I still get nervous about posting. I still get anxious about calling friends or hopping into a call. It’s not like I don’t have fear anymore.

It’s now like, "yeah, I’m going to stay in bed all day and read fanfiction. So what. I don’t owe anyone anything." My brain before would berate and tell ourselves that we’re disgusting individuals. But now, there’s no voice in my head yelling at me for feeling fear and seeking comfort in the things I like.

Same thing with eating. I had a mental breakdown over a bite of cheesecake in October last year. But now, I’ll snack in the middle of the night, unapologetically, and I don’t hear anything back.

There’s no mean voice in my head right now. And I don’t know how to cope with that? I’ve always had a mean voice that’s motivated me to do things "correctly." Sometimes, I feel afraid that I won’t "progress" as an individual without it. That I need it.

But for now, I’m just tired. I accept that I’m tired. And that I’m just trying my best with the person I am.

I just want to graduate and be free from school. I don’t know the person I’ll be once I’m out, but I’ll figure it out on my own terms.

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WIP of Talya (〜￣▽￣)〜

#songbird and the sea #the songbird and the sea #the songbird and the sea fanart #tsts #tsts fanart #songbird and the sea fanart #wip #talya #northern cardinal #norwegian pirate #norwegian #character design

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Me, in class: Yes, here are my exploration doodles for The Songbird and the Sea, the indie novel it’s based from.

Me, on mute: *Norwegian Pirate on 24 hour loop rereading Ch. 28 for the 30th time* TALYA FIGHT SCENE, TALYA FIGHT SCENE, TALYA AAAAAAAA

#tsts #the songbird and the sea #songbird and the sea #Talya #Son Jukan #Haeseon #the songbird and the sea fanart #tsts fanart #pirates #pirate life #pirate #norwegian pirate #two steps from hell

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Final version of Haeseon _へ__(‾◡◝ )>

#songbird and the sea #the songbird and the sea #tsts #haeseon #jimin #tsts fanart #the songbird and the sea fanart

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I love (1) magical bird pirate

#wip #tsts #the songbird and the sea #jimin #haeseon #songbird and the sea #songbird and the sea fanart #the songbird and the sea fanart #tsts fanart

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Exploring different designs for Talya and Haeseon (Jimin) from The Songbird and the Sea

#songbird and the sea #bts #songbird and the sea fanart #the songbird and the sea #maia_archives

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Saw Gloomverse on Webtoon, and it rekindled such fond memories reading it during high school 😭 - WIP of @loverofpiggies ‘s Gloomverse characters 💖

#gloomverse #loverofpiggies #wip #Literally such an indulgent doodle but I have no regrets #gvfanart

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like this sentence exists now

i cannot believe i just spent 6+ hours writing my college research paper studying the different aspects of human behavioral ecology in my hero academia

#my hero academia #boku no hero academia #midoriya izuku #todoroki shouto #endeavor #im yelling at myself

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i cannot believe i just spent 6+ hours writing my college research paper studying the different aspects of human behavioral ecology in my hero academia

#i go to college #i am what you call #a cultured weeb #my hero academia #no but literally what has my life come to #boku no hero academia #midoriya izuku #todoroki shouto #endeavor

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ahhh... my favorite problematic theater kid

#code geass #lelouch lamperouge #sketch #sun draws the stuff

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hi!!! so last chapter really got me… ohmygod… haha Midoriya is FINE everyone.

got my butt in gear and drew art for your fic finally. here’s one of my favorite parts from the latest chapter of Ascendant (im literally yelling).

thank you for writing as always!!! your work inspires me, and i hope you enjoy!

#HHHNNNNN #HAPPY YOU LIKE IT #i feel like i just got a shot of adrenaline #guess whos going to be up all night hehehehe #sun draws the stuff