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Reblog with whatever tag first shows up when you type "I just want".

#i just want to be happy

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How the fuck am I supposed to focus on everything they're saying in Midnight Gospel with all of THAT happening with the visuals?

#Netflix #midnight gospel #visualdesign #visuals #sorry for the rant #rant #confused #tv show

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opm has maybe 4 female characters that are reoccurring 😅

I rlly don't think that's okay though even if its an antagonist the anime must have properly thought out women characters they should be given major roles

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Which anime passes the Bechdel Test? I was watching One Punch Man and it has been 3 episodes and I haven't seen ONE woman character??

#bechdel test #one punch man #one punch hero #one punch 2019 #one punch season 2 #female representation #female characters #anime rant #anime girl #manga #questions #personal rant #sorry for the rant

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Is Kishimoto making up for the horribly written female characters with Orochimaru coming out as non-binary? Thank you for the representation, sir, you still suck.

#naruto anime #naruto shonen jump #naruto shippuden #naruto #orochimaru #masashi kishimoto #non binary #female characters #characters #charactersketch #female representation #lgbt representation

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The only thing about Naruto that bugs me to the core: its female characters

👉🏾 The female representation feels like a thing kishimoto 'had' to do rather than something vital the show because the show could very well go on even without the really badly written female characters.

👉🏾 The female characters are unnecessarily weak and their entire personality revolves around following the footsteps of the man they love. For example, Hinata only fights the way she does because Naruto motivates her, which is okay, but can they stop unnecessarily making everything related to female character about another male character?

👉🏾 The character development of female characters was over all slower than the male characters. Sakura and Hinata only got stronger so they could catch up to the men they love. However, it was not till the very end that Sakura was able to actually help her squad. I hate how she's shown as a weakling for squad 7, an extra member, someone they could do without. This kind of badly thought out female characters give the male fans a reason to be sexist and crack jokes at the expense of the female characters' weaknesses

👉🏾 Does it not bother anyone else how after all of them were married, only few of the female characters actually still go on missions? Is it okay to assume that once a woman marries, her place is in the house and to take care of the children and create a peaceful environment for their husbands after they come back from tiring missions? Is this what we want the younger generation to learn? In Boruto, all the mothers except for Sakura, because she's basically a single mother, stay at home and cook food for their families. What happened to the years of training they took to become ninjas? Was it useless?

👉🏾 None of the women in the show had their own goals and ambitions. However, even if they did, their ambitions were stirred by their need to be 'just like their lovers' or 'almost' like them because the way it's written, it almost feels like it's impossible for women in Naruto to ever be considered their male counterparts equals. Tsunade, even though she was the Hokage, wasn't respected enough. Her entire character revolved around her big breasts.

#naruto #female #characters #female characters #female representation #naruto shippuden #sakura #hinata #masashi kishimoto #my thoughts #male writers #sorry for the rant #anime girl #anime rant #naruto shonen jump #naruto anime

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I'm tired of thinking about you. I need to get you out of my head. I hate pretending that I don't like you. I hate walking past you like a stranger. I hate how my eyes turn emotionless when they look at you because I'm scared I'm falling for the wrong person again. I'm tired of running away from you when all I want is to run towards you.

#photography #spilled ink #writer #writers on tumblr #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpt from a book i'll never write #i hate everything #unrequited love #unrequited crush #unrequited feelings #unrequited thoughts #unrequited affection #might delete later #writeblr #writeaway #im sad #crush #awkward #love #love life #sorry for the rant #sorry #im sorry #im so sorry #artists on tumblr #poets on tumblr #tumblr #i don't know #i don't get it

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PSA: Your mental illness does not give you a free pass to be shitty to your friends. They're only looking out for you by constantly texting you, making sure you don't do something dangerous. I get it, your feelings are valid and honestly if you feel like you should isolate yourself from the world, do it. But don't use this as an excuse to be a bitch to people who care for you. You need to realize how lucky you are to have all these people around you who really just want to see you heal. You need to let go off the trust and abandonment issues. I know it's very hard and I'm not asking you to make it happen in one day, but accept the love people give you. Accept the fact that there's an expiration date to everything in this world and in most cases, it includes one-sided love and care too. If you don't reciprocate their feelings, then tbh you don't get to complain about being lonely either.

#photooftheday #spilled writing #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #writing #my writing #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writers #writer #mental health #mental disorder #positive mental attitude #mentally unstable #attitudeproblem #friends #im sad #sadgirl #why am i like this #why do i do this to myself #idk why #might delete later

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My neck, my back,

My bad sleeping routine, my unhealthy food choices, my non existent skin care routine, my total disregard of self care, my harmful habit of not wearing my glasses and turning more blind by each day, my decreased concentration during revising, my teeny tiny attention span ... Oh fuck I lost track.

#my neck my back #my neck is killing me #unhealthy #cant sleep #routine #procrastinate #procrastination #i'm procrastinating #currently procrastinating #procrastinator #stop procrastinating #eyesight #im so tired #im tired #tired #spilled writing #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpt from a book i'll never write #my writing #writing #writers on tumblr #writers #i don't know #i don't even know #i don't get it

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Hello,

Just wanted to let you know that I rlly like you. If you're having a bad day or if you feel like no one loves you, it's untrue because I'm thinking about you right now and how cute you are when you smile at me even though we don't talk to each other. It's just that I'm scared that my feelings won't be reciprocated and not being good enough is my biggest fear.

Yours truly.

#crush #unrequited crush #i hate my life #messed up life #my life #dear diary #spilled writing #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writers on tumblr #writers #heartache #heartbreak #might delete later #im sad #idk why #why do i do this to myself #why am i like this #why don't we #crushes #i wish i was dead #seriously though #thoughts #honestly though #i dont know #i dont understand #lonely #loneliest

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Last night I saw a comment and I totally broke down. Words are so powerful and the intentions behind them even more. I've always wanted to talk to people I like but I'm never able to because of my ever so crippling social anxiety, instead I start distancing myself from them. This way, it's guaranteed that they will never hate me because it's humanly impossible to hate someone you have never known. Every time I like someone, that person ends up liking someone else, someone who's really close to me. And then they say I'm not supposed to HATE myself, because that's a strong word but I really do. I hate everything I represent and everything that I'm. I can't even say this out loud because they'll tell me I'm wrong and I'm amazing but only I know how shitty it feels to see myself in the mirror and live with the person that I'm. (5.23 p.m.)

-art by Abbey Lossing

#messed up life #life #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writers #writer #excerpt from a story i'll never write #writeaway #sorry for the rant #personal rant #rant #dear diary #delete l8r #spilled writing #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled ink #seriously though #thoughts #i hate everything #i hate this #i hate my life #i hate muself #myself #heartache #heartbreak #heart #unrequited crush

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It is impossible for someone you like to hate you if you just distance yourself from them.

And that's why I have never fallen in love, because I keep running away from (potential) partners.

#spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled writing #quoteoftheday #writers on tumblr #excerpt from a story i'll never write #excerpt from a book i'll never write #my life #messed up life #i hate my life #heartbreak #heartache #heart #delete l8r #dear diary #only lovers left alive #lovers #writeblr #writers #writeaway #validate me #validateyourself #validate my existence #thoughts #seriously though #honestly though

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Ever felt like not identifying with anything? There's an entire spectrum and I can't seem to relate to anything.

For a very long time I thought I was straight and I still sometimes think I'm but there's hardly any men I like that way. Growing up, I started seeing more bisexual representation and I wanted to know if I could be bi, but lmao I'm not that either. How can I be nothing? I don't like identifying myself as straight, gay or bisexual. I could be asexual and/or aromantic and I would like to identify as that but I'm tired of people invalidating Aces like there's no such thing as not having a sex drive. I, personally, am repulsed by the idea of having sex with another human being. Is that normal? Even if it is, very few people understand what I feel. There's always a typical "You'll change your mind once you find the right person." response and I hate that so much. Straight people are the most inconsiderate, I've noticed. I hope there's more representation of Aces so people like me know we're not the only ones.

(4:59 pm)

#asexual #lgbtqa #lgbtq community #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writeaway #excerpt from a story i'll never write #identify #sexuality #pride #lgbt pride #confused #validation #you are valid #validate me #am i the only one? #am i doing this right? #am i right #dear diary #oh dear #personal rant #sorry for the rant #rant #spilled writing #spilled poetry #spilled words #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #delete later

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I just want to write without someone telling me my feelings are not valid

I've always wondered how words flow so easily through some people's head. I could spend hours and days thinking of captions for my photography but still couldn't come up with something that's worth posting. So I decided to try writing anonymously, maybe that way I could get my thoughts straight and write stuff knowing none of my friends will read it. Even if they do, they'll never know it's me, because you know it's cool when your friends say they love what you wrote but do they mean it or are they saying it to make you happy? Call me an insecure bitch or whatever I find it very hard to believe in compliments. So I'll give this blog a try and see if I'm any good at this. (2:50 a.m.)

#writer #writers #writers on tumblr #writeblr #excerpt from a book i'll never write #excerpt from a story i'll never write #writeaway #rant #personal rant #sorry for the rant #dear diary #my writing #writing #i hate my life #i hate it #i hate everything #i hate this #you are valid #validation #life #messed up life #my life #spilled thoughts #spilled words #spilled writing #might delete later #4am thoughts #heart #heartache #my heart

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A Million Suns Your smile is a million suns The galaxy never knows night When you're happy. -- Eleanor

#art #artists on tumblr #illustration #galaxy #galaxies #purple #photoshop #photo of the day #female illustrators #illustrators on tumblr #reflection #poetry #vscocam #mobiography #mobile photography #original photographers #photographers on tumblr #trees #editing

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Sometimes it is the people no one imagines anything of who do the things no one can imagine. -Alan Turing

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It’s not that people need a hero. We all can be our own hero, but we just need a reason to start fighting our darkness when we’re left alone.

excerpt from a book I’ll never write #58 // @loveactivist (via loveactivist)