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hopefully this vegetable stir fry cures me of all ailments illnesses poisons worries and injures

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i think an uncomfortable truth is that there is an inherent arrogance one has to overcome after spending too much time alone, which is not so obvious when it's forced (i.e. through ostracism) because the assumption is that someone who has been ostracized is more likely to lack confidence and thinks poorly of themselves. but then there's this dance between victimhood and low self-esteem yet also subconsciously believing that your own view or daily decisions are "correct" or "better" because you've never had anyone tell you otherwise, because you've been alone. and in addition have gotten used to being extremely independent and considering others' input doesn't even occur to you. so when others DO provide feedback, it's almost jarring, like you don't have a behavioral pathway with which to respond or receive the feedback so you just respond with irritation because your system is confused

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It’s crazy how low self-worth fucks with peoples lives

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On Death, Music and Motherhood: Björk & Ocean Vuong in Conversation (x)

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ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to have life experiences that were so utterly different from everyone else in my age group

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“it’s going to be WW3!!” no bitch it’s going to be vietnam, korea, afghanistan, it’s going to be another war wherein the US commits unspeakable and indefensible acts against a severely weakened people seeking self determination. it’s going to be another war where protesting is criminalized and “freedom of speech” is gutted in the interest of pushing propaganda. it’s going to be another nation of people added to the long list of victims of US imperialism and another demonstration of the strong undercurrent of fascism running through the foundation of america

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one thing about me is i will tell you i love you

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from “what does love mean? see how 4-8 year-old kids describe love” by ladan lashkari

[”when someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. you just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” billy - age 4]

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Round windows. >>>> ~ @hippie.tribe on Instagram ♡

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You deserve someone who loves you with every single heartbeat.

Someone who thinks about you constantly.

Someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you're doing, where you are, who you're with and if you're okay.

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if i think about this too much i will sob my heart out

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ada limón, the end of poetry

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its always scary to me how you can just do anything like i could spend the last of my money right now to ride a train for 3 hours and then just be stuck out there and walk around until i die of exhaustion

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