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My hyperfixations are not valid but everyone elses is

#sad #hate #me #ugh #stupid #addict

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I live with 6 people and im alone

#sad #hate #me #ugh #alone

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Update the only therapist i had the strength to reach out to told me they dont take my insurance and wont see me but best of luck finding another. No thanks i cant handle this again ill just keep suffering as i have been

#hate #me #angry #depressed #therapy #alone #ugh #sad

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I reached out to a therapist and noone who i thought would care seems to. Guess i really am alone.

#hate #me

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I have nowhere to go. Im surrounded yet I am alone. Im a broken toy barely worth keeping around eventually to be thrown away. If im not useful whats the point.

#hate #me #sad #alone #broken #ignore me

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Id rather kill myself then work anymore im so tired

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Id rather kill myself then work anymore im so tired

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Im guilted by those around me for eating why should i eat.

#ed #tw #sad #hate #me #ugly

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Idk man lifes weird

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I never thought when i was younger i would wish to not be alive. Yet here we are.

#thoughts

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Kill me and let my family have the life insurance money at least then ill have been worth something to them

#hate #me

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You never owed me anything. And im not mad we dont talk anymore. I dont mean to be a bother when i reach out. I just hope you're doing better. You're allowed to be alone as long as you want. Always here if you need me though i meant that. You know who you are.

#thoughts #feelings #hope

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I need a counselor

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I caved and ordered depression food and it got here and they made it wrong and im about to have a fucking breakdown because of it wtf is wrong with me

#me #hate #sad #depressed #depression #alone #kill me #please #ugh

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Things i once loved are now a chore i never relax i eat too much or starve myself im alone with friends im scared im alone i wanna die but i cant do it

#death #hate #me #sad #alone #tw #ed

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Lets be honest noone around me truly wants to be ive just manipulated them even if unintentionally to be dependent on me. I have no value. Im nothing.

#alone #sad #hate #me #nothing #honest

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I just need to fucking starve to death already

#tw ed #kill me #sad #hate #depressed #me