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I hope I d¡e first,

I could be loved forever

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laying on your chest staring at the shoes i must put on

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morning s€x

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my love cannot be replaced and you'll search for me in every person

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that will be the end of me

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my parents thinking they have solutions to my health problems

it's decided, you won't be hearing about them again☺️

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And all I do is sit and think about you,

If I knew what you'd do

Collapse my veins, wearing beautiful shoes

It's not living, if it's not with you ♡

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im so happy i made all the correct choices that led to us meeting

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But why am I so angry in the first place?

Why am I hurting?

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If I could, I'd be your little spoon

And kiss your fingers forevermore

But, big spoon, you have so much to do

And I have nothing ahead of me

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me when my joints hurt so bad i can barely think🤟🤟

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The first time I tasted somebody else's spit, I had a coughing fit

I mistakenly called them by your name

I was let down it wasn't the same

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dating someone with a chronic illness they avoid talking about is so eye opening?? like yeah my heart doesn't function the way it's supposed to but?? wdym "yeah I was in an ambulance when i was like 3 because my parents didn't know I was ill or what to do but later on it's just managing the condition"

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"I really liked her"...

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Mam chęć na małe piwko😎

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She woke him up and she whispered

But the answer wasn't good

"Whatever made you think I would ever love you

Even if I could?"