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huge shoutout to everyone who started their blog when they were teenagers and now they are in their 20s and 30s

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Ppl who had time for romance in high school we are so different. i was busy fighting for my life in my head

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im a grown woman i dont feel the childish need for acceptance that i craved in my youth anymore. shaking and gripping the sink

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i still cant believe there’s chemicals inside my brain and theyre fucking me up all the time 

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I wasn’t socialized enough as a puppy

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Yikes, I havent been on here in so long.

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i cant stop thinking of the gif of the kiwi jumping around its so funny the way that thing moves like gravity doesn’t care about it it just prances wildly and freely it falls over but it doesn’t care it just keeps moving and having fun and just keeps hopping and the party never stops it’s legitimately one of my favorite pieces of media on the internet the joy it brings me is unbridled

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I know for a fact that i will be one of the first people to die in the end of the world situations. I wont be one of the 'strong survivors', i cant even go a day without my meds lmao

#zombie apocalypse #end of the world #post apocalypse #post apocalyptic

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I actually don't recall ever seeing a positivity post for ppl w ongoing amnesia caused by trauma disorders. I'm not talking just repressed childhood memories, I mean perpetual long-term memory loss. I mean continuing to forget non-traumatic things that happened or ppl you knew a few years or even months ago. I mean struggling to retain any information you're learning if you don't constantly go over the same material over and over again, and losing it all once you stop repeating it

If you have amnesia like me, you matter. We navigate the world a bit differently but that's okay. Just bc our brains are broken doesn't mean we can't live happy and fulfilling lives. Be patient w yourself when learning new things. Surround yourself w compassionate ppl who love to tell you stories abt past exploits you may have forgotten. Also, hey, who else gets to watch a movie for the first time every time? Above all be kind to yourself.

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sending love out tonight to everyone who is progressively losing their abilities, whether that's movement, ability to walk, eyesight, or hearing.

it's hard to come to terms with the fact that you can't do things that you used to be able to do. I'll be honest, it feels like you're losing control of your life. it can feel very isolating and hopeless. its scary and overwhelming, and it's so hard to deal with.

you are not less than just because you can do less. im proud of you for still being here, and i wish you ease with adjusting to new ways of life. please take care of yourself, i love you.

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Jo Brown

Biologist and artist

Journals

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nico di angelo

u emo fuck. a whore 4 greek mythology so im assuming u had a mentally ill pjo phase. pathetic depressed insomniac homosexual i love u

accurate

i kin assign u an insane gay

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god i don’t feel like a person at all. everything i do is dictated by mental illness and neurodivergence and it’s so exhausting to live with and off putting for others to have to live around

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hot take: trans women can look however they want!

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I can’t believe. I missed all of the trampstamps drama 😂

#tramp stamps #bug ass

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Im DYING

#Youtube