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Slight inconvenience can make me sing, "thukra k mera pyaar mera inteqaam dekhegi" as if the nonexistent thing I couldn't have is at loss.

#tumblr #life #desi life #desi tag #desi shit posting

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I hate sciences now but only thing that makes me want to work in NASA is moon. I am having a small walk outsider and I just stand under the moon and ask how it would be if I gould touch it. I think it is about its luminosity that makes me feel such attraction and not just me, people love moon for her intensity of light.

But those who have reaches the moon couldn't see beauty of it. I know no one goes on moon to see it's light cause we all know how sarl it's below the candle. And it leads me to another concept of life how distance makes you see certain factors and aspects of someone. How you can see somethings only when they are away from you. Yes, it's an amazing feeling to hold something in your hands and feeling like to never let it go, but the moon's shine is only when you are away from her. Till you can't get close to her, I hope y'all appreciate her shine from afar.

#tumblr #life #academia #poem #write your heart out #writers #write #moon #love #prose #poetry #thought #pictures

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I'm gon shitpost again. Y'all are welcome in my google keep. Excuse if y'all see my grocery list here

#tumblr #life #grocery list #shitpost

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Hey guys, I am back and sane again from my obsession with this one man who drives me crazy. Let's see till tomorrow :)

#tumblr #life #go bestie #go crazy

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I'm actually anaemic :')))))))

I'm as the poet says, like a red red rose, cause my haemoglobin is 14 ᕙ( ~ . ~ )ᕗ

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I'm a female but I identify as a poem.

Bye.

#tumblr #life #dark academia #academia #female #identity as #poem #my pronouns #are #romanticise/life

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The poet she is 😭💞

Minor inconvenience in my life.

My mind :

कभी मौका मिले तो मिट्टी देने ज़रूर आना,

कुछ अच्छा कह जाना,

ग़फलत में भी ऐसी ज़िंदगी नहीं गुजारी है मैंने

जो तुम दूर से अलविदा भी न कह सको।

जो अगर आंखें बंद हो जाएं,

मेरे किस्से कभी फिर फुर्सत से दोहराना,

और हां, मिट्टी देने ज़रूर आना।

कभी आंख बंद हो मेरी

तो मेरे दिल को एक बार फिर पढ़ कर देखना,

मोहब्बत के सिवा, किताबें, कविताएं,

जुस्तुजू, इबादत, नेकी, कमजोरियां,

गलतिया, कामयाबियां, नाकामयाबियां,

खुद को खुद से मिलाने की कोशिश

और किसी नायाब चीज की तलाश

में हर वक्त की बेबसी,

अगर न दोहरा पाओ,

दुआओं में भी शामिल न रख पाओ,

तब भी मिट्टी देने ज़रूर आना।

कई रास्तों से गुजर कर भी

अगर कब्रिस्तान न ढूंढ पाओ,

तब भी मिट्टी देने ज़रूर आना,

मुझे लोगों के हाथों की मिट्टी के नीचे

सुकून से मुस्कुराते हुए,

एक दफा देख कर ज़रूर जाना।

जिंदगी की कशमकश में

अगर मैं गुम हो जाऊं

मेरी रूह को ढुंढते हुए,

मिट्टी देने ज़रूर आना।

- thatbluebird

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Sibling humor : woah woah woah hold up , lemme look for your brain here on the ground,

#tumblr #sibling humor #desi #crisis #life #sibling's brain is always on ground #their cranial capacity is a joke #I hate my sister #and my brother #equally #I prefer equality #yes hate them both #ok bye

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Waiting for a day when I'll feel like a hozier song, Not today but soon.

#tumblr #dark academia #hozier #take me to church #please #academia #aesthetic #literature #light academia #songs #WASTE ME BABYYYY #aaaaaaaaaaaaa #fuck #I was possessed #wasn't me

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in the age of smartphones, reblog and put in the tags whose phone numbers you still know (don’t say the actual # though lol just who the person is)

#my dad #my bestie #my aunt #my brother #and with alot struggle my own other number #I feel like genius

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I know how much I have struggled for my graduation degree, but I'm anxious as fuck if I'll clear entrance for post graduation or not... I don't understand how human mind works fr, need more trauma I guess.

#tumblr #life #love #academia #books #literature #light academia #study #dying #studying #dark academia #human mind #too hot to handle #oooof

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Hate diet culture so much bitches will b like “don’t eat processed carbs they’re so bad for you” like and??? So what?? God did not give us grain and stone to grind it with for no reason. Bread is inevitable. Bread is food for the heart and the soul. U think I’m gonna give that up in pursuit of instagram fitness?? U think I’m gonna deny myself the simple pleasure of toast with jam so I can endlessly chase an ever-shifting standard of beauty that ultimately means nothing? In 20 years I will no longer be beautiful and in 60 my body will be vacant food for other, smaller creatures. But the taste of fresh bread? Of homemade donuts and still-warm pie? I will carry the taste on my tongue into whatever follows this life. So like. Stop telling me I should diet lmao. I’m not abt to martyr myself just to get a man to look at me.

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I walk past the mirror just to say "sis why?"

#tumblr #life #love #mirror #thoughts #dumb academia #academia #I be begging myself #to #study #books #of my #syllabus #but it aint #working

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With all my due dumbness, does anyone know why we can't study ?

#tumblr #life #academia #books #literature #study #dumb #brain cells #gone #love #i wanted to study #but I woke up late #now I feel #like #frozen banana #I wanted to lose some weight #shed some pounds #but I love chinese cuisine and #indian cuisine #like alot #wtf man #life is so weird #these days