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sunsetinmars · 2 years

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i keep on missing her

the glass was always half full for her.

she saw the world like it was a land of unplucked cherries, waiting to be tasted with each one she collects.

she used to eat an apple a day, hoping it will keep her away from the curse of her mortal body’s promise of decay.

Earthly she decides, earthly indeed her happiness.

But she was so full of life, despite her senses always in the threshold between madness and sanity.

her friends worried for her with love she can only imagine and she loved them with each promise that she would live another day

and she has been living another day, but each day, too, her senses slowly losing each grip on her tiny little fingers.

and each day, too, the ground which her fingers hold on to turn into a frozen river.

“no more eating an apple a day, I’m filled with nothing but exhaustion

the glass is neither half empty nor half full, there’s no glass for me to see anymore.

I long for her to be back, I long be as happy and full of ignorant innocence.

How do I get ger back?”

- M.K (3/4/22)

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sunsetinmars · 2 years

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I’m so much pain, and they all keep coming back.

I think there are days that I can genuinely say I’m okay and productive. Like I function really well that I forget to feel things and just move like a robot. And when the feelings comeback at me, they shot at me like a wired web, burning the very center of it with no mercy. Now it doesn’t burn all the time, but when it stops, I’m left feeling completely disassociated and estranged. To be honest I haven’t gone to therapy since it’s so expensive where I am and I’m barely making enough money to be on one routinely. I wish it had been cheaper though.

I have been filling the hollowness with a lot of youtube videos. Even if they do not help, at least I feel like I’m myself.

#depresso #youtube #philosophytube #therapy

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sunsetinmars · 3 years

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Post-bombing feeds with my art, no one follows me anyway 😂😂