surf-love-girls

[surf-love-girls]

you deserve to be loved when you’re at your lowest too, especially then. you always do

[surf-love-girls]

Noo I wasn’t tryna stress ya :/ just one of those things where the heart felt heavy and had to confess. I love your writing. The way you think the way you feel and express it…it’s so deep and honest. You’re so special and I hope you get to feel that everyday. All I can get from you is tumblr so that’s enough. I wish things were different, maybe if I’m ever in SD I’ll come off.

Here’s the thing, someone always has a place in my life. If you’re making a positive impact and support what I’m doing, hop on the train and come build this empire beside me. There’s no such thing as being a stresser. I’ve dealt with plenty of people in my life who are TRULY just added stress. And if I think this is who I think it is, you’re not a stress. Come off anonymous and shoot me a message. There’s no judgement. There’s not anger. It’s all love over here

So please, send me a message and let’s shoot the shit like old times

[surf-love-girls]

goofiness is so attractive to me. If you can keep me laughing , you got me forever

[surf-love-girls]

Okay, for real guys. I NEED your help figuring out who this is. I need to know so I can at least speak to them. EVERYONE has a spot in my life to an extent. So please please pleaseeee help me figure out who this is😭

I love you and I know I’m not enough to hold any space in your life but it makes me happy seeing you be happy and living with passion and purpose

Okay, for real, I need to know who this is. Because you really don’t know whether or not you hold space in my life because idk who you are. Please come off anonymous. PLEASE🥺

[surf-love-girls]

i just love direct people, like yes, tell me what you want

[surf-love-girls]

Concept: grabbing a girl by her hips, bringing her closer to you so you can kiss her.

[surf-love-girls]

I love you and I know I’m not enough to hold any space in your life but it makes me happy seeing you be happy and living with passion and purpose

Okay, for real, I need to know who this is. Because you really don’t know whether or not you hold space in my life because idk who you are. Please come off anonymous. PLEASE🥺

[surf-love-girls]

🍕no one quite has a soul like yours🍕

Aww thank you💙💙this is so sweet. I wish I knew who this was🤔

[surf-love-girls]

Trying to talk to other people to take my mind off of you

Yet, in each person I’m trying to find the feeling you give me

[surf-love-girls]

I’m always asked “Why don’t you just tell her you have feelings for her and make a move”

The fucked up part is, I want to. I want to say all of that.

But she means so much that I don’t even want to lose the friendship and close connection we have

And yet, when I hear she’s out with someone else who LOOKS and ACTS like ME, I want to run my fist through a wall

Because the excuse from her end has always been “Liv is just more masculine than I’d want” has been the most consistent thing from her mouth

Everything else I do is everything she has EVER fucking wanted.

Until now. As she’s out fucking around with someone who’s just like me, she can no longer use the “too masculine” excuse

I’ve never felt more in a whirlwind of emotion until this moment. But I know as long as I can control what’s inside me, find my flow state, that she’ll never see this side of me

I can’t let it happen. I posses too much inside to let it release completely, and that’ll only push her farther away

Causing regret and anger on my end for not waiting just a tiny bit longer

[surf-love-girls]

When they give up on you, bounce back even harder and let them wish they still had you

[surf-love-girls]

I’ll either finally be able to give my heart to someone who wont ever shatter it again

Or the person I want to give it to, will only be the one to shatter it without even being mine

[surf-love-girls]

[surf-love-girls]

i hope u smile when u think of me

[surf-love-girls]

things that mean a lot to me but I will never mention:

• goodnight/ goodmorning texts • I miss you’s • I hope you’re okay’s • thinking about you • when someone goes out of their way to show you they care • when someone shows a real interest in you • feeling wanted • feeling like what you feel is validated •feeling important

[surf-love-girls]

I will forever say "I got this" even with tears in my eyes

[surf-love-girls]