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anyone in ny rn know wtf is going on

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why are you selling your tickets?

my friend and i both tried for them and we both got them!! so i’m selling my set but i’m still going to the show

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i’m selling 2 tickets to louis’s boston show 7/24 at face value!! pls dm me if you’re interested!!

#still available btw!!

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i’m selling 2 tickets to louis’s boston show 7/24 at face value!! pls dm me if you’re interested!!

#does anyone use this app anymore #pls rb 🫣

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i’m selling 2 tickets to louis’s boston show 7/24 at face value!! pls dm me if you’re interested!!

#faith in the future world tour #louis tomlinson #i’m still going i just accidentally have 2 sets of tickets oops

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june bug by suspendrs (wip; 57k)

“Aren’t you happy that you exist?” Louis asks.

No, Harry thinks, but he doesn’t say it out loud.

Or, Harry meets Louis on a cool night at the end of June.

#well it’s been just about 3 years since i posted the first chapter of this guy #which is WILD #and i get comments occasionally and asks about how i’m doing now #(sorry i don’t often answer i usually see them super late and by then it’s weird) #so i thought i’d give a lil life update 3 years out for anyone who’s interested #i’m a teacher! and i’m so passionate about it #just teaching preschool rn but i definitely will be sticking with teaching probably older grades eventually but i really love it #i have a boyfriend?!!?? shocking even to me #he’s the sweetest ever we’ve been friends for 6 years and dating about 6 months now #i used to post about him on here bc all our coworkers used to ship us and it was so cringe #and…. now here we are :) i love him so much #i’m doing very very well physically!! i found the gym the way people find god but not in an annoying way i swear #i’ve lost a bunch of weight and have just been physically and mentally a lot healthier for it #overall just… really thriving tbh #i’m still writing but it’s harder now that it’s not fic anymore so it’s slow but i do still love it when i get into grooves #but yeah i still lurk around fandom spaces sometimes but i’m not really interested in participating anymore outside of shows and whatnot #but i still check my ao3 comments every now and again and i appreciate them all so much!!!!! makes my day even still #i’ll go now thanks for reading if you’ve made it this far!! and for reaching out if you’ve done so #love you :’)

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no

guys should i start being on tumblr again

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if you need to remove ferricadooza! from ao3 bc you're going to publish it as a novella... just know that i forgive you and i think you should (you should)

🤫

#someday… #your second message is so cute too ily

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chicago is single-handedly making me want to write another album fic

#i am not going to ‼️ #but that song has sparked the dormant part of my brain that thinks in fic plots and boy oh boy do i have a plot for that song

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well guess who’s going to 4 louis shows next summer

#i’m completely broke :D

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can i follow you on twitter?!! if you’re comfortable w it? if so what’s your handle!!!

oh of course i don’t really use it but my handle is @ suspendrs_ on there i never post but i do lurk sometimes !! <3

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should i start over sharing on this app again i kinda miss it

#been over sharing on instagram close friends for a while but i’m bored of that #not as fun oversharing to people who actually know you

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if you were in section 111 tonight at msg and you saw me popping my pussy like no one’s business… sorry and you’re welcome

#yeah i cried during satellite #i’m so drunk

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literally hissing and growling at people who say satellite is their favorite song it’s MINE

#ITS FOR ME #GRRRR BARK BARK

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i changed the summary on my fic satellite bc i was embarrassing let’s all pretend it always said that

#it was so bad idk why i never changed it before

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satellite by suspendrs (100k)

“It’s been three years since I’ve had a proper hot meal,” Louis says finally. “I have no idea where my family is, or if any of them are even still alive. The only reason I’ve been able to keep myself alive for as long as I have is because I keep to myself, stay guarded, stay hidden. It’s the only way I know how to live,” he says.

Harry wants to cry, but he tries to put on a brave face when Louis finally meets his eyes. “You’re safe here. You don’t have to be so guarded around me,” Harry says quietly, earnestly.

“That’s very sweet of you,” Louis says, putting his fork down. “But yes I do. Especially around you.”

Or, Harry finds out that someone’s been living in his house without him knowing, but instead of kicking him out, he falls in love with him.

(thank you @floweredhalo for the moodboard in this post xx)

#good day to be me 🤓 #song slaps #thanks for reading harry 🥰

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why is this motherfucker obsessed with me!!!!!!!

#he reads my fics!!!!!