sw1mmingfoolz

[sw1mmingfoolz]

it's been a lil! hello!

it's only been a few weeks, but still, it feels like i've been gone for ages lol. i've only really come back to say i'm not going to post writing on this blog anymore. i know i was only here for a few months but i did have fun being back while i was! i just can't keep doing it; the writing community on tumblr definitely isn't what it was before in that readers are more demanding than ever, interaction is barely there at all, the hate we get is ridiculous and most interactions come from blank blogs anyway. it isn't worth it, so while i'm going to keep writing because i love doing so, i'm not posting anything else to this blog :')

i'll still be active on my main @svtsunshine as i have a lot of lovely mutuals who make excellent work that i still intend on boosting at every moment! thank you to everyone who did have lovely things to say about my work and who made this a very enjoyable place to be for the short time i was writing here :) i hope everyone is doing well (especially if you're up north like i am, this heat is absolutely ridiculous!) and taking care of themselves!

-cat

#I'll be leaving my works up because i am still proud of them and all #just no new ones going up #i might make this a fic reblog blog hmm #a/n

[sw1mmingfoolz]

finally got diagnosed with hEDS holy shit

#my 3 year battle is over I got the narcolepsy and eds diagnoses #I have bloods and an ekg on monday to start modafinil and physio and occupational therapy starting soon #I might finally be able to live any kind of a normal life #and this is so validating after my mum kept telling me I was imagining things and shit aaaa #a/n #personal

[sw1mmingfoolz]

For all the less popular writers. For the writers who don't get much attention. For the writers who have a very small following, or no following. For the writers who don't get a lot of notes or comments.

You are valid. You are brilliant. You are creating something unique and magical and all yours. No one would create it better. You are creating! You're writing! That is a magic all its own, and all yours.

You are valued, and valuable, and good enough as you are.

#i love u my fellow writers 💞

[sw1mmingfoolz]

reminder I do not allow translation or reposts of my works to any platform and to please read my pinned post before sending asks :) thank you!

#sorry for being awol recently it's too hot to function #the heat triggers my narcolepsy really bad #so i am just sleeping or close to sleep #I can't remember like. today or yesterday lol i don't exist rn #but!! in good news I've finally started my access diploma to work towards finally going to uni #and called my drs to arrange the shit i need to be medicated so hey #a/n #but yeah this ask was very nicely phrased but regardless it's clearly stated in my pinned

[sw1mmingfoolz]

hiii, wifey! 💖

saw this pic of a duck and thought of you <3 (i dont even know if you like ducks but djfndnd)

sending you hugs!! 💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💓

hello dearest deni my wonderful wife!! i love ducks omg thank you, i have a big box of duck food cuz sometimes me and my sister go to the pond through the forest next to my parents house to feed the ducks and play on the swings nearby 😭💞💞 miss them honestly it's been a while since i moved out, living next to a forest rules :') it's so cute you thought of me ily, i hope you have the best week!! 💞💞💞

#my wife is so cool she sends me cute pics of ducks #a/n #a: cosmic railwayxo #mutuals #deni 💫💞

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hello caitlin!! i found your blog from reading "punk'd" for jeonghan and i genuinely fell in love with your writing oh my god it's so insanely good?? your one-shots and headcannons and everything are just 1000/10 the descriptions of the members are so immaculate and you dont know how many times i've giggled while reading them. LET ME GIVE YOU A BIG FLYING KISS FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE!!! hehe have a fantastic dayyyy you deserve it!! <333

hello!!! omg!! this is the cutest ask ever thank you so much for these words I am blushing, it's my turn to giggle now 😤💞💞 i'm so glad to hear this cuz all i ever try to be is accurate to idol's stage personas and descriptive agdjdhdj :') love u anon this made my entire day i hope you have a wonderful week 💞

#i need to print this out and stick it in my memories folder aaaa #a/n #a: anon #love 💌

[sw1mmingfoolz]

wait but if ur a lesbian why do u write for male idols idgi

writing about them ≠ being in a relationship with them hope this helped

#I'm a writer #if I only wrote about things I experienced my work would be boring and repetitive #oh wow another narcolepsy fic #i write for people attracted to men #all the scene setting shit where I write way too much detail about the sky? that's what i write for me #I'm actually in love with the moon she's my gf #hope that helped dude #a/n

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pls I have an appointment at a hospital an hour from me at 10am on Friday but I've been on the waiting list for just over a year so I have no idea what health condition this is regarding 💀

#the narcolepsy is diagnosed so can't be that #the eds maybe?? idk??? #i think it's the rheumatology department so #probably my god awful joints lmao #a/n #cait rambles

[sw1mmingfoolz]

Hi! I hope this isn't invasive but I read your navi and got curious,,, what kind of sex work do you do and how did you start doing it? This is genuinly cause it's interesting to me, but I completely get it if you don't want to answer!

I do escorting! Otherwise known as full service/FSSW. I started doing it to pay off credit card debt and continued because it's excellent money, though the social stigma can weigh you down sometimes :") I found another SWer who works in my city and we became friends and she really set me up; gave me her old work phone and showed me how to set everything up and all. I'm working towards a degree to go back to a "normal" job in the future because I am a lesbian and want to be able to tell my parents what I do lol, but it's working for me atm to get me through uni :) I always accept questions about the job cuz I think it's important to talk about hehe, thanks for being respectful about it! 💞💞

#i think the reason i cannot read smut is because that shit is my job #it is NEVER like the stories lmao sad #I did write this right after the sweetest client ever though #doing this job has restored my faith in men completely #a/n #a: anon #sw talk #nsfw time #I don't consider talking about it generally that nsfw but that's the tag to block if you don't wanna see me talk about it!!

[sw1mmingfoolz]

you should all just be thankful for likes, idk why ccs are so ungrateful these days lol

you should all just be thankful we write and don't leave tumblr, idk why readers are so ungrateful these days lol

#get ur head out ur ass dipshit #and don't come in my inbox talking to me like that #hiding behind anon #bitchass #a/n #a: anon #cait stupidly replies to hate #new tag lmao

[sw1mmingfoolz]

just watched a local biker club passing through the street and there were SO many of them.... the inspiration...

#my other million wips: 🤦🏻‍♀️ #they looked so cool #there was a long couples bike and man. the dream #when is a girl gonna take me out on a long motorcycle huh #a/n #cait rambles

[sw1mmingfoolz]

Would you be able to do a smau with Coups ?

I mean. At some point maybe, is this a request or just a general question? As a request, if I'm honest I didn't even finish Bite Me and have no clue when (/if) I'll continue because the way people interact with SMAUs just sucks, it clogs your notifications with likes but no one really talks about them or reblogs or anything. But in theory I guess I would be able to make a SMAU about anyone haha

#I enjoy smaus but it's a lot of work to say not many people read haha #a/n #a: anon

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who the hell do i need to fight

tumblr anons need to grow the fuck up and realise we're not here to service u

anyways, i hope you're feeling better love ;-; i'm so sorry a lot's happening,,, i wish you a speedy recovery and i hope things start to look up soon 💖

if it makes you feel a little better, i just confirmed my accommodation in London and that means I'll be under the same sky as you in September! and I will definitely go see you someday!!

have a good day ! you are loved and appreciated!

agsjdhdj I forgot to reply to this but thank you ae my love!! that's so exciting omg congrats! I will have to show you around (I say having been to London four times in my entire life lmao, oh well we can get lost together 😌). you are so loved and appreciated too! ilysm i hope you're doing well and you have nothing but happy days 😤😤

#i needed a good excuse to go to London again >:) #if you're ever up north ill be a better guide lol #a/n #mutuals #ae 🥭💞 #a: mangogyu

[sw1mmingfoolz]

dropping by with my love and this cute picture of a duck i found

here to wish you a speedy recovery and remind you how loved you are yep, yep 😌💖💖

agsjsgdj deniiii I love you with my entire heart, thank you 😭 I am recovered now finally it only took three weeks lmao, I hope you're doing well yourself 🥺💞💞 have a fuzz!

#i love our marriage of trading animal photos 🥺 wholesome #a/n #mutuals #love 💌 #deni 💫💞 #a: cosmic railwayxo

[sw1mmingfoolz]

dude this is why we block you all, I'm sorry but this is just straight up bot behaviour 😭

#mentioning everyone who makes a request on a blank account gets their request deleted immediately #i'm not getting shadowbanned again lmao learned my lesson #a/n #tumblr frustrations

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your latest drabble (sunflower sheets) just felt so soft and nice, so thank you I guess :) it was a great read

agskdhdj thank you so much!! I appreciate this a lot, it's always the nicest stuff to hear 🥺💞💞 thank you for reading and leaving feedback!!

#my whole day is made :') #a/n #a: anon #love 💌 #feedback #discussing: ss sb

[sw1mmingfoolz]

for the love of god please listen to old users when we say this site works differently. that you can’t just sit around with a blank blog. make posts or reblog, but do something at least. this site works because we don’t have an unavoidable garbage algorithm forcefeeding us posts based on our likes. we do not need another fucking twitter, tiktok or instagram.

#my most popular post has a 7% reblog ratio #not even 100 reblogs for over 1.3k notes #it's insane #please stop treating tumblr like other sites or it'll just end up dying completely