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i really thought hange was non-binary bc the one who said hanges gender was up for interpretation was kodansha us but isayama asked for gender neutral pronouns right?

here!

I’m gonna answer all of the gender asks in one go because for one, I don’t think I wanna flood my own feed and my own tumblr with the same arguments. 

I think a lot of the questions on Hange’s gender and the topic of  gender and sexuality overall are kinda intertwined and I feel like for anyone who actually reads my stuff, it’s better understood as one big wall of text. 

So I was wondering, is that song the absolute proof about hange's gender?

No. I think the interpretation of the song which people are using to prove that Hange’s nonbinary is very western centric. I actually did research around this song and knowing what I know about Japanese culture, I actually interpret the song as a way for Japanese people to break out from gender norms. 

For people who are not aware, Japan is incredibly strict with gender norms. The LGBTQ community is not as progressive as it is in Western countries (I mean gay marriage isn’t completely legalized yet). And just looking at it from the stand point of gender roles and gender expectations, despite the progressive thinking, there are a lot of things Japanese men and women have to conform to just to be respected in everyday society. Because in Japan, the community has always been more important than the individual and it’s honestly the same for most asian countries as well. 

A lot of the pressure of living in Japan, working with Japanese people is the pressure to conform and I’ve seen my friends do it through small things like getting bangs (because all Japanese women have bangs apparently), wearing make up when going out (because this is generally an accepted for all Japanese people) and always dressing your best because in that manner women are held to an incredibly high standard in Japan. And this goes similarly for men who are constantly pressured to be the breadwinner in the family. If your wife is making more than you, be ready to hear people talk. I know these expectations exist in a Western setting too but Japan is incredibly stiff as a society and this is one reason why, despite having numerous opportunities to moveto Japan myself, I am not at all entertaining that possibility. I have worked in a Japanese company and I hated it and moved to a western company right after six months. I have completely accepted the fact that there is no mobility career wise from a non-Japanese (and a woman at that) in Japanese society. 

In conformity, hierarchies etc, Japan is its own monster. That’s why when songs like Jibunrashiku, Hitchcock (by Yorushika) or Shisoukan (by Yorushika) come out, for one it’s in Japanese so I wouldn’t approach the songs from an English and as a Japanese speaker and someone who is pretty familiar with Japanese culture, I can’t help interpret that song as a social commentary for the shitty parts of Japanese society and how they tend to shoot the concept of an ‘individual’ down. 

But does that mean I completely shoot down the idea that Hange is NB? 

NO. Yams said so himself, Hange’s gender is unknown. But at the same time, Yams recognizes the fact that in the anime and in the live action, Hange is a female. If Yams were that adamant to make Hange NB, I think he would have at least made more of an effort to police how she is depicted in the anime and in the live action. 

 His exact words were:　「ハンジは彼（彼女）みたいな、ちょっと浮世離れした、枠にとらわれない自由な感じで描きたかったんです。」If I roughly translated it to English, “I wanted to draw Hange as someone otherworldly, free from the confines of gender.”

Tbh, I wanted to avoid these gender asks altogether but I’ve seen the environment in twitter and the ways many people approach gender, particularly ‘nonbinary’ or genderfluid and it really just doesn’t sit well with me. For one, what’s up with all these rules on how to approach our nonbinary and LGBTQ friends? What’s up with all these accusations that if we don’t follow them to a T, then we’re suddenly transphobic or homophobic? 

The fact that we’re creating all these rules on how to go about her nonbinary gender for one, just defeats the whole purpose of Hange being a free bird in the first place who wouldn’t have cared and who wouldnt’ ever have been confined to gender in the first place. 

I mean the establishment of set rules and social norms on how to navigate gender, sex, sexuality and gender roles is the reason why we had heternormativity in the first place. And what I can see, yes, we did get progressive, we did start recognizing other genders, other ways of thinking but the danger in all this is that, we’re once again creating frameworks and norms about how people that identify as these genders are supposed to act. And this defeats the whole purpose of why we recognized concepts of other sexualities, other genders and breaks from gender roles in the first place. 

We wanted to show these people that their feelings are valid, that the way they’re navigating their relationships and their identities are valid and the heternormative society we’ve lived in that has been condemning for so long, was flawed, was wrong. 

But the thing is, with the establishment of all these social norms on how to navigate our relationships with LGBTQ people and how to navigate our own gender, sexuality, sex and role is just making us regress back to that shitty heteronormative society of a hundred years ago. Because suddenly, everyone is questioning once again ‘How am I supposed to be feeling if I’m nb?” “How am I supposed to be feeling if I’m trans?” “How am I supposed to be feeling if I’m LGBT?”  

And we’re creating these abstract ideas of how exactly, being genderfluid is supposed to feel like. Am I really supposed to be going by ‘they?’ Am I supposed to be uncomfortable with CIS pronouns?

And If I don’t go through this process… If I don’t feel this way then maybe I’m not NB? Maybe I’m not Trans? Maybe I’m not LGBT? And if I don’t conform to this clear cut idea of what NB is which people set up for me, god forbid I might just be transphobic or homophobic. 

And Here’s the thing, everyone’s journey to self discovery is unique and there is no exact way to go about your gender or identity. I find it terrifying actually that creating all these clear cut rules have built misconceptions in so many people already on what they are supposed to feel like when they decide to identify with a certain gender which is no different from long ago when people had to hide the fact that they liked people of the same gender because god forbid they might just be persecuted for being gay. 

Creating these frameworks, these incredibly strict rules on how someone is supposed to navigate relationships with LGBTs and their own personal identities is only making it all the more dangerous for people who are in the process of discovering themselves. 

Back in college, I used to accompany a friend to a clinic when he was starting HRT treatments and before he started them, he had to consult with a doctor and the consultation lasted months. Before all that, they gave him a checklist of ‘feelings,’ which if he does experience them, he checks it and if he does check enough of them and agrees with a huge chunk of them, then he might have gender dysphoria and maybe the HRT treatments and sex reassignment was for him. It was a hundred item checklist,  pages full of waivers, warnings and questions about his own experiences with his gender identity. And the fact that he had to consult for months after on that? There must be a reason. 

Maybe because the academe realizes, maybe because those adept on the field on gender realize that gender is too complex of a subject to have been boxed into these categories in the first place. 

And this whole discourse or I wouldn’t say discourse more of like, this ‘pushing of agendas’ as to say, ‘this is how being gender fluid or non binary is supposed to feel like’ this is how being transgender is supposed to feel like and if you don’t fit it to a T then you’re not transgender or you’re not nb. Or if you don’t fit it all, maybe you’re just transphobic is dangerous for many reasons. Either it gatekeeps people who want to explore their gender further. Or it forces people to have to conform to these and force themselves to ‘feel’ all of these things in the first place. 

And god, this is just the gender issue, I haven’t even explored the sexuality, gender roles or biological issue.  

i mean pronouns are important but they don’t really reflect someone’s gender??? like there’s people who use he/they, she/they or all pronouns(? they just don’t conform to gender binary ahaha

Given the environment on twitter and having witnessed the bullying first hand that came with one writer who is active on twitter using she/her pronouns for Hange, I feel like my own writing and my own POV on how I go about my writing and how I approach the gender of Hange (since I strictly use she/her) might just be a ticking time bomb and I might find myself at the end of whatever hate war or ‘education’ or as I like to just refer to as bullying, one day. 

I believe though I at least have enough knowledge and awareness of the LGBTQ situation and I think I did put a lot of thought already into this before I made my decision to use ‘she’ to refer to Hange.

(And tbh, you can be nonbinary and you can be female at the same time and I’ve written about that multiple times already BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME CATEGORY. And creating this mutual exclusivity between being nonbinary and female just kinda invalidates a lot of those people who are still deciding where exactly they fall in this complex web of identity discovery)

As someone who generally mainly hangs out with LGBT people and i have been doing this since high school by the way, and as someone who has tried all the sexualities on the spectrum, I talked to my asexual friends about possibly being asexual, I have experimented with women and sometimes, I just had dry spells and it just so happened that in the end of all these, I fell in love with a guy but I really believe that gender is such a flexible thing and even though I am with aguy right now, I still simp over lesbians, gays, ciswomen, transgenders because simping isn’t about gender. 

And these set of rules on how to navigate genders is just invalidating the experiences of people who are flitting in between the two identities and it just hinders the process of self discovery for a lot of people. 

Anyway, the point is, there is only one statement I found fundamental when approaching my relationships with the LGBT community and my own perspective on my self identity. 

Recognition of someone’s feelings and their journey to a gender identity and the pronouns that come with it are important.

Then someone might go “THEN WHY DON’T YOU RESPECT HANGE’s NON BINARY PRONOUNS. Because just because someone is nonbinary doesn’t mean they automatically go for they. Just because someone is non-binary, doesn’t mean I have to use every single pronoun on the spectrum. The only one who can tell me what pronouns they want used on them is the person in question. 

(I actually read an argument somewhere that going for ‘they’ just because someone is NB is transphobic lmfao. Assuming someone’s pronouns is apparently transphobic too lmfao.)

AND HANGE IS FICTIONAL. And we will never hear about which pronoun she would have wanted in the first place and I think the great ‘nontransphobic’ in-between is just letting people interpret characters how they want to interpret characters in this fictional world (And Hange can be both interpreted as nb and female). It’s the policing which makes the whole process of self discovery, the process of navigating genders all the more difficult for a lot of people. 

And policing how exactly people should navigate gender and sexuality is just gatekeeping. Hange is everyone’s character. The only gender and sexuality identity people have complete jurisdiction on, is their own. And this policing of what exactly certain journeys to discovery are supposed to feel like is inherently harmful for those who are still in the process of deciding for themselves where they stand. 

And going back to what Yams said “I wanted to draw Hange as someone otherworldly, free from the confines of gender/sexuality/gender roles.” I agree with that. 

Because even though I do use ‘she’ with Hange, I do not firmly believe that Hange is a cisgender heterosexual female either. I just believe there are so many more layers to her whole identity and I believe similarly for every single person. Just concluding for one’s self that Hange is nonbinary with a very narrow minded view of what non binary just generally defeats the whole purpose of being ‘free from the confines of gender’ and hinders a lot of discourse and analysis on Hange’s identity over all.

I mean, I don’t know if people agree with this but in the decades I have spent with my close friends figuring out their gender identities, changing pronouns, transitioning, coming out to their parents, here is one thing I noticed. They weren’t asking for a celebration of their gender or sexuality, they weren’t asking for all these policing on how people should approach them. All they wanted was for their feelings to be validated, normalized as an everyday occurrence. I think the point of all these LGBTQ discourse (and by extension race and sex discourse) were all there to just make all these different identities normalized and to completely eradicate the concept of a negative bias or an other which was generally plaguing society for a long time. 

And as their friends, I have never approached them as this champion who would make sure EVERYONE RESPECTED THEM IN THAT WAY IN TWITTER THEY BELIEVE LGBTQ PEOPLE SHOULD BE RESPECTED. All these nonverbal rules I have set up for myself on how to go about being friends with them is because I wanted them to be happy and comfortable in their shoes. And what were the types of things they appreciated? Me hiding it from their parents until they were ready to come out, me helping make their relationship work with their partner, me respecting the pronouns they requested for themselves, me accompanying them to HRT when their parents refused. 

And you know what, that was only a facet of our friendships. My friends’ gender identities and sexualities never dominated discourse. None of them were the ‘token gay friend,’ the ‘token lesbian friend’ or the ‘token asexual friend’ or the ‘token NB friend.’ They were all people I genuinely care about who just happened to have fallen in love with someone of the same gender. They were just people who just happened to be uncomfortable with their original sex. But I would never just describe them as just that. My friend who just so happens to identify as assexual makes a great companion on a night out drinking. My friend who just so happens to be trasngender is really great with logistics and planning and was super helpful and I was eternally grateful when we worked together on that one project. My friend who just happens to be a lesbian has the cutest picture of her girlfreind on her phone screen. 

I will memorize their favorite orders, what makes them tick, what makes them such a great companion, their talents, capabilities more than I will remember their gender. And that’s the characetr song in question is called “Jibunrashiku” or in English “just like me.” Because in the end a strict society which creates all these maxims of what exactly people of a certain gender should act would of course birth songs like “Just like me” A society which puts so much emphasis on gender and sex  as an identity instead of other things like personality, preferences, skills etc. 

And I don’t know if it applies to everyone. But my friends appreciate it because this journey to whatever gender identity they chose wasn’t rooted in some sort of strict framework on how they should be treated according to twitter. It was rooted in their own experiences and how these experiences made them feel. 

Do they feel weird in a woman’s body? Do they just don’t feel any romantic attraction to the opposite gender?

Just treat them as how you would treat anyone else you respect. Just be a decent person. Just be a good friend.

Respect their requests for their own personal pronouns. If they need help, help them to the best of your abilities. 

And here’s the thing, the approach I use with navigating identities, sexuaities genders are rooted in one very simple concept which can be applied to the race discourse, the feminist discourse etc etc. 

Don’t be an ass. Respect people. Don’t reduce people to one facet of their identity. And by extension, when faced with such a dubious situation, think, discern for yourself what’s right or wrong. When there are people educating you, policing you on what is right or wrong, process that information objectively.  

All I have here right now is my own opinions on the gender discourse on Hange and my own opinions on the discourse overall. 

If you don’t agree with it, then have a nice day and I hope you find something else that will convince you to be more openminded but...

UTANG NA LOOB HUWAG LANG KAYO MAMBULLY NG TAO POTA. MAGHANAP NALANG KAYO NG IBANG PWEDENG GAWIN SA BUHAY MO. 

ANG DAMING NASASAKTAN ANG DAMING NATRATRAUMA ANG DAMING NAWAWALANG GANA MAGSULAT KASI DI KAYO NAG-IISIP. PURO TIRA LANG. 

Okay thank you for listening. Do what you want with the information up there but I have said my piece.

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My My, I Could Never Let You Go

Summary: Sasha Zoe just wants her dad to walk her down the isle. There is only one problem: she doesn’t know who her dad is! Sasha invites 3 men in hopes of finding out which one is her father. What could possibly go wrong?

Pairings: Levi x Hange, Sasha x Niccolo, and other background relationships

Disclaimer: This is a Levihan Mamma Mia au. This fanfic is inspired by Mamma Mia which is directed by Phyllida Loyd, written by Catherine Johnson, and uses music from the pop group ABBA

Author’s Note 1: Hello! This is the Levihan Mamma Mia au that I came up with one day after watching the movie. I mentioned this idea @fanmoose12 blog as an anon, and it received a lot of good feedback so here I am! 🥳 This is my first fanfic and I hope it makes sense and you enjoy it. I will do my best to give this idea justice. Don’t expect it to be an exact replica of the movie. The movie inspired the fic, so there will be some changes. Expect possibly weekly updates, but it may change because I’m in university. For example, this would have been out earlier, but I took a nap because I was exhausted from school. Please understand and enjoy! 😁

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Title: Passion Project (2/4)

Summary:

“Ignoring Hange Zoe had become a little passion project he allowed himself to indulge in, in between expeditions and quietly mourning unnecessary deaths in the battlefield.”

Levi tries to ignore Hange but it never seems to last. A ficlet detailing the development of Levi and Hange’s relationship before canon.

Link to cross-postings: AO3

Link to other chapters: 1

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"Chaperone."

- LeviHan x 7 Minutes in Heaven where:

Hanji, an ordinary worn out college student just wants to relax for the night after having an encounter with the campus bad boy whom she never thought would make her blood boil in said first impressions.

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first levihan prompt where:

Levi tried to tell Hanji "I love you" by saying "The moon is beautiful, isn't it?"

#levihan #levi x hange #levi ackerman #hanji zoe #attack on titan #fiction #writing prompt #dialogue prompts #alternate universe #crack #lol

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Hello, first I wanna say that your art is SO FRICKING GOOD KEEP IT UP YOU ROCK. Second, since you've been looking for requests can I request a levihan cpr scene? Since I'm kinda sure Yams wouldn't bless us with such thing and I know you'll nail it. Love youuuuu <3 <3 <3

[THANK YOUUUUU OMG <3333] warning!! loooong post ahead owo

“... thank you for staying with me.”

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i got so busy in finishing my twitter au that I forgot this. 

but anyways, ill be posting my levihan x seven minutes in heaven in ao3 ad maybe here lol

#levihan #7 minutes in heaven #smut #levihan smut

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have some levihan scraps and doodles and bonus sidebar pic (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

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FUCK THIS HURTS

a bit of a rant in relation to levi's reaction to hanji's death post-132 or lack thereof

maybe this is a bit of a stretch but I'm going to say it anyway. nothing has stopped me from reaching before so why stop now? so..

I am partially convinced that the lack of hanji mention from levi is due to him being in denial of hanji's death. it doesn't make sense to me that levi would suddenly not care about hanji after 126 and his reaction to hanji asking him to let go in 132. isayama drew levi losing the light in his eye and standing frozen as hanji left.

he didn't look at the window of the plane either when hanji's body was seen falling.

levi also couldn't say goodbye but rather "see you hanji"

another thing is that in 133 levi seems so out of it and it is understandable since this man is trying to process so many things at once. only a few days have passed since the thunder spear explosion and a only few hours after hanji's death. he is going through physical pain, mental and emotional turmoil.

something in levi's flashback also caught my attention. right after the big panel where hanji and erwin are the focus of levi's reminisce, he was seen clenching the handle to his blade. he then thinks about how his decision back in shigansina involving erwin and that he did not regret it but notice how he did not mention anything about hanji directly? was he trying to stop himself from thinking of hanji? also it possible that there is something involving hanji that he regrets not being able to do and he is trying not to think of it? is that why he gripped the hilt of his blade when an image of hanji flashed in his mind?

the way I see it, levi is trying to not think of hanji's death so he can keep moving forward. hanji is one of the very last few people left in levi's life and the one who stood by him the longest. it's not a reach to say that hanji had become his constant and anchor.

a part of me thinks that levi is trying to stop himself from completely processing hanji's death to keep himself anchored because the moment he does he might lose himself and he cannot have that in the middle of an important battle.

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Kinktober Day 1

Face-sitting

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Jean wiped the tears from his face, thinking if he had made the right choice after all. Remembering Magath’s arrogant and condescending expression or Reiner’s apologetic one, he wasn’t so sure anymore.

What was wrong with him, if he decided to risk his life to save the assholes like them? Why should he help those people, who hated and despised him, who called him a monster just because of his blood?

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“Pile of Regrets...”

...Post war, Levi was on his way back to Paradis along with the people who survived. Among these survivors are Mikasa, Armin, Jean and Connie. They found another flying boat which helped them to go back to the harbor where they took off earlier. The view from the sky should look amazing, with the blue sea, green lands and tall trees. But their view was the complete opposite. Corpses, broken houses and a flat, burning terrain was seen.

They landed on the harbor and they were preparing for their next trip when Levi remembered everything that happened. He remembered his conversation with his shitty-glasses.

“You understand..”

“It’s my turn.”

“So just let me go? Will you?”

Their words were still fresh from his memory and it hurts. He kept hearing, it kept repeating until the words felt like ringing to his hear. He took a deep breath and walked to another vehicle when he stumbled upon a green cloak on the ground. He looked at it as his eyes widened upon seeing the “Wings of Freedom” badge. He cannot be mistaken. This was Hanji’s.

The pain he felt got worse as he knelt down on one knee and picked up the green cloak.

“You really are stubborn, four-eyes.” Levi’s voice cracked as he was fighting the tears that were threatening to roll down his cheek. But to no avail, the tear found it’s own way down his left cheek, causing his scar to sting as he flinched.

“Captain! The vehicle is ready.” Jean said, with no life in his eyes. Perhaps, he was mourning at the loss of comrades. Levi was mourning too. But he has seen far more abnormal things, but the pain he was feeling right now was unfathomable.

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They were now back to the island. The once called devils were mourning the loss of the majority of humanity.  The rest of the Survey Corps marched with heads down as they reached the headquarters. The scent of the bricked walls sent a feeling of sentimentality.

“We’re back. But without everyone.” Mikasa was almost crying.

“We still need to keep moving forward.” Levi said in his usual stern and authoritative voice. But deep inside, he was also breaking. He misses everyone.

He went inside the headquarters, straight to his room. The mahogany color of his table was covered in thin dust while he saw cobwebs lingering in his bookshelf. He decided to clean his room, a distraction from the present pain he was feeling.

As he was cleaning the bookshelf, he stumbled upon the book, the book a former comrade, friend and confidant used to teach him how to read and write when he rose from the underground. He felt another sharp pang in his chest as he carried to book to his table. He opened it and took a single key to unlock his drawer. This was the very drawer he does not let anyone open, other than him. But maybe there was an exception, it was Hanji. Happened that she picked the lock and saw what was inside when they insisted on opening it. It was a pile of the badges from the green cloaks of his dead comrades.

Everytime they take a loss from expeditions, Levi always cuts the badge from their cloaks and keeps it. He stores the badges he collected to keep the memories from his fallen comrades. A reminder that they existed, lived and served their purpose for humanity. Erwin, Farlan, Isabel, Oluo, and the rest of his squad; their badges were all there.

He took out the bloody and burnt badge from his pocket and placed it on top. His heart felt like it was about to find its way to his throat as he was starting to struggle in maintaining his composure. He looked up, before he could even cry and gripped on the feather duster he was holding with his left hand.

“I’m sorry i couldn’t protect you. I’m sorry I could not save you and tell you to stay. I understand, that’s why I let you go.” as a tear rolled down his cheek.

“Are you all still watching me? Are you guys having fun there? I bet Hanji is still as talkative as ever, no? I’m alive, are you all proud of me?” He said before closing the drawer, leaving his cleaning materials and leaving his room.

#levi ackerman #angst #fiction #attack on titan #levihan #levihan angst #104th #survey corps #hanji zoe #levi x hanji

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Erwin: Hange. Repeat after me. No?

Hange: No

Erwin: More

Hange: More

Erwin: Pranks

Hange: Pranks

Erwin: Good, now repeat it faster. No

Hange: No

Erwin: More

Hange: More

Erwin: Pranks.

Hange: Pranks!

Erwin: All together now: No more pranks!

Hange: NNNNN I REPLACED THE LIQUID SOAP WITH LOTION IN THE BATHROOMS

Hange & Erwin: *hears yelling down the hallway*

Mike: *runs over to Hange and Erwin* I think Levi's freaking out.

Levi: WHY? WONT? THIS? SOAP? LATHER???????

Erwin: *deeply sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose*

Mike: Nice! *high fives Hange*

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Levihan Fanfiction & Doujins Master Post

So, I went deep into the levihan tag and came back with all of this. I hope this list is of use to anyone of you levihan shippers out there, since I’ve been seeing a lot of posts from people who say they can’t find stuff. These are not hand-picked or anything, just the ones I’ve seen around. Some of them I’ve read some I haven’t. Feel free to add more when you reblog, just try to keep the post tidy and maybe reblog as text post not link post. Enjoy! (ﾉ⊙ヮ⊙)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Oh, I also think we should make a levihan fanfiction tag, since they tend to get lost in the flood of posts nowadays. Maybe something like “levihanstories” or “levihanfics” or something. Just an idea. 

edit: fixed the double links.

Fanfiction

Be Safe

Dirt, Dust and Denial

Caught In A Storm

At Arm’s Length

Intimacy

Polaris

Anchors

The Sun

If You Want Me To Stop

Experimental

Jealousy

845

Maid For A Night

I Need You

Cold Temperatures

Mistletoe

A Little Help Goes A Long Way

Love Me Nice

First Impression, First Combat

Counter Attack

Thorns

Falling to Fall

Coping Mechanisms

Blizzard

Glasses

Break

Wings Of Freedom

Predictable

Quid pro quo

Listen To This Lullaby

Hushabye

Compromises

Limitless

Room for Three and a Half

Again

Overdone

On the Edge

Filters

Write That Down

Relapses

Coping Mechanisms

Foolish

Mornings

The World We Left Behind/The World Left Us Behind

First Impression, First Combat

Darling Beg Me

Titanic Development

Hope For The Future

Keeping Watch and Keeping Warm

The Three Musketeers

Just Be Friends

While Our Blood Is Stil Young

Uncertainty

Home

How To Save A Life

Mister Wallflower

Solus Ipse

Lost And Found

Breathe

Doujins

The Story of Hanji-san’s Flower Shop

Right Here

[No Title], Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Take The Place

LeviHan? HanLevi

The grief queen -LeviHan-

LeviHan Log

LeviHan

Shingeki no Tsumeawase 2

LeviHan: Fooling around

“Shingeki no” Rakugaki LOG 2 “Kyojin”, Part 1, Part 2

Jinrui saikyou no kimi e - For you, the strongest of humanity

LeviHan ♀ Manga, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

LeviHan ♀

LeviHan ♀

ハンジさんと兵長がパンを食べてる話, Part 1, Part 2

リヴァハンの子供漫画, Part 1, Part 2

見据える者達, Part 1, Extras

彼らの今昔物語①

リヴァハン♀漫画

【進撃 リヴァハン♀】 道程, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

【進撃】かわいくってへいわぼけ

ペトラとハンジの漫画】安心してよ

進撃ログ

調査兵団まんが6, Part 1, Part 2

調査兵団まんが6

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“The Forest, and you.” [LeviHan Short drabble]

He woke up, he felt peace. He woke up, he was back in the island, behind the safety of wooden walls. He woke up, he was wearing normal clothes. He woke up, as he roamed his eyes around his room, he saw that everything was clean. He woke up, he was in the forest. He felt a sense of satisfaction. He wasn’t called clean freak for nothing.

What was the last thing he remembers? He felt pain at his leg. That’s right, the last thing he remembers was a disgusting looking titan with big ass teeth chomping on his leg and almost biting it off as he saves Connie while he was unconscious. He does not remember anything else after that. Perhaps he fainted? He thought to himself.

He was woken up from his thoughts when he heard a knock on the door. It wasn’t just any other knock. He felt a sense of familiarity as soon as he heard it. It was his four-eyes. He was confused, he felt his head throbbing in pain as he tried to remember the certain sequence of events that happened. Perhaps the titan biting his leg was a dream? But no, it all felt real.

“Levi!” He heard Hanji barge in his room.

“Four-eyes?” He was dumfounded. Hanji was in perfect shape.

“You looked like you had a good sleep, the tea got cold you old man.” Hanji teased him.

“Your eye.”

“What about my eye?”

“They’re not injured anymore.”

“What do you mean they’re not injured? They have never been defective in the first place!” Hanji placed their hand on Levi’s head.

“Did you hit your head or something?” Hanji said before laughing their ass off.

“What is going on?” Levi wanted answers. He needed answers.

“Well, its the second year that we haven’t been attacked by any titans. We haven’t had any expeditions and were here!” Hanji was excited as they opened the window, revealing trees that were surrounding the house. Are they in the forest? He remembered this certain scene in their conversation. Hanji talked about running away and wanting to live in the forest, just the two of them. He remembered Hanji dying while fighting off colossal titans.

“I have to go.” Levi said before going to his closet. But to his surprise, his odm gear was nowhere to be found.

“Go where? What are you looking for?” Hanji was asking to many questions. Too many for him to process.

“My gear, it was always here. Where is it?” Levi rummaged through the closet but to no avail, his gear was nowhere to be found.

“You threw it, said you didn’t need it.”

“What?” Levi was panicking, it was evident in his actions.

“What are you doing?”

“HANJI! I NEED TO GO! THE KIDS NEED ME!”

“Kids? Who?”

“Hanji, the kids, we were parents to them.”

“OH, THEM? I’m sure they can manage, Levi. Stay here. With me.” Hanji extended their hand, asking Levi to stay.

“I can’t, four-eyes. I haven’t given your death justice.”

“Stay. Please? We can be happy here. Just the two of us.”

“I have to go.” Levi insisted. He was about to walk out the door until Hanji called out his name once again.

“You’re still so stubborn. Come home soon, okay? Win this war, clean freak.” and just then, he woke up, and he was in the air, at the back of the flying titan.

“Captain! You’re awake! Thank goodness!” ah yes, the kids.

fin.

Notes:

Thank you for reading this fic if you ever happen to stumble upon it or something. I have made other drabbles about Levi’s birthday but ig, that wil be posted soon enough.

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