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2000s emos in horror films need to make a comeback

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my toxic trait is that i still love jules so god damn much 😭

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Euphoria + Character Tropes

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I caught some hate for my thoughts about last week’s episode, but it’s multiplied tenfold this week.  

Jules is collapsing, or at the very least transforming from what she thought she was.  She’s off her blockers, wearing a binder, chopped her hair, and we only saw a single full body shot in this ep but she was wearing head to toe mens clothing. she is going through struggles of her own, and she is not responsible for rue’s actions.  her wanting to have fun and drink fucking white claw and be a damn teenager is not something we should be blaming her for.  at 16 you are not supposed to be responsible for an addict.  

Some people are acting like Jules is terrible for snitching, for turning to Elliot, and I can’t agree.  They’re all human, and Jules certainly has flaws of her own.  Rue may be pitched as the main character, but that does not mean that everyone else must drop everything in order to support her.  

supporting an addict is exhausting, and draining, and puts a resentful hate in your bones that you never thought you could hold for the people you thought you would love forever. 

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The fact that so many of y'all think Rue is spilling the tea and that she is right is really f*cking concerning. Especially in 2x05.

Like clearly either y'all have a weird view of what life is about or y'all are just extremely dumb. The parasocial relationship with Zendaya is really starting to show right now for so many of you.

Rue is literally putting her whole family through hell and downright being abusive during all this episode yet y'all are rooting for her ?! Not rooting for her as in to get better, rooting for her thinking she's right ?! Are y'all insane ?! I don't even need to explain this, it makes no absolute sense to even think something like this.

Oh and Jules! Jules does small mistakes here and there (despite us knowing WHY she does it), and when finally she does something really not cool like cheating on Rue despite again knowing why she does it (and the three of them were literally kissing each other in the same room moments before and some have done worse things than what she did) she is the monster and villain of the show but Rue gets to get away with everything she does ? We may know why she does it but we also know why Jules does the thing she does, there is no villain in their story. At no point was this portrayed as a healthy thing. Rue putted all the pressure on Jules about being clean and how everything depended only on her. She still did it in season 2 and even lied while doing it, pretending she was clean when she wasn't. And Jules told her she didn't want to deal with something like this yet Rue still does it and expects her to comply to her every need 24/7 and being aware all the time ? How mental is this!

Yes she should have been more careful in some instances and she is at fault for her cheating but she was also going through her problems and this doesn't justify the hate she's getting right now!

This "Rue is bad yes but Jules is horrible" is pissing me off. It's Nate and Cassie all over again, he manipulated her in a moment where she was vulnerable knowing full well what he was going to get. Cassie has her own faults in the situation but let's remember who started it all and WHY.

And as for Elliot, he is also a drug addict who is just as irrational in his choices as Rue is. There was no grand master plan of his and he is not the mastermind behind some tactics of pushing Rue towards a downfall.

She did this herself. She went to Laurie. She chose this. With all the sympathy, compassion and understanding I can have for her, the suitcase and what it meant is her fault. She knew what she was getting into.

And if I have to hear after this episode that Euphoria is romanticizing drugs or the usage of it, I swear I will go feral. It never has and I don't see how y'all cannot see that.

The show has flaws but this is not one of them.

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pink fits 🎀🩰💕

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snitches naughty girls get stitches (coming Nov.10) ~ PREVIEW ~

part 1: damned if you do, damned if you don’t

pairing: dark!jason todd x new gf!reader

warnings: 18+ EYES ONLY, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT, noncon/dubcon, smut, bdsm dynamics/punishment, manipulation, degradation, breeding kink, forced pregnancy, vaginal fingering, forced deepthroating, slight daddy kink, orgasm denial, panic attack, violence, choking, mentions of blood, mentions of murdering criminals, mentions of drugs/drug use, knife kink, gun kink, drowning kink, bondage, spanking, biting and marking

plot: You love your boyfriend with all your heart and soul, but things go wrong when you discover he isn’t the man you think he is. When you come across evidence that he’s the ruthless outlaw vigilante: Red Hood, it doesn’t take him long to realize you know the truth. And in this case, the truth doesn’t set you free.

i’ve been wanting to write a VERY dark red hood/jason todd for a long time and the new gotham knights game kicked my ass in gear. please reblog and comment if you can!!

“Jay, babe, please…” The vice around your throat tightens as the blood and last bits of your last meal fight for dominance against your tears. You choke out, snot and blood dripping along your cracked lips and into your mouth. “Please let me go.”

The silence is deafening. Your bones shakes. The chain around your swollen ankle and the buckles on the leather cuffs wrists rattle. The pounding in the back of your head blossoms as does the knot in your now empty stomach.

With a move that's second nature, Jason un-cocks his gun, shifts the safety back on, holsters it in a quick fluid motion. The outlaw's gloved hand brushes under your nose, wiping away the crimson stream and a few drops of your fear with it. He slowly cocks his head to the side, his eyes piercing you through his red helmet as he reaches behind his back. Through blurry vision you almost miss the contraption he's holding up until you hear the clink. You instinctively freeze at the sound and you almost vomit at his cold command. "Open.

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how do u think things would've been if Jules made her self harm sobriety Rue responsibility

I'm asking this question because I saw this quote in this comment from Reddit "Jules is villainized for what she has done to Rue but no one really feels bad for Jules for Rue lying to her, or putting the pressure of her sobriety on her. (Both are toxic for each other and both have been wrong, yet people like Rue so they are blinded)" and it got me thinking where how things would be if Jules give Rue a taste of her own medicine yk if Jules was still harming herself (yes self harm is an addiction for those who don't know you just don't turn into no angry crackhead) and then stop for rue but made it Rue responsibility for it as well unintentionally. If Rue feel how Jules felt having the pressure to keep someone alive and clean how would things turn out. Would it be the same as before? How would y'all feel seeing that especially since this show is mostly in Rue's POV?

#sh #jules vaughn #cvtting #self harm tw #self harrrm #euphoria hbo #jules euphoria #rue bennett #rue euphoria #rue x jules

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2 reasons why Maddy is most liked for

most people only like maddy because she is seen more as a racial caricature than an actual character with depth maddy is the stereotypical sexualized spicy sassy loud mouthed latina girl who loves a "fight" and who needs to be dominated by a white male and (white) people seem to like that. I noticed that black and poc characters are most liked/entertaining if they fit the stereotypes (Lucas Sinclair and his sister Erica from Stranger Things fit the stereotypes: Erica being the sassy black girl and Lucas playing basketball). I feel like if Maddy wasn't the stereotypical spicy latina girl then she would be consider as "boring"

Maddy is very skinny girl she has thin privilege. people will always secretly support and appreciate the skinny ones no matter how much they preach about body-positivity or give a fat girl backhanded compliments thinking nothing’s wrong with that. If and only if maddy was as overweight as kat and dare to show her skin like wearing that purple carnival outfit from season 1 episode 4 the audience reaction would've been a bit different and the clothes wouldn't be trending that much. people probably think skinny and pretty are both synonyms, so what could they think about fat and ugly?

#maddy perez #euphoria #kat hernandez #rue bennett #jules vaughn #jules euphoria #nate jacobs #lexi howard #euphoria hbo #fezco #fat #stereotypes

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Tu Amor Es Veneno; Nate Jacobs x plus size reader

“Your love is poison; Nate Jacobs x plus size reader.”

Warnings; Cheating, manipulation, gaslighting, plus size reader, maddy being problematic (as usual), mental breakdown on nates end 

Requested by; @aurthurshelbyswife

You had never been shy about your weight, you enjoyed your body for every way it curved and moved. Nate Jacobs did too, he loved you so much at one point. He nor you knew where the spark went but you knew you’d both pretend it didn’t go anywhere.

You think it had started when he noticed Maddy Perez for the first time. She seemed okay, she sat a few seats away from you in chem but you’d never think much of her. You could notice her catching quick glances at you with a smirk on her face, like she had a secret she just couldn’t contain. You of course knew the secret, you weren’t stupid. All it took was once glance in Nates phone to know.

You & Nate had never really talked about it, him just promising he’d stop & that he was sorry. It plagued your mind though, some days you would have to pretend you didn’t see them talking after class, like you didn’t see her name pop up while his phone was sitting in the cup holder of his truck. You hated having to turn to the blind eye but it always felt like Nate was the only one who cared, he was the only one there for you.

This of course, was not true. From the start of your guys’ relationship freshman year, he learned how to isolate you. He didn’t like you having many friends, going out without him, but he always made you feel needed. You knew Nate would have his little moments. (much like what happened between him & cal) And he knew you were the only one who could help him when he’s like that. I think that’s why he didn’t wanna let go, the embarrassment of having to show himself like that to someone else, having to trust anyone else.

“Hey babe.” He looks to you, watching you hoist yourself up into his truck. You offer him a soft smile as you put your seatbelt on. “Ready to go?” He asks, wanting some kind of verbal response from you. “Yeah.” You let out, almost above a whisper but nodding your head to accommodate.

“McKay said this was a really good movie.” Nate takes his eyes off the dark road for a second to look at you. It was clear he knew you were upset & he knew what about. While dropping you off today, Maddy had called his phone twice & texted him to the point where he just shut off his phone. It was hard to believe that this current car ride was more uncomfortable than the one from earlier.

“That’s nice.” Is all you say before reaching to turn up the radio, not wanting Nate to force anymore conversation. You watch him pull into the parking area, arriving about 10 minutes before the ads shouldve even started, he offers to just stay in the car for a bit.

“You look super fucking pretty right now.” Nate turns to you, “Why’re you sitting so far away?” He asks before scooting closer, wrapping his arm around you to pull you in. “Can you talk?” He jokingly asks as if nothings wrong. When he sees he’s not going to get a response, he just pulls in closer, pressing his lips to yours. He grips your hair & opens his mouth a bit, trying to make the kiss a bit more heated to get a response from you.

“Kiss me back.” He mumbles against your lips. He sneakily grabs your hand & places it on his dick, which is already hard. He doesn’t do it again once you move your hand away but he uses his hand to grope your tit. “Okay Nate, no more.” You begin to pull away, trying to get him off of you. “What? I cant kiss my girlfriend anymore?” His face shows offense as he stares at you. “I don’t wanna talk about this, can we just go watch the movie now?” You whine.

“No because I wanna know what your fucking problem is?” His voice raises. “I don’t have a fucking problem.” You argue back. “Clearly you do or you wouldn’t be acting like such a bitch.” “Oh so now i’m a bitch?” “I didn’t say that, I said you’re acting like one.” He runs his hands through his hair. “God there you go again always trying to gaslight me!” You sit up.

“Gaslight you?” His voice holds disbelief, “That’s a big fucking word baby. I bet your stupid little friends taught you that. Didn’t they? They hate me for no reason babe, if they’re the reason why you’re acting like that then you need to tell me.”

“No, they’re not!” You aren’t sure what to say anymore but don’t wanna let your guard down. “Yes they are, I mean you’ve never acted like this then you go & spend the night with Jules. Now you fucking hate me. You know she doesn’t fucking like me. I bet she was telling you all this shit, wasn’t she?”

Tears softly go down your face. “No but we talk about you & Maddy a lot.” You spit out. “If you wanna be with Maddy so badly then why are you still trying with me, Nate?” You look to him, wanting an answer. “I don’t want Maddy, okay? I don’t fucking want her.” He grabs your face, whipping the tears with him thumbs.

“Nate, I love you but I think we need a break.” You’re cut off before you can finish where you were going. Nate puts his hands off your face and to the side of his head. “Shut the fuck up, no we don’t, we don’t need a damn break.” He begins to hyperventilate. You watch in panic as he puts one hand over his heart & one on his throat, like he’s being suffocated.

“Nate, baby.” You call out, sitting up on your knees now. “I-I can’t.” He grabs you by the waist & pulls you into him, his face going into your stomach. You wrap an arm around his head, playing with his hair to comfort while the other hand goes up the sleeve of his black T, nails running up & down his arm. “You’re trying to leave me.” He cries harder into your stomach. “No, baby i’m not. I just said i think we needed some time apart.” You try & comfort but your words make him cry even harder than you thought possible. You begin to feel your shirt turn wet, probably from his tears & salvia from crying with his mouth open.

“I’m sorry baby, you’re right we don’t need time apart, okay baby? I’m sorry.” You say & he lifts his face from out of your stomach, still sniffling & eyes red. “Do you mean that?” He asks, you nod your head to confirm. “Yes, I do baby.”

“I want you to come home with me.” Nate tells you, signaling he probably doesn’t wanna see the movie anymore. “Yeah, I can come with you.” “Spend the night too?” “Of course, Nate.”

You’re still unsure of when this cycle will end or if it will but all you can do is hope when it does, the both of you make it out alive.

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Imagine Jason Todd Finding Out About Your SH Relapse

Self-indulgent, I don’t wanna hear shit about it. This is for me. Characters: Jason Todd x reader Warnings: Self Harm, obviously

Very few things could spark such fear in the Red Hood but seeing that blade held so tightly against your skin, the pain you felt, it shook him to his core. He would waste no time, pushed forward by love, fright, and adrenaline, and would rip the blade from your grasp, tossing it across the room, paying no mind to the clatter as it fell, his eyes only on you. This man had lost everything, he would not lose you too. Pulling you into his arms, and guiding the two of you to the floor, he would cradle you, rocking back and forth, begging, ‘please, please, please.’  over and over and over. He knew it wasn’t fair of him to be crying and pleading with you as he was, he knew he was the one who should of been comforting you. Despite this, he was powerless to his fear, the thought of you in pain, of you disappearing and him not being able to hold onto you, to keep you there with him. And so, he sat there, you in his arms, begging you, and whimpering his love for you for what felt like ages. Finally when he gained composure of himself, he would pull back, gazing into your eyes, and would kiss you softly before getting up to grab the first aid kit and patching you up. The next few days he would be walking on eggshells with you, extra careful to not upset you, extra considerate and loving, making sure that you knew just how much you meant to him, how you were his whole world.

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I made it to the big 100. I'm 103 days away from self harm. Happy Pride Month to me 🌈

#black mental health #sh #pride 2022 #biseuxal #lgbt pride #pro recovery

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the ONLY people who are allowed to kiss my cvts/scars are boys that i like who also sh and will let me fall asleep their chests

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#pink edit #guro #tw sh #self harrrm #sh #self harm #pink gore