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Credit to: kimiperi

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Person: Have you tried to just eat?

Me: Have you tried to shut the fuck up?

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“You don’t have any more weight to lose”

F U C K I N G

W A T C H

M E

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Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.

reblogging again bc so fucking true

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Sadly satisfying feelings

~Getting used to hunger

~You’d honestly rather feel hunger

~Feeling like you’re gonna pass out

~Getting away with lying about food and nobody getting suspicious

~Dizziness

~People commenting on your weight loss

~People asking how you lose weight so quickly

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i am constantly being suffocated by the long, dainty fingers i see in my dreams. they get tighter and tighter around my throat, restricting my calories, and trapping my voice.

because i’m not allowed to speak about it.

because if i do, then someone will make me eat.

they’ll make me shove those restricted calories down my throat, whilst those long, skeleton-like fingers are still there, waiting.

waiting until i’m done. and then they’ll find their way down my throat instead. and they’ll make it all come back up.

and sometimes, it’s not someone else who makes me eat. it’s me. i make myself eat that cake that looked oh so good on that little tray at the bakery i passed when i was on my run.

and i failed.

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daily reminder

eat to live, don’t live to eat.

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is it weird that some thinspo isnt thin enough to me?

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#anorexia #ana #eating disorder #ed

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Things to do when you’re craving:

1. Drink water or tea.

2. Go for a walk.

3. Exercise in your room.

4. Do a workout you’ve found online.

5. Look at thinspo.

6. Talk to someone. Phone a friend.

7. Play a game.

8. Sort out your wardrobe.

9. Declutter your room.

10. Write a diary - make it colourful. Include your reasons to lose weight.

11. Watch a documentary including:

My 600lb life

The truth about size 0.

Super skinny me.

Etc.

12. Play with your pet. Walk your dog.

13. Watch a movie. I like watching Breakfast at Tiffanys when I feel like eating shit.

14. Listen to music. Make up stories to it in your head

15. Write a story.

16. Start a blog.

17. Learn an instrument.

18. Learn a language.

19. Chew some gum or brush your teeth.

20. Paint your nails.

21. Try a new make up look.

22. Try on clothes.

23. Go shopping or window shopping.

24. Take a long bath with candles and music.

25. Go for a drive.

26. Walk to your nearest coffee place and get some green tea or black coffee.

27. Walk to your friends and ask if they want to go out somewhere.

28. Find a forest to get lost in.

29. Go for a spray tan

There are so many things to distract yourself when you feel like you’re going to binge. Don’t give in. You’ve already come so far!

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Standard ana shopping trip

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So, my mom decided she wants me to go to the hospital next week because of my “unexplainable weight loss”...

Fml.